{"id":36979,"date":"2020-12-02T08:47:29","date_gmt":"2020-12-02T07:47:29","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=36979"},"modified":"2020-12-02T08:47:29","modified_gmt":"2020-12-02T07:47:29","slug":"den-sista-laten","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=36979","title":{"rendered":"Den sista l\u00e5ten"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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Kan man k\u00e4nna gl\u00e4dje n\u00e4r en gammal skitl\u00e5t fr\u00e5n augusti 1978 blir den l\u00e5t som \u00e4r mest spelad bland de mina. Ja det kan man. Dels f\u00f6r att jag hatar den d\u00e4r “H\u00e4lsingland”<\/a> som annars ligger d\u00e4r i toppen. Den \u00e4r verkligen ett hastverk och en skitl\u00e5t. Men kanske framf\u00f6rallt f\u00f6r att “Flyga Som en Svala”<\/a> \u00e4r v\u00e4ldigt<\/strong> speciell just f\u00f6r mig sj\u00e4lv. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

L\u00e5ten gjordes n\u00e4mligen den sista dagen (tillsammans med l\u00e5ten “Brudarna”<\/a>), kv\u00e4llen i repan d\u00e4r p\u00e5 S\u00f6dran i Edsbyn. Dagen efter \u00e5kte jag d\u00e4rifr\u00e5n f\u00f6r att plugga och byta liv. Jag h\u00f6ll inte i en gitarr igen p\u00e5 n\u00e4stan trettio \u00e5r. Kn\u00e4ppte inte p\u00e5 en Marshall f\u00f6rst\u00e4rkare igen. Stod aldrig p\u00e5 en scen och gav allt en g\u00e5ng till. Men den d\u00e4r dan satt jag d\u00e4r ensam i repan och spelade in dom h\u00e4r tv\u00e5 l\u00e5tarna p\u00e5 en gammal kassettbandspelare som n\u00e5gon l\u00e4mnat kvar d\u00e4r i repan. Vemodig. Men lycklig. Nerv\u00f6s f\u00f6r det som skulle komma. Men stark i mitt beslut att g\u00f6ra n\u00e5got nytt. N\u00e5got annat. P\u00e5 v\u00e4g in i min framtid.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Riktigt underligt \u00e4r det att den mot alla odds blev kvar. Som om det var meningen att det skulle bli s\u00e5. De d\u00e4r tv\u00e5 l\u00e5tarna l\u00e5g p\u00e5 ett kasettband som av outgrundlig anledning \u00f6verlevde b\u00e5de flyttar och hastigt p\u00e5kommen utrensningsiver och magnetismens fiender. Ja, det \u00f6verlevde till och med sm\u00e5barns lekande och n\u00e5gra hungriga \u00e5r d\u00e5 ett kassettband hade \u00e4tits upp till och och med utan en potatis till om det bara g\u00e5tt. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Den som var jag d\u00e5 skrev dom d\u00e4r orden i l\u00e5tens text. En tjugotv\u00e5\u00e5ring. Jag st\u00e5r f\u00f6r dom orden idag ocks\u00e5. Det \u00e4r inget m\u00e4rkv\u00e4rdigt med dom alls. Inte med l\u00e5ten heller. Men orden fungerar idag ocks\u00e5. Greta kunde kanske vara svalan. Om hon ville. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u00e4d\u00e5, du beh\u00f6ver inte lyssna. Men jag \u00e4r ganska n\u00f6jd \u00f6ver att den d\u00e4r l\u00e5ten blev kvar idag. Det \u00e4r ju s\u00e5d\u00e4r n\u00e4r man blir \u00e4ldre att man tittar tillbaks i tiden mer och mer. Naturligt s\u00e5klart, eftersom det mesta av ens liv sj\u00e4lvklart finns just d\u00e4r och det blir tydligt med stigande \u00e5lder att det \u00e4r s\u00e5.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men den d\u00e4r dan minns jag s\u00e5 tydligt som om den br\u00e4nts fast i mitt medvetande. Solen. En \u00e4kta sensommardag. Ensamheten. N\u00e4r jag gick d\u00e4rifr\u00e5n fanns det ingen att s\u00e4ga hej till och ingen som sa hej. Jag t\u00e4nkte nog inte s\u00e5 mycket p\u00e5 det d\u00e5. Men jag var nog ganska ensam d\u00e4r och d\u00e5 i tiden. Eller kanske valde jag det sj\u00e4lv. Som jag alltid gjort. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

En skitl\u00e5t s\u00e4ger v\u00e4l de flesta. En som ingen orkar lyssna p\u00e5. En l\u00e5t som hamnar \u00f6verst p\u00e5 en topplista n\u00e4r den f\u00e5r tio lyssningar. F\u00f6r mig sj\u00e4lv kommer den dock aldrig att vara “den d\u00e4r skitl\u00e5ten”. F\u00f6r mig kommer den alltid vara lite magisk. En \u00f6verlevare.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

ps<\/strong> Jag jobbade som l\u00e4rare under en massa \u00e5r. En g\u00e5ng n\u00e4r jag kom in till lektionen satt hela klassen runt en bl\u00e5tandsh\u00f6gtalare och lyssnade p\u00e5 den andra l\u00e5ten som jag gjorde den d\u00e4r dagen, “Brudarna”. De skrattade gott s\u00e5klart. Jag sk\u00e4mdes. ds<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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