{"id":37984,"date":"2021-03-01T09:19:47","date_gmt":"2021-03-01T08:19:47","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=37984"},"modified":"2021-03-01T09:19:47","modified_gmt":"2021-03-01T08:19:47","slug":"legenden","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=37984","title":{"rendered":"Legenden"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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Jobb \u00e4r det ju inte. Definitivt inte h\u00e5rt. Ja och med v\u00e5rs\u00e5ng under utf\u00f6randet av sysslan, av Talgoxarna, kommer man inte ens n\u00e4ra det d\u00e4r “riktiga”. Att b\u00e4ra in pellets. Jo. Det skall g\u00f6ras i alla fall. Hamnar v\u00e4l n\u00e5gonstans mittemellan l\u00e5tsasjobb och jobb. En syssla. Eller ocks\u00e5 hamnar dylikt p\u00e5 en helt annan plats bland definitionerna. P\u00e5 n\u00f6dv\u00e4ndighetens uppf\u00f6rsbacke.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Det finns en legend om en ung man som bar tv\u00e5 s\u00e4ckar \u00e5t g\u00e5ngen h\u00e4r p\u00e5 kullen. Allt p\u00e5 en g\u00e5ng. Tjoff. Kanske \u00e4r legenden sann. Sj\u00e4lv b\u00e4r jag s\u00e4ckarna en och en. F\u00f6rdelar pallarna under en dag. Han m\u00e5ste ha varit stark, ung och full av energi den legendariske. Strongt. Imponerande. Om det nu allts\u00e5 \u00e4r sant…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men Taloxs\u00e5ng allts\u00e5. Fast det \u00e4r en vecka kvar till Vasaloppss\u00f6ndag. Ja i \u00e5r ocks\u00e5 kan man s\u00e4ga. En del \u00e4r som vanligt \u00e4nd\u00e5. Med den d\u00e4r s\u00e5ngen och drippandet och droppandet kommer det s\u00e5klart v\u00e5rk\u00e4nslor ocks\u00e5 i luften. Man vet att sommar kommer. Men vis av erfarenhet h\u00e5ller man s\u00e5klart igen p\u00e5 sina egna inre Aftonbladetrubriker om “v\u00e5r som \u00e4r h\u00e4r”. Man har varit med f\u00f6rr allts\u00e5. Vet att det \u00e4r en kamp mellan det kalla och det varma m\u00e5nga veckor \u00e4nnu. Men en vecka kvar nu allts\u00e5. Sen kan man utropa seger \u00f6ver en till vinter. Men… man skall s\u00e5klart inte ropa hej innan man \u00e4r framme vid Vasaloppss\u00f6ndagen. Allt kan h\u00e4nda. G\u00f6r dessutom ofta det.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I koden har jag fastnat i ett tuggummi som n\u00e5gon l\u00e4mnat kvar. Suttit d\u00e4r sedan i fredags och har inte hittat n\u00e5gon l\u00f6sning \u00e4nnu. Inget ovanligt s\u00e5klart. H\u00e4nder hela tiden. Men irriterande. N\u00e4r man hittar “l\u00f6sningsmedelet” \u00e4r det antingen, “men va i helvete hur kan man vara s\u00e5 dum<\/em>“, eller ocks\u00e5 kan man r\u00e4ta p\u00e5 ryggen och lyfta upp hakan och le ut i tomheten och v\u00e4nta p\u00e5 en klapp fr\u00e5n han\/hon\/det\/gud d\u00e4r p\u00e5 h\u00f6ger axel som aldrig kommer. Beh\u00f6ver det till\u00e4ggas att det oftast \u00e4r det f\u00f6rsta alternativet som g\u00e4ller \u00e4nd\u00e5.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men ger upp g\u00f6r jag i alla fall inte. F\u00f6rr var det en dygd. Har jag h\u00f6rt. Nu f\u00f6r tiden \u00e4r det v\u00e4l likst\u00e4llt med dumhet. Man h\u00f6r inte till den h\u00e4r v\u00e4rlden. Har man gjort det n\u00e5gonsin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men fast i tuggummi allts\u00e5. Det g\u00e4ller att komma loss. Min uppgift. Ingen annan kommer att ta loss mig n\u00e4mligen. Lika bra \u00e4r v\u00e4l det. “Man blir ju s\u00e5 skyldig” som morsan alltid sa. Japp, ned\u00e4rvt det d\u00e4r. Men samma dumheter som mormors “st\u00e5r vattnet och kokar p\u00e5 spisen s\u00e5 kokar fattigdomen in i g\u00e5rn”. Tokigheter. \u00c4nd\u00e5 k\u00e4nner jag mig definitivt skyldig s\u00e5 fort hj\u00e4lp anl\u00e4nder utifr\u00e5n och tar av den kokande kastrullen s\u00e5 fort det bara g\u00e5r. Ja det sista har ju inte hj\u00e4lpt speciellt mycket \u00e4nd\u00e5. *Ler* Men risken finns ju alltid att det kan bli v\u00e4rre. Eller inte b\u00e4ttre. Men dumheter s\u00e5klart. Skrockfullhet. Som att tro p\u00e5 Jesus och sm\u00e5dj\u00e4vlar eller p\u00e5 tomten f\u00f6r den delen. Fungerar upp till fyra. Farliga grejer efter det.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men tuggummil\u00f6sning skall s\u00f6kas allts\u00e5. Helst nu.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Jobb \u00e4r det ju inte. Definitivt inte h\u00e5rt. Ja och med v\u00e5rs\u00e5ng under utf\u00f6randet av sysslan, av Talgoxarna, kommer man inte ens n\u00e4ra det d\u00e4r “riktiga”. Att b\u00e4ra in pellets. Jo. Det skall g\u00f6ras i alla fall. Hamnar v\u00e4l n\u00e5gonstans mittemellan l\u00e5tsasjobb och jobb. En syssla. Eller ocks\u00e5 hamnar dylikt p\u00e5 en helt annan plats […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_crdt_document":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[24],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-37984","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-betraktelser"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":50473,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=50473","url_meta":{"origin":37984,"position":0},"title":"M\u00e5ndag","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2025-10-08","format":false,"excerpt":"Photo by Bich Tran on Pexels.com Det \u00e4r m\u00e5ndag. 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