Skulle beh\u00f6va en stad. Nu. Direkt. Stor s\u00e5dan. London. New York. Paris. M\u00f6jligen Stockholm. Den d\u00e4r staden och l\u00e5nga gator som man kan vandra efter. L\u00e5nga, g\u00e4rna kalla, promenader. Sen hem till en l\u00e4genhet i en trappuppg\u00e5ng d\u00e4r man inte k\u00e4nner en (d)j\u00e4vel. Korka upp en flaska whisky. Sitta d\u00e4r p\u00e5 golvet i ett h\u00f6rn av l\u00e4genheten och dricka upp en lagom m\u00e4ngd av den. S\u00e5 att man blir lite lummig s\u00e5d\u00e4r. Sm\u00e5full rent utav. Men inte mer. Stoppa d\u00e4r. Sen en ordbehandlare som bara best\u00e5r av penna och papper. Skriva resten av natten. I alla fall s\u00e5 l\u00e4nge man orkar. G\u00f6ra sig av med lite av det d\u00e4r som borde f\u00e5r komma ut. Upprepa alltihop n\u00e4sta dag\/natt. Och n\u00e4sta och n\u00e4sta. Tills antingen whiskyn \u00e4r slut, pappret \u00e4r slut eller man tr\u00f6ttnat p\u00e5 staden och en trappuppg\u00e5ng d\u00e4r man inte k\u00e4nner en enda (d)j\u00e4vel. \u00c5ka hem till landet igen d\u00e5. L\u00e4mna det skrivna kvar \u00e5t en st\u00e4derska att kasta bort. N\u00f6ja sig s\u00e5. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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