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En handling i m\u00e5naden. I Bolln\u00e4s. Bland m\u00e4nniskorna. I smittan. Jo man m\u00e5ste ju ha mat. S\u00e5 vi far idag. \u00c5ker tidigt. B\u00e5da den h\u00e4r g\u00e5ngen. Jag har \u00e5kt sj\u00e4lv tidigare av smitth\u00e4nsyn. Men det handlar om en g\u00e5ng i m\u00e5naden. R\u00e4tt OK. Borde det vara. Ocks\u00e5 som tv\u00e5. Har jag sagt att jag \u00e4lskar kortmeningar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Mask eller inte mask \u00e4r s\u00e5klart fr\u00e5gan. Masker plockas med. Men icke p\u00e5 blir beslutet. Det \u00e4r inte s\u00e5 mycket folk d\u00e4r p\u00e5 morgonen. Det kr\u00e4vs fortfarande en m\u00e4nniska med stor integritet f\u00f6r att b\u00e4ra mask d\u00e4r ute som Svensk. De flesta v\u00e4ntar p\u00e5 att massan b\u00e4r mask innan man sj\u00e4lv drar p\u00e5 den. Beslutet om att inte b\u00e4ra bottnar v\u00e4l d\u00e4r n\u00e5gonstans.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men h\u00e4rligt att se m\u00e4nniskor. Det var ett tag sedan vi var ute i v\u00e4rlden. F\u00f6re jul faktiskt. Inte m\u00e5nga personer utanf\u00f6r familjen har jag sett i levandes livet sedan dess. Kan man kanske hitta n\u00e5gon tragik i detta.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u00e4mtar en gratis kaffe p\u00e5 OKQ8. Bulle ing\u00e5r. En k\u00f6pt r\u00f6st. Kaffe + bulle bytes mot r\u00f6st. Jag \u00e4r inte dyrk\u00f6pt p\u00e5 det viset. KD\/SD\/M (de bruna) b\u00f6r kanske ta efter det d\u00e4r. Har en r\u00f6st p\u00e5 direkten mot en gratis uth\u00e4mtad semla p\u00e5 n\u00e4rmaste mack. Sj\u00e4len ing\u00e5r i aff\u00e4ren om jag f\u00e5r kaffe d\u00e4rtill. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fast nu kaffe h\u00e4r hemma. Eller snarare, h\u00e4r p\u00e5 l\u00e5tsaskontoret. \u00c5kes v\u00e4rld. Lite “Hej verkstaden” (ler stort) n\u00e4r man stiger h\u00e4r in. Men vid gott mod i huvudet. Sk\u00e5p. Kyl. Frys. Fyllda. Uppe. Konto n\u00e4ra noll. Det virtuella men upplevda verkliga n\u00e4r “vill ha” s\u00e4tter in. Men nolln\u00e4rmande det brukar bli. Mat och r\u00e4kningar. Nog. Excesserna uteblir. Som vanligt.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kaffet smakar ljuvligt kan jag meddela. Tv\u00e5 paket p\u00e5 Willys f\u00f6r 45 sp\u00e4nn. Tre k\u00f6p till\u00e5tna. S\u00e5dant vi pension\u00e4rer… n\u00e5ja ocks\u00e5 vi n\u00e4ra pension\u00e4rer, h\u00e5ller reda p\u00e5. Nittio sp\u00e4nn f\u00f6r en m\u00e5nads kafferanson allts\u00e5. Nog borde v\u00e4l dom kopparna hamna p\u00e5 kontot excesser egentligen. Jo. Sl\u00f6seri allts\u00e5. Man f\u00e5r mycket mj\u00f6l f\u00f6r nittio sp\u00e4nn. Br\u00f6d till folket. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men man lever icke av br\u00f6d allena. Fast br\u00f6d, pasta och potatis r\u00e4cker visserligen l\u00e5ngt. Men kaffe och annat strunt hj\u00e4lper till att b\u00e4ra \u00f6mkliga m\u00e4nniskor fram\u00e5t. Mentalt. Sinne och kropp i j\u00e4mvikt. Dum och otr\u00e4nad allts\u00e5.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nu skall jag koda n\u00e5gra rader. Sen helg. Mer blir det inte. Men nog s\u00e5. Girig \u00e4r jag inte. Men skall bli. Sen.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

En handling i m\u00e5naden. I Bolln\u00e4s. Bland m\u00e4nniskorna. I smittan. Jo man m\u00e5ste ju ha mat. S\u00e5 vi far idag. \u00c5ker tidigt. B\u00e5da den h\u00e4r g\u00e5ngen. Jag har \u00e5kt sj\u00e4lv tidigare av smitth\u00e4nsyn. Men det handlar om en g\u00e5ng i m\u00e5naden. R\u00e4tt OK. Borde det vara. Ocks\u00e5 som tv\u00e5. 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