{"id":37593,"date":"2021-01-25T09:15:36","date_gmt":"2021-01-25T08:15:36","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=37593"},"modified":"2021-01-25T09:15:36","modified_gmt":"2021-01-25T08:15:36","slug":"kunde-vara-urk","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=37593","title":{"rendered":"Kunde vara urk…"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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M\u00e5ndag. Kunde vara “urk” men \u00e4r inte “urk”, f\u00f6r det s\u00e4ger varenda Turk. N\u00e5ja, i alla fall de som bor i Ankara. De gillar n\u00e4mligen m\u00e5ndagar d\u00e4r, det har jag l\u00e4rt mig av en s\u00e4ker k\u00e4lla. Ja och kanske har ocks\u00e5 jag d\u00e5 en liten Turk i blodet eftersom ocks\u00e5 jag gillar m\u00e5ndagar. Man borde allts\u00e5 odla mustasch. Odla, f\u00e4rga svart, se mystisk ut. Ta jobb p\u00e5 pizzeria.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Solen gick precis upp h\u00e4r. \u00c5tta och femton. Det \u00e4r en kvarts f\u00f6rb\u00e4ttring sedan f\u00f6rra m\u00e5ndagen. Kan man g\u00f6ra annat \u00e4n k\u00e4nna hopp och kanske ropa “hurra”. Ljuset, inte m\u00f6rkret, \u00e4r v\u00e5r v\u00e4n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Har inget emot turkar btw. Jo kanske de i politisk ledning f\u00f6rresten. G.\u00f6. \u00e4r de v\u00e4l som vilka som helst andra. De flesta. Fast n\u00e5gra f\u00e5 jobbar s\u00e5klart p\u00e5 pizzeria. N\u00e5gra f\u00e5. N\u00e5gra f\u00e5. N\u00e5gra f\u00e5. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u00e4tter p\u00e5 en tv\u00e4ttmaskin. En skall troligen bli tre eller fyra. M\u00e5ndagar \u00e4r dagar f\u00f6r s\u00e5dant. S\u00e5dant man g\u00f6r. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fyller sen pellets i Hulkens hungriga mage ocks\u00e5 s\u00e5klart. Annat som man g\u00f6r. S\u00e5dant som bara flyter f\u00f6rbi i de dagliga rutinernas flod.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ja och s\u00e5 te. Garant te. Skit-te egentligen. Mest skr\u00e4p antar jag, kvistar och nerver, efter riktig teproduktion. Men billigt. Passar allts\u00e5 mig. G\u00e5r att dricka. Om man tycker om smaken av ren tv\u00e5l.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Jod\u00e5, det fanns s\u00e5klart en dusch och en frukost ocks\u00e5 i de d\u00e4r morgonrutinerna. Det d\u00e4r som mest \u00e4r rutiner. Som man k\u00e4nner sig ofullst\u00e4ndig utan. En dag utan duschande \u00e4r definitivt en f\u00f6rst\u00f6rd dag.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tv\u00e5hundra\u00e5ttiodagar. Exakt.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Har en l\u00e5t som ligger d\u00e4r och skvalpar ocks\u00e5. Borde v\u00e4l ta tag i den med. Sl\u00e4ppa fri. Det \u00e4r n\u00e4mligen f\u00f6rst efter det d\u00e4r frisl\u00e4ppandet som de slutar mala och tjata d\u00e4r i huvudet. Konstigt att det inte blir mer av det d\u00e4r eftersom det med bred marginal \u00e4r det roligaste jag vet. Men lek. Definitivt lek. Fast inget egentligen skiljer i det h\u00e4nseendet mot n\u00e5got endaste annat jag g\u00f6r s\u00e5 blir det d\u00e4r mer av ett n\u00f6je. Ja och vem har tid med s\u00e5dant n\u00e4r det finns l\u00e5tsasarbete som M\u00c5STE g\u00f6ras. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fast m\u00f6rkerm\u00e5naden januari har farit fram\u00e5t p\u00e5 ett ganska ok s\u00e4tt \u00e4nd\u00e5. F\u00f6rra \u00e5ret han jag n\u00e4stan inte med den alls. Sa bara swish och s\u00e5 var de historia b\u00e5de januari och februari. Man f\u00e5r v\u00e4l hoppas p\u00e5 n\u00e5got liknande i \u00e5r. I mars kommer hoppet. Som varje \u00e5r. D\u00e4rborta har man liksom \u00f6verlevt en till vinter. Hopp finnes igen.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men utm\u00e4rkt l\u00e5tsasarbetstid allts\u00e5. Fast h\u00f6stens m\u00f6rker \u00e4r b\u00e4ttre. Men god tv\u00e5 \u00e4r den h\u00e4r sn\u00f6tyngda tiden. Oxdragarveckor. Vandrar man p\u00e5 tar man sig fram\u00e5t.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men semlor. Noll stycken fortfarande. M\u00e5ste nog l\u00f6sa det problemet. Inte o\u00f6verkomligt p\u00e5 n\u00e5got s\u00e4tt. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fast nu. Jod\u00e5. K\u00f6r. Fram\u00e5t. Ler.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

M\u00e5ndag. Kunde vara “urk” men \u00e4r inte “urk”, f\u00f6r det s\u00e4ger varenda Turk. N\u00e5ja, i alla fall de som bor i Ankara. De gillar n\u00e4mligen m\u00e5ndagar d\u00e4r, det har jag l\u00e4rt mig av en s\u00e4ker k\u00e4lla. Ja och kanske har ocks\u00e5 jag d\u00e5 en liten Turk i blodet eftersom ocks\u00e5 jag gillar m\u00e5ndagar. 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