{"id":37020,"date":"2020-12-04T10:23:41","date_gmt":"2020-12-04T09:23:41","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=37020"},"modified":"2020-12-04T10:57:15","modified_gmt":"2020-12-04T09:57:15","slug":"kastshing","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=37020","title":{"rendered":"Katshing…"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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Det s\u00e4ger “katching…” p\u00e5 min telefon. Jag h\u00f6r det f\u00f6r att jag inte f\u00e5tt p\u00e5 musiken \u00e4nnu. Tror att jag har musiken p\u00e5. Ljudet \u00e4r mig fr\u00e4mmande. Men det \u00e4r telefonen. Swish??? <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bidrag tillf\u00e5gelmat fr\u00e5n Marcus Rej\u00e5s. Att han \u00e4r en god man det visste jag redan. Men det h\u00e4r f\u00f6rv\u00e5nar \u00e4nd\u00e5. Kan man ta emot? Men, ja…., det \u00e4r ju till f\u00e5glarna. Till talgoxen. Till Kurt och hans kompisar. Karma fungerar. Jag tror och hoppas f\u00f6r andra g\u00e5ngen idag att den fungerar. Att j\u00e4mvikten tar sats och j\u00e4mnar ut. Eller jag vet att det \u00e4r s\u00e5. Den fungerar. N\u00e4r och hur det sker \u00e4r bara en fr\u00e5ga om tid och f\u00f6rm\u00e5ga att iaktta och f\u00f6rst\u00e5. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00c4nd\u00e5 blir jag alltid t\u00e5r\u00f6gd av det d\u00e4r positiva som sker och egentligen utan att det beh\u00f6vs. N\u00e4r den rena godheten visar sig. Givandet utan krav p\u00e5 motprestation. En klapp p\u00e5 en axel. Ett sn\u00e4llt ord.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Marcus ber\u00e4ttade f\u00f6r ett tag sedan den finaste historia jag n\u00e5gonsin h\u00f6rt om en upplevelse i d\u00f6dens n\u00e4rhet. Om styrkan hos en m\u00e4nniska som inte vill lasta sina n\u00e4ra med j\u00e4vligheten i att befinna sig alldeles f\u00f6r n\u00e4ra det ok\u00e4nda och skr\u00e4mmande och som ist\u00e4llet v\u00e4ljer mjukglas, d\u00e4rf\u00f6r att en strut av den, ja den \u00e4r livet som p\u00e5g\u00e5r just nu. Jag b\u00e4r den d\u00e4r historien med mig som ett smycke. Den l\u00e4r oss mycket om styrkan hos en m\u00e4nniska. Och k\u00e4rleken mellan m\u00e4nniskor.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“Tack” \u00e4r det enda man kan s\u00e4ga. Som jag sagt till Backa-jan, till traktorf\u00f6raren och till andra. Det d\u00e4r tacket som alltid k\u00e4nns s\u00e5 otillr\u00e4ckligt och litet. Som man ville skulle vara stort och \u00f6versvallande och f\u00f6ljt av fanfarer som en miljonvinst p\u00e5 lotto. Men det kan bara bli det d\u00e4r tacket. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

F\u00e5r ta en tur till aff\u00e4ren…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Det s\u00e4ger “katching…” p\u00e5 min telefon. Jag h\u00f6r det f\u00f6r att jag inte f\u00e5tt p\u00e5 musiken \u00e4nnu. Tror att jag har musiken p\u00e5. Ljudet \u00e4r mig fr\u00e4mmande. Men det \u00e4r telefonen. Swish??? Bidrag tillf\u00e5gelmat fr\u00e5n Marcus Rej\u00e5s. Att han \u00e4r en god man det visste jag redan. Men det h\u00e4r f\u00f6rv\u00e5nar \u00e4nd\u00e5. 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