{"id":37277,"date":"2020-12-22T08:01:09","date_gmt":"2020-12-22T07:01:09","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=37277"},"modified":"2020-12-22T08:01:09","modified_gmt":"2020-12-22T07:01:09","slug":"tacksam","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=37277","title":{"rendered":"Tacksam"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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Jag \u00e4r tacksam f\u00f6r alla som l\u00e4ser. Ja alla tre typerna. De som kommer till min blogg genom Google. Eng\u00e5ngsl\u00e4sare n\u00e4stan allesammans. Sen dom som finns med \u00e5r ut och \u00e5r in. Som kommenterar ibland. Sl\u00e4nger iv\u00e4g en like ibland. H\u00f6r av sig p\u00e5 annat s\u00e4tt. V\u00e4nner \u00e4r dom eller s\u00e5 blir dom det med \u00e5ren. Sen den d\u00e4r tredje gruppen som l\u00e4ser de gamla grejerna. G\u00e4rna om och om igen. Ganska ofta m\u00e5ste jag sj\u00e4lv l\u00e4sa en gammal text n\u00e4r jag ser att den dyker upp igen efter att n\u00e5gon i den h\u00e4r gruppen l\u00e4st. S\u00e4llan \u00e4r jag n\u00f6jd med det jag l\u00e4ser s\u00e5klart, efter att tid f\u00f6rflutit. Det \u00e4r s\u00e5 med text och musik och skapande. Man m\u00e5ste utvecklas. Skulle skrivit annorlunda. Lagt mer tid. Den k\u00e4nslan tar \u00f6ver \u00f6ver inneh\u00e5ll efter en tid.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Det \u00e4r lite p\u00e5 samma s\u00e4tt med min musik. De flesta lyssnar s\u00e5klart p\u00e5 H\u00e4lsingland<\/a>. Sj\u00e4lv hatar jag den l\u00e5ten. Det kan inte hj\u00e4lpas. Gjorde det fr\u00e5n start. Den \u00e4r som ett barn som man aldrig lyckats \u00e4lska. Man sk\u00e4ms lite \u00f6ver att det blev s\u00e5. En h\u00f6g lyssnar p\u00e5 Flyga som en Svala<\/a>. Den betyder n\u00e5got ocks\u00e5 f\u00f6r mig. Andra p\u00e5 annat<\/a>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Gemensamt har ni alla som finns d\u00e4r ute det att ni \u00e4r ok\u00e4nda f\u00f6r mig. Ja utom n\u00e5gra f\u00e5 d\u00e5. En handfull namn som jag har kontakt med ocks\u00e5 i annat. Men 99.9% av “min publik” \u00e4r ok\u00e4nd. Lika ok\u00e4nda som folket i en tunnelbanevagn under ett bes\u00f6k kort i Stockholm.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men om ni fanns h\u00e4r nu s\u00e5 skulle jag ta er alla i hand och tacka var och en av er personligen. Ja en kram kunde ni f\u00e5 ocks\u00e5. En innerlig. Allt Coronas\u00e4krat s\u00e5klart. Det \u00e4r ni som g\u00f6r att jag existerar i alla fall lite i v\u00e4rlden. Ja faktiskt. Utan er hade jag k\u00e4nt mig helt bortkopplad fr\u00e5n det d\u00e4r v\u00e4rldsliga. Nu finns en liten tr\u00e5d som leder in i den d\u00e4r uppv\u00e4rmda v\u00e4rlden ocks\u00e5 f\u00f6r en s\u00e5dan som mig. F\u00f6r tillg\u00e5ngen den tr\u00e5den k\u00e4nner jag stor tacksamhet. Den \u00e4r en livr\u00e4ddar. En fin g\u00e5va fr\u00e5n er.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u00e5 tack v\u00e4nner.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Jag \u00e4r tacksam f\u00f6r alla som l\u00e4ser. Ja alla tre typerna. De som kommer till min blogg genom Google. Eng\u00e5ngsl\u00e4sare n\u00e4stan allesammans. Sen dom som finns med \u00e5r ut och \u00e5r in. Som kommenterar ibland. Sl\u00e4nger iv\u00e4g en like ibland. H\u00f6r av sig p\u00e5 annat s\u00e4tt. V\u00e4nner \u00e4r dom eller s\u00e5 blir dom det med […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_crdt_document":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-37277","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-swedish"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":2779,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=2779","url_meta":{"origin":37277,"position":0},"title":"Det h\u00e4r \u00e4r mitt liv.","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2013-01-25","format":false,"excerpt":"Jag tittar ut genom f\u00f6nstret. 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