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Hulken<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n

Obruten vecka f\u00f6r\u00f6ver. B\u00e4ttre \u00e4n s\u00e5 blir det inte. Man tror man hinner saker s\u00e5h\u00e4r i b\u00f6rjan av en s\u00e5dan period. Vill hinna saker. G\u00e5r in f\u00f6r det. Lycka d\u00e4r i det. Eller flykt kanske. Eller b\u00e5da samtidigt.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Hulken st\u00e5r och hoppar i k\u00e4llaren. Det \u00e4r kallt ute. Hulkar gillar kyla. En del m\u00e4nniskor ocks\u00e5. Vinterbadarmasochister. Endorfinjunkies. Men inte jag. F\u00f6r kallt f\u00f6r fryslortar som jag. Lider. Men mildare imorgon. Tre decimeter sn\u00f6 att l\u00e4gga uppe p\u00e5 den halvmeter packad sn\u00f6 som redan ligger h\u00e4r och myser p\u00e5 marken. Tr\u00e4dkn\u00e4ckarv\u00e4der. Upspipardagar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men kylan kommer tillbaks sen direkt inp\u00e5 igen. Med full kraft. Det oscillerar h\u00e4r uppe p\u00e5 norra halvklotet som det s\u00e5klart skall en “normal” vintern. Osommar \u00e4r det definitivt och sv\u00e5rt att t\u00e4nka sig en gr\u00f6n v\u00e4rld med milda vindar och midsommarblommor d\u00e4r ute.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sl\u00e4pper tv\u00e5 l\u00e5tar idag. Inget som kommer f\u00f6r\u00e4ndra varesig mig eller v\u00e4rlden. De bara f\u00f6ds och ger sig ut i v\u00e4rlden. Lever sina (o)liv d\u00e4r. Inget mer jag kan g\u00f6ra \u00e5t det d\u00e4r annat \u00e4n att backa upp filerna och gl\u00f6mma. Kan vara sk\u00f6nt det ocks\u00e5.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Orkar titta p\u00e5 den sena filmen p\u00e5 l\u00f6rdagen. Det har inte h\u00e4nt p\u00e5 flera \u00e5r. Bra dessutom. Turkarnas utdrivning av Armenierna. En och en halv miljon d\u00f6da. 1915-1917. Hade inte h\u00f6rt talas om f\u00f6rr\u00e4n jag kom till Uppsala. Han som bodde i rummet bredvid mig var Armenier. Flykting. L\u00e4rde mig om det d\u00e4r. Jag k\u00e4nde stor skam att jag inte f\u00e5tt l\u00e4ra mig tidigare. En och en halv miljon d\u00f6da … Helvete!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I filmen n\u00e4mns Aleppo… det forts\u00e4tter \u00e4n idag. Verkar inte finnas n\u00e5got slut.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Annars var det mest vila i helgen. Stor tr\u00f6tthet skruvade fast mig i sitt skruvst\u00e4d. Bok och soffa och snarkningar botar eller \u00e5tminstone mildrar. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Liv som g\u00e5r vidare. Tungm\u00e5nader. Fast dom rullar p\u00e5 r\u00e4tt bra \u00e4nd\u00e5 faktiskt. Bra l\u00e5tsasjobbartid. Finns det annat man kan g\u00f6ra? Nope. Icke. Man f\u00e5r utnyttja. Ge sig in i. Solit\u00e4rernas kungariken.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Obruten vecka f\u00f6r\u00f6ver. B\u00e4ttre \u00e4n s\u00e5 blir det inte. Man tror man hinner saker s\u00e5h\u00e4r i b\u00f6rjan av en s\u00e5dan period. Vill hinna saker. G\u00e5r in f\u00f6r det. Lycka d\u00e4r i det. Eller flykt kanske. Eller b\u00e5da samtidigt. Hulken st\u00e5r och hoppar i k\u00e4llaren. Det \u00e4r kallt ute. Hulkar gillar kyla. En del m\u00e4nniskor ocks\u00e5. 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