{"id":37068,"date":"2020-12-08T11:10:08","date_gmt":"2020-12-08T10:10:08","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=37068"},"modified":"2020-12-08T11:10:08","modified_gmt":"2020-12-08T10:10:08","slug":"hiphop","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=37068","title":{"rendered":"HipHop"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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Vaknar kvart i sex med en hiphopl\u00e5t i huvudet. En egen alls\u00e5. Orden ligger d\u00e4r. Det g\u00e5r inte sl\u00e4ppa. Det \u00e4r n\u00e5got med kungen, och ljusdal och skolor och allt vad det \u00e4r. Funder om jag skall ta upp telefonen och spela in \u00e4nnu en s\u00e5dan d\u00e4r som man har m\u00e5nga av d\u00e4r. “du du du da de du da da du…<\/em>“. Men lilla K sover bredvid mig. Hon ruskar tillr\u00e4ckligt ofta p\u00e5 huvudet \u00e5t mig utan ett s\u00e5dant uppvaknande, s\u00e5 jag l\u00e5ter bli. N\u00e5gon slags \u00f6verlevnadsinstinkt finns \u00e4nd\u00e5 kvar hos mig d\u00e4r p\u00e5 morgonen.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nu har jag gl\u00f6mt den d\u00e4r slingan s\u00e5klart.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u00e5ja. V\u00e4rden klara sig v\u00e4l \u00e4nd\u00e5.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Efter det d\u00e4r \u00e4r det ingen ide att f\u00f6rs\u00f6ka somna om. Men jag ligger \u00e4nd\u00e5 d\u00e4r en stund. Kom i s\u00e4ng sent. F\u00f6r sent. Det \u00e4r v\u00e4ldigt mycket “sent” just f\u00f6r tillf\u00e4llet. Julst\u00e4mningsskapare. Ju mer man stressar f\u00f6re jul desto mer julst\u00e4mning blir det d\u00e5 d\u00e4r p\u00e5 helgen. Kan liksom inte bli annat om man sitter d\u00e4r framf\u00f6r brasan med en whisky i n\u00e4ven och inte orkar annat \u00e4n att sitta d\u00e4r helt utmattad. N\u00e5ja, ingen whisky i \u00e5r. Men n\u00e4sta \u00e5r. D\u00e5 j\u00e4vlar. D\u00e5 skall det kostas p\u00e5.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men man skall \u00f6verleva hela v\u00e4gen dit. 328 dagar. Inte s\u00e4kert i dessa tider och i denna \u00e5lder. Men en dag i taget.Det \u00e4r det enda som g\u00e4ller.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Flyttar kod som legat i en server till drivare idag. Vill r\u00e4dda nedlagt arbete p\u00e5 det s\u00e4ttet. Men som vanligt n\u00e4r man g\u00f6r stora \u00e4ndringar blir det hundratals kompilator fel och varningar. Man f\u00e5r plocka fram det d\u00e4r med metoden “en tugga i taget”. Om man nu vill kunna \u00e4ta upp hela elefanten<\/em> allts\u00e5 . Fast egentligen fungerar inte det d\u00e4r s\u00e5klart f\u00f6r en \u00f6vertyga vegetarian som mig. Man skulle kanske byta ut “elefant” mot ett “morotsf\u00e4lt”. Eller ett annat f\u00e4lt. Rovor eller potatis kanske. Eller \u00e4ta bilar finns det v\u00e4l dom som g\u00f6r ocks\u00e5. \u00c5tminstone gjorde. N\u00e5gon slags show. Man gillar ju elefanter. Vill inte \u00e4ta upp dem ens i ett bildspr\u00e5k.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Hur som helst kr\u00e4vs det sj\u00e4lvf\u00f6rtroende n\u00e4r alla de d\u00e4r felen rullar fram som r\u00f6da ilskna s\u00e5r framf\u00f6r en d\u00e4r p\u00e5 sk\u00e4rmen. Man f\u00e5r b\u00f6rja med det f\u00f6rsta… <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Efter n\u00e5gon timme s\u00e5<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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och d\u00e5 kan man ju f\u00f6r en liten liten liten stund inbilla sig att man \u00e4r en stj\u00e4rnprogrammerare. Men det \u00e4r nu l\u00e5tsasjobbet b\u00f6rjar. Man skall debugga alltsammans ocks\u00e5. F\u00e5 det hela att fungera. Dagar oftast. Sen installationsprogram. Manual. Osv.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Man undrar ibland om man inte ist\u00e4llet skulle \u00e4gna sig \u00e5t hiphop.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Vaknar kvart i sex med en hiphopl\u00e5t i huvudet. En egen alls\u00e5. Orden ligger d\u00e4r. Det g\u00e5r inte sl\u00e4ppa. Det \u00e4r n\u00e5got med kungen, och ljusdal och skolor och allt vad det \u00e4r. Funder om jag skall ta upp telefonen och spela in \u00e4nnu en s\u00e5dan d\u00e4r som man har m\u00e5nga av d\u00e4r. “du du […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_feature_clip_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2},"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[24],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-37068","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-betraktelser"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":26762,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=26762","url_meta":{"origin":37068,"position":0},"title":"Skulle du f\u00f6lja mig?","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2018-01-19","format":false,"excerpt":"Skulle du f\u00f6lja mig? 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