{"id":37872,"date":"2021-02-12T16:22:23","date_gmt":"2021-02-12T15:22:23","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=37872"},"modified":"2021-02-12T16:22:23","modified_gmt":"2021-02-12T15:22:23","slug":"gladjen-3","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=37872","title":{"rendered":"Gl\u00e4djen"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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Passionen. Jag tro p\u00e5 den. G\u00e5r i den riktningen. Just nu ett nytt GUI till VSCP. Ja jag \u00e4lskar det. Mycket. Att f\u00e5 dyka ner med hela sig i ett projekt som upptar allt i ens person. Ge sig h\u00e4n. Skapa. Ta sig \u00f6ver hindren. Realisera id\u00e9er. Inte ges sig.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fast det \u00e4r ju inte klokt s\u00e5klart. Jag har inga miljoner som v\u00e4ntar p\u00e5 mig n\u00e4r jag \u00e4r klar. Inga appl\u00e5der heller. Normalt bara tystnad. \u00c4nd\u00e5 sitter jag h\u00e4r. Ofta sexton timmar under ett dygn de flesta dagarna i veckan. Det \u00e4r v\u00e4ldigt lika ett jobb allts\u00e5. Men har inget v\u00e4rde d\u00e5 s\u00e5klart. Det \u00e4r p\u00e5 l\u00e5tsas. Jag inbillar mig inget annat. F\u00f6r mig \u00e4r det som Tibetans sandkonst. Det \u00e4r tiden i det som r\u00e4knas. Sen, jod\u00e5, man kan sudda ut. Programmeringens Zen. Att finnas i det man g\u00f6r n\u00e4r det sker. Lycka.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fast fredag nu. Ett tag efter fyra. Bara tv\u00e5 timmar till fredagsvila. Jag borde v\u00e4l egentligen ta en titt p\u00e5 den trasiga tv’n ocks\u00e5. Se om den g\u00e5r att laga. Men har s\u00e5dant flyt att det m\u00e5ste v\u00e4nta. M\u00e5ste surfa hela v\u00e4gen p\u00e5 den v\u00e5g som rullar fram. Dagar med stiltje kommer, man vet det, d\u00e5 kan man ta tag i det d\u00e4r andra. Jo, st\u00e4da l\u00e5tsaskontor ocks\u00e5. Det beh\u00f6vs. Verkligen. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men beh\u00f6ver fredagar ocks\u00e5. Film. Lite mat. Vilan. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Var sak har sin tid.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Passionen. Jag tro p\u00e5 den. G\u00e5r i den riktningen. Just nu ett nytt GUI till VSCP. Ja jag \u00e4lskar det. Mycket. Att f\u00e5 dyka ner med hela sig i ett projekt som upptar allt i ens person. Ge sig h\u00e4n. Skapa. Ta sig \u00f6ver hindren. Realisera id\u00e9er. Inte ges sig. Fast det \u00e4r ju inte […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_crdt_document":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[24],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-37872","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-betraktelser"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":40593,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=40593","url_meta":{"origin":37872,"position":0},"title":"Julf\u00f6rberedelser","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2021-12-12","format":false,"excerpt":"Photo by freestocks.org on Pexels.com Jag s\u00e4tter mig i studion och f\u00f6rs\u00f6ker f\u00e5 till n\u00e5got. 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