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Man f\u00e5r putsa lite p\u00e5 b\u00e5ten. B\u00e5tv\u00e4ndningen \u00e4r inte l\u00e5ngt borta nu. Den 21’a dennes \u00e4r det dags. Klockan 11:02 f\u00e5r duga. Sv\u00e5rt att bli exaktare \u00e4n s\u00e5. Ett jordklot i samspel. M\u00f6rkare \u00e4n det \u00e4r d\u00e5 blir det inte. Sen seglar vi mot ljuset igen. S\u00f6derut. L\u00e5ngsamt till en b\u00f6rjan men redan i slutet av januari f\u00e4rdas vi fram med stora sjumilakliv \u00f6ver tidsv\u00e4ven. Sen accelererande. R\u00e4tt vad det \u00e4r sitter en tr\u00f6ttflugen koltrast i en sk\u00f6r nyutslagen bj\u00f6rk framf\u00f6r en och man kan k\u00e4nna den stora rena gl\u00e4djen igen. R\u00e4ddad. En \u00f6verlevare. Om man inte upplever det d\u00e4r. Icke \u00f6verlevare. Enkelt. L\u00e4tt att f\u00f6rst\u00e5.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Jul \u00e4r vintersolst\u00e5nd f\u00f6r mig. Det religi\u00f6sa skiter jag i. Han\/hon\/det\/gud\/j\u00e4mvikten beskrivs och hyllas b\u00e4st med matematik. Julskinka, gl\u00f6gg och tomtar r\u00e5r liksom inte p\u00e5 det d\u00e4r. Nej inte ens b\u00f6ner och stora katedraler.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00c5rshjulet snurrar snabbare och snabbare med stigande \u00e5lder. Har v\u00e4l egentligen inte mycket emot det d\u00e4r under vintern. Den kan gott passera. Lite snurr och sen \u00e4r den \u00f6ver. Men tyv\u00e4rr \u00e4r det samma sak under v\u00e5r, sommar och h\u00f6st. Swiiiiish. Man vill bromsa. H\u00e5rt. Pedal i botten. Men kan ju inte sakta ner tiden hur h\u00e5rt man \u00e4n trampar p\u00e5 bromsen.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fast man skulle sakna \u00e5rtider om man levde n\u00e5gonstans d\u00e4r det inte var s\u00e5 tydliga som h\u00e4r. Men man v\u00e4njer sig s\u00e5klart vid varma n\u00e4tter \u00e5ret om ocks\u00e5 antar jag. Hittar nyanser i det synes of\u00f6r\u00e4nderliga. Men just f\u00f6r v\u00e5ren sk\u00f6nhet kan man \u00f6verleva vinterns gnisslande tandl\u00e4karv\u00e4der. D\u00e4r tvekar jag inte. Allt har ett pris. F\u00f6r att n\u00e5 j\u00e4mvikten.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sn\u00f6 p\u00e5 ing\u00e5ende under helgen och med b\u00f6rjan idag. En decimeter \u00e4r lovad. Man f\u00e5r testa sn\u00f6skyfflen. Best\u00e4mma sig f\u00f6r om man skall anv\u00e4nda garaget eller inte i vinter. Kanske skall man i \u00e5r igen l\u00e5ta det st\u00e5 d\u00e4r som en falur\u00f6dsbleknad p\u00e5minnelse om att det finns butiker som s\u00e4ljer b\u00e5de borstar och burkar med f\u00e4rg. Slutsatsen och beslutet har inte ens en viktighet. Man f\u00e5r h\u00f6fta. Skotta d\u00e4refter. Ja och sopa sn\u00f6 av bil. Det g\u00e5r. Vilket som.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Torsdag \u00e4r st\u00e4ddag. En dag att skapa helg p\u00e5. Jag flyr bara undan det d\u00e4r tillf\u00e4lligt genom tedrickande och bloggskrivande. Men allt har ett slut utom evigheten. Kanske \u00e4r det tur att det \u00e4r just s\u00e5. Kanske inte. Ingen fr\u00e5ga har bara ett svar. Jo m\u00f6jligen f\u00f6r idioten. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men nu s\u00e5 f\u00e5r den h\u00e4r dagen starta. Jag h\u00e4ller i mig min sista slatt kallt och bittert te. Vandrar upp f\u00f6r trapporna till en v\u00e4ntande dammvippa och en vr\u00e5lande sl\u00f6sugande dammsugare. Efter att jag \u00e4r klar med det d\u00e4r d\u00e4r uppe skall jag f\u00f6r\u00e4ndra v\u00e4rlden. Som alla andra dar. Kanske \u00e4r inget av det d\u00e4r riktigt klokt n\u00e4r ett liv \u00e4r s\u00e5 kort… <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Man f\u00e5r putsa lite p\u00e5 b\u00e5ten. B\u00e5tv\u00e4ndningen \u00e4r inte l\u00e5ngt borta nu. Den 21’a dennes \u00e4r det dags. Klockan 11:02 f\u00e5r duga. Sv\u00e5rt att bli exaktare \u00e4n s\u00e5. Ett jordklot i samspel. M\u00f6rkare \u00e4n det \u00e4r d\u00e5 blir det inte. Sen seglar vi mot ljuset igen. S\u00f6derut. 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