{"id":37686,"date":"2021-01-29T17:36:28","date_gmt":"2021-01-29T16:36:28","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=37686"},"modified":"2021-01-29T17:36:28","modified_gmt":"2021-01-29T16:36:28","slug":"intuitionen","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=37686","title":{"rendered":"Intuitionen"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"580\" height=\"237\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/Screenshot-from-2021-01-29-13-30-05.png?resize=580%2C237&#038;ssl=1\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-37687\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/Screenshot-from-2021-01-29-13-30-05.png?resize=1024%2C419&amp;ssl=1 1024w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/Screenshot-from-2021-01-29-13-30-05.png?resize=300%2C123&amp;ssl=1 300w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/Screenshot-from-2021-01-29-13-30-05.png?resize=768%2C314&amp;ssl=1 768w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/Screenshot-from-2021-01-29-13-30-05.png?resize=1200%2C491&amp;ssl=1 1200w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/Screenshot-from-2021-01-29-13-30-05.png?w=1234&amp;ssl=1 1234w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 580px) 100vw, 580px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Jag litar p\u00e5 min intuition.  I allt. Magk\u00e4nslan tar mig fram\u00e5t. Alltid.  N\u00e4sta bara den. \u00c5t helvete g\u00e5r det bara n\u00e4r man resonerar f\u00f6r mycket eller ger sig h\u00e4n \u00e5t att vara r\u00e4dd f\u00f6r att g\u00f6ra fel.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ser man p\u00e5 mina prestationer i livet kan man kanske s\u00e4ga att &#8220;jo-ho-du gubbj\u00e4vel det d\u00e4r lyckades du ju inte med, kanske skulle du \u00e4nd\u00e5 ha skitit i den d\u00e4r magk\u00e4nslan&#8230;&#8221; eller n\u00e5got annat v\u00e4l valt och genomt\u00e4nkt. Och visst. Man kan h\u00e4vda dylikt med viss r\u00e4tt . F\u00f6r priser har jag inga (eller i alla fall f\u00e5). Pengar har jag inga. V\u00e4nnerna \u00e4r l\u00e4ttr\u00e4knade. Mitt avtryck i v\u00e4rlden \u00e4r v\u00e4l inte s\u00e4rskilt stort det heller f\u00f6r att inte s\u00e4ga obefintligt. Sl\u00e4pper jag n\u00e5got som under l\u00e5ng tid med stor m\u00f6da \u00e4r ihopknappat lyfter v\u00e4ldigt f\u00e5 p\u00e5 ett \u00f6gonbryn. Sl\u00e4pper jag ny musik brukar lyssnandet totalt minska! <strong>:O<\/strong>  Det med pennan nedtecknade alster skall vi inte ens tala om. D\u00e4r finns allts\u00e5 m\u00e5nga minustecken som lyser helt klarr\u00f6tt.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u00c4nd\u00e5 ramlar jag ner till l\u00e5tsaskontoret om morgonen med en gl\u00e4djens k\u00e4nsla d\u00e4r i magen. Lite &#8220;hej macken&#8221; \u00e4r det faktiskt varje dag. H\u00e5ller oftast dessutom kvar den d\u00e4r k\u00e4nslan sen till sent p\u00e5 kv\u00e4llen d\u00e5 jag motvilligt g\u00e5r och l\u00e4gger mig. S\u00e5 som hela mitt liv har varit. Som ett liv borde eller m\u00e5ste vara. Nog borde det v\u00e4l \u00e4nd\u00e5 komma n\u00e5got positivt av allt det d\u00e4r? T\u00e4nk om det inte g\u00f6r det? R\u00e4cker det med k\u00e4nslan d\u00e4r i magen? <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Man vet inte svaret p\u00e5 de d\u00e4r fr\u00e5gorna s\u00e5klart f\u00f6rr\u00e4n han\/hon\/det\/gud\/j\u00e4mvikten tar en. Och d\u00e5 l\u00e4r man inte reflektera \u00f6ver dylika futtigheter \u00e4nd\u00e5 vare sig man befinner sig i den svarta ot\u00e4nkande voiden eller flyger lycklig \u00f6ver blomfyllda \u00e4ngar som en vacker fj\u00e4ril eller st\u00e5r framf\u00f6r s:t Per och hans st\u00e4ngda port. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Lika bra att lyssna p\u00e5 magk\u00e4nslan. S\u00e5 l\u00e4nge.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"> Men nu fredag. Efter en bra dag. Film och pizza. Jod\u00e5!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Jag litar p\u00e5 min intuition. I allt. Magk\u00e4nslan tar mig fram\u00e5t. Alltid. N\u00e4sta bara den. \u00c5t helvete g\u00e5r det bara n\u00e4r man resonerar f\u00f6r mycket eller ger sig h\u00e4n \u00e5t att vara r\u00e4dd f\u00f6r att g\u00f6ra fel. Ser man p\u00e5 mina prestationer i livet kan man kanske s\u00e4ga att &#8220;jo-ho-du gubbj\u00e4vel det d\u00e4r lyckades du [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_crdt_document":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[24],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-37686","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-betraktelser"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":16752,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=16752","url_meta":{"origin":37686,"position":0},"title":"Kaffe med l\u00e4ngtan efter koltrass\u00e5ng","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2015-02-28","format":false,"excerpt":"Koltrasten och Dvoraks har vi ihop UL och jag. 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