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Ett s\u00e4llsamt flyt som bara h\u00e5ller i sig och h\u00e5ller i sig. Det finns en lycka i det d\u00e4r. Kanske \u00e4r det bara vi n\u00f6rdar som har f\u00f6r\u00e4rats med den d\u00e4r formen av lycka. Men alla \u00e4r v\u00e4l n\u00f6rdar p\u00e5 sitt s\u00e4tt. De som sv\u00e4r sig fria mest s\u00e5klart, som alltid.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u00e4r flytet \u00e4r d\u00e4r f\u00e5r allt annat s\u00e5klart stryka p\u00e5 foten. Allts\u00e5, det enda som \u00e4r synd med detta av han\/hon\/det\/gud upph\u00f6jda tillst\u00e5ndet \u00e4r att man inte (tycker sig hinna\/hinner) med mycket annat \u00e4n att finnas d\u00e4r i gropen, d\u00e4r man idogt gr\u00e4ver tills man n\u00e5r hela v\u00e4gen ner till botten.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men visst, jag skulle vilja skriva musik. Ja och skriva. Framf\u00f6rallt skrivandet k\u00e4nner jag en stor l\u00e4ngtan efter. Men allt det d\u00e4r kr\u00e4ver sina egna gropar. Att man i lugn och ro kan stanna i en och samma grop en stund. Det d\u00e4r att hoppa runt \u00e4r inget f\u00f6r mig. Har aldrig varit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men \u00e4ter och sover ocks\u00e5. Finns familj att tacka f\u00f6r det skulle jag tro. Hade jag varit enslingen jag egentligen borde ha varit hade nog ocks\u00e5 det d\u00e4r f\u00e5tt stryka p\u00e5 foten. Det har aldrig varit s\u00e5 noga med endera. In med n\u00e5got n\u00e4r man \u00e4r hungrig. Snabbt. Sov n\u00e4r du \u00e4r tr\u00f6tt. Oftast d\u00e5 s\u00e5 tr\u00f6tt att inget annat \u00e4r m\u00f6jligt s\u00e5 det blir ett enkelt val att ta den v\u00e4gen.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Pelletsen tjoffade jag in ig\u00e5r. Med f\u00e5gelkvitter och plusgrader var det en ynnest att bara f\u00e5 finnas d\u00e4r ute. Det fysiska k\u00e4nns dessutom alltid bra. Under vinterhalv\u00e5ret blir det alltid f\u00f6r lite av det d\u00e4r. Men tar igen under sommaren. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00c5rets f\u00f6rsta fluga har vaknat h\u00e4r p\u00e5 kontoret. Os\u00e4kert om man g\u00f6r den en tj\u00e4nst om man sl\u00e4pper ut den. N\u00e5got jag annars anv\u00e4nder en hel del av den varma delen av \u00e5ret till att g\u00f6ra. Aldrig, inte en g\u00e5ng, \u00f6ppnas de d\u00e4r f\u00f6nstren f\u00f6r min skull. Det \u00e4r flugor som skall r\u00e4ddas. F\u00f6r sin egen skull. Och nej, man blir inte en b\u00e4ttre m\u00e4nniska av det d\u00e4r. Det \u00e4r bara det r\u00e4ta att g\u00f6ra. Eftersom vi alla vill leva.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men nu skall jag laga mig lite mat. Hungrig n\u00e4mligen. S\u00e5 man fyller allts\u00e5 en tallrik. Tar den med ner hit och \u00e4ter den framf\u00f6r datorn. K\u00f6r p\u00e5. Det \u00e4r gott att leva. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Ett s\u00e4llsamt flyt som bara h\u00e5ller i sig och h\u00e5ller i sig. Det finns en lycka i det d\u00e4r. Kanske \u00e4r det bara vi n\u00f6rdar som har f\u00f6r\u00e4rats med den d\u00e4r formen av lycka. Men alla \u00e4r v\u00e4l n\u00f6rdar p\u00e5 sitt s\u00e4tt. De som sv\u00e4r sig fria mest s\u00e5klart, som alltid. 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