{"id":37696,"date":"2021-02-01T12:04:28","date_gmt":"2021-02-01T11:04:28","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=37696"},"modified":"2021-02-02T08:34:27","modified_gmt":"2021-02-02T07:34:27","slug":"varde-ljus-3","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=37696","title":{"rendered":"Varde ljus"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"580\" height=\"559\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/02\/Screenshot-from-2021-02-01-11-38-57.png?resize=580%2C559&#038;ssl=1\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-37698\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/02\/Screenshot-from-2021-02-01-11-38-57.png?w=841&amp;ssl=1 841w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/02\/Screenshot-from-2021-02-01-11-38-57.png?resize=300%2C289&amp;ssl=1 300w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/02\/Screenshot-from-2021-02-01-11-38-57.png?resize=768%2C740&amp;ssl=1 768w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 580px) 100vw, 580px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Februari. En m\u00e5nad till bara &#8211; sen mars. Och ljuset. Det rinner in. Till och med temperatursensorn p\u00e5 s\u00f6derv\u00e4ggen reagerar p\u00e5 v\u00e4rmen under f\u00f6rmiddagen. Ramlar ner mot noll. F\u00e5r v\u00e5rk\u00e4nningar av alla fotoner som bombarderar s\u00f6derv\u00e4ggen som om en superfotonkulspruta har placerats \u00e5tta minuter bort. H\u00e4r inne p\u00e5 l\u00e5tsaskontoret f\u00e5r man f\u00e4lla ner persienner. Inget man vill. Men i dator\u00e5ldern m\u00e5ste man om man skall  kunna leve att liv som framlevs framf\u00f6r d\u00f6da sk\u00e4rmar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Men hopp allts\u00e5. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Men n\u00e4tterna \u00e4r kalla. Iskalla som ingen sol funnes d\u00e4r \u00e5tta minuter bort. Men Hulken h\u00e5ller kylan st\u00e5ngen. Man vill ropa &#8220;heja Hulken&#8221; i stunder som dessa. Ja och vifta med gr\u00f6nf\u00e4rgade glada flaggor.  F\u00f6dd 1962 som han \u00e4r har han varit med ett tag. Men tillverkad med k\u00e4rlek och i gjutj\u00e4rn st\u00e5r han \u00e4nd\u00e5 d\u00e4r stadigt.  Hur l\u00e4nge vet ingen.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Annars \u00e4r det bara liv som fortg\u00e5r. Kan det vara p\u00e5 annat s\u00e4tt? L\u00e4ngtar efter dagar i t-shirt och kortbyxor. Grillat och ett glas vin. Utflykter ut till platser man inte varit till f\u00f6rut. Ingen av dom m\u00e4rkv\u00e4rdiga eller l\u00e5ngt borta. Sen havet s\u00e5klart. Kanske skall man satsa p\u00e5 att m\u00f6ta Atlanten i \u00e5r. Trondheim \u00e4r inte l\u00e5ngt bort. F\u00f6r det fodras s\u00e5klart \u00f6ppna gr\u00e4nser och en bil man kan lita p\u00e5. Eller tur och bilassistans som fungerar i Norge.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Men man skall inte planera f\u00f6r mycket fram\u00f6ver. Han\/hon\/det\/gud\/j\u00e4mvikten har en tendens att vilja skoja med en m\u00e4nniska som g\u00f6r det. B\u00e4st \u00e4r att leva nu. NU. L\u00e5ta bli hatet. F\u00f6rs\u00f6ka f\u00f6rst\u00e5 att de d\u00e4r man g\u00e4rna vill kalla idioter ocks\u00e5 \u00e4r m\u00e4nniskor som en sj\u00e4lv som bara f\u00f6rs\u00f6ker leva ett liv. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Fast 273 dagar kvar. Nog n\u00e4r jag en viss l\u00e4ngtan dit. Men f\u00f6r s\u00e4kerhetsskull lever jag allts\u00e5 <strong>nu<\/strong> med. Om man nu kan kalla det h\u00e4r ett liv. M\u00e5nga skulle kanske inte g\u00f6ra det. Men man tar vad man f\u00e5r. Som de flesta andra ocks\u00e5 g\u00f6r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Men nu s\u00e5, en dag i taget, sen tar vi oss fram till Vasaloppss\u00f6ndag och den stora v\u00e4ndningen. Sen kan det f\u00e5 g\u00e5 som det vill. D\u00e5 finns tillr\u00e4ckligt mycket ljus f\u00f6r att h\u00e5lla en uppe p\u00e5 benen och som en b\u00e4rare av hoppet.Man kan bara h\u00e4nga med liksom. Det \u00e4r inte l\u00e4nge. Nej d\u00e5. H\u00e5ll ut!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ingen semla har inmundigats \u00e4nnu. Det finns n\u00e5got skr\u00e4mmande med det. N\u00e5got mycket skr\u00e4mmande. Det vattnas i munnen av blotta tanken s\u00e5klart. Men jag uppb\u00e5dar allts\u00e5 ett oerh\u00f6rt m\u00e5tt av karakt\u00e4r h\u00e4r just f\u00f6r tillf\u00e4llet. Fr\u00e5gan \u00e4r bara vad just det skall tj\u00e4na till. Semlor \u00e4r goda. Alltid i plural.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><em>Men vad \u00e4r en semla i magen&#8230;<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Dags att byta p\u00e5 tv\u00e4ttmaskinen nu. M\u00e5ndagssyssla. S\u00e5dant som man bara g\u00f6r. Dagar som g\u00e5r.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Februari. En m\u00e5nad till bara &#8211; sen mars. Och ljuset. Det rinner in. Till och med temperatursensorn p\u00e5 s\u00f6derv\u00e4ggen reagerar p\u00e5 v\u00e4rmen under f\u00f6rmiddagen. Ramlar ner mot noll. 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