{"id":37628,"date":"2021-01-26T23:16:28","date_gmt":"2021-01-26T22:16:28","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=37628"},"modified":"2021-01-26T23:16:28","modified_gmt":"2021-01-26T22:16:28","slug":"15","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=37628","title":{"rendered":"15"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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Femton timmar full koncentration. En bra dag. Utm\u00e4rkt. H\u00e4rligt. Men tr\u00f6tt nu d\u00e5. De \u00e4ldres dilemma. Orken. Of\u00f6rm\u00e5gan att dygna d\u00e5 och d\u00e5. Beh\u00f6ver l\u00e4sa en stund f\u00f6r att ramla ner mot jorden igen. Man \u00e4r inte od\u00f6dlig. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men l\u00e5tsasjobb s\u00e5klart. Bara jag blir gladare av det som producerats under de h\u00e4r timmarna. Det r\u00e4cker s\u00e5 f\u00f6r mig. Tack och lov. Hur skulle det annars se ut? Va?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men mage p\u00e5 Hulk skall s\u00e5klart fyllas med pellets f\u00f6rst, innan man f\u00e4rdas upp\u00e5t. Ganska precis tio minus ute. Han suger i sig. Men man fryser \u00e4nd\u00e5. Kvinna ocks\u00e5. Men under extra varmt t\u00e4cke r\u00e5der v\u00e4rme. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00c5rets PSA provet var bra. Alltid n\u00e5got. Fast v\u00e4rde som \u00e4r en sanningar med modifikation. Man s\u00e4nker med en tablett. Bra sen. Fast det enda som h\u00e4nder \u00e4r att sj\u00e4lva v\u00e4rdet sjunker. Prostata fortfarande tre g\u00e5nger s\u00e5 stor som den skall vara. Problem kvarst\u00e5r. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tr\u00e4ffade gamle kamraten Jerker Persson p\u00e5 apoteket f\u00f6r n\u00e5gra \u00e5r sedan. Han ber\u00e4ttade att han hade prostatacancer. Jag ber\u00e4ttade om mina problem ocks\u00e5. “Bra” tyckte Jeker, “d\u00e5 h\u00e5ller dom ju koll p\u00e5 dig”. Men tv\u00e4rtom \u00e4r det ju. Det g\u00f6r man inte. Man f\u00e5r tjata sig till kontroll. “Hur m\u00e4rker man om n\u00e5got h\u00e4nder n\u00e4r man redan har problem?” fr\u00e5gade jag en g\u00e5ng. “Det g\u00f6r man inte” fick jag till svar. “Dumt att inte h\u00e5lla koll d\u00e5” tyckte jag. Fast alla m\u00e4n skall ta det d\u00e4r provet fr\u00e5n 45 eller n\u00e5got d\u00e4romkring. Tidigare om de har problem.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Jerker dog av sin cancer n\u00e5gra m\u00e5nader senare. Fuck cancer <\/strong> s\u00e4ger jag. En enkel screening hade r\u00e4ddat honom och m\u00e5nga andra.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fast nu har vi ju Covid-19 att brottas med. En sak i taget liksom. Dumt det med.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u00e4pp, nu, Hulkfylla, intag av blodtrycksmedicin, tandborstning, l\u00e4sning och sova. Onsdagar skall visst vara alldeles f\u00f6rtr\u00e4ffliga dagar de med, har jag h\u00f6rt.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Femton timmar full koncentration. En bra dag. Utm\u00e4rkt. H\u00e4rligt. Men tr\u00f6tt nu d\u00e5. De \u00e4ldres dilemma. Orken. Of\u00f6rm\u00e5gan att dygna d\u00e5 och d\u00e5. Beh\u00f6ver l\u00e4sa en stund f\u00f6r att ramla ner mot jorden igen. Man \u00e4r inte od\u00f6dlig. Men l\u00e5tsasjobb s\u00e5klart. Bara jag blir gladare av det som producerats under de h\u00e4r timmarna. 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