{"id":36945,"date":"2020-11-27T16:30:35","date_gmt":"2020-11-27T15:30:35","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=36945"},"modified":"2020-11-27T16:30:35","modified_gmt":"2020-11-27T15:30:35","slug":"bra-11","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=36945","title":{"rendered":"Bra"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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Kommer hem. Eftermiddag. F\u00f6r sent f\u00f6r att dyka ner i n\u00e5got riktigt projekt. Svarar p\u00e5 mail. Det tar en stund. Som alltid. Men glad \u00e5t de d\u00e4r mailen. Min l\u00e4nk mot m\u00e4nskligheten. Den enda rent utav.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Vi \u00e4r till Bolln\u00e4s och m\u00e5nadshandlar. Vi h\u00e5ller avst\u00e5nd. Spritar oss. F\u00f6r att skydda andra. F\u00f6r att skydda oss sj\u00e4lva. De flesta verkar sk\u00f6ta sig. Bra. M\u00e5nga munskydd ute. Trendskifte.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

K\u00e4nner att jag skulle kunna dyka ner i de djupa vattnen igen. Fast jag \u00e4r tr\u00f6tt. Men i de d\u00e4r djupen finns ocks\u00e5 energi. Det \u00e4r konstigt. De d\u00e4r man brinner f\u00f6r ger energi och h\u00e5ller elden brinnande. Men efter\u00e5t. D\u00e5 m\u00e5ste man hitta v\u00e4gar f\u00f6r att fylla p\u00e5 ved f\u00f6r att underh\u00e5lla den d\u00e4r elden. G\u00f6r man inte det. ja d\u00e5 brinner man aldrig mer till slut. Brinner upp. Det g\u00f6r man bara en g\u00e5ng. Japp. Det \u00e4r sv\u00e5rt att \u00e5terf\u00f6das som f\u00e5gel Fenix efter det. Men det g\u00e5r det ocks\u00e5. \u00c5tminstone en del g\u00f6r det. Jag v\u00e4ljer att l\u00e4gga p\u00e5 n\u00e5gra torra vedtr\u00e4n emellan\u00e5t ist\u00e4llet. Underh\u00e5ller. De kallas “fredagar” h\u00e4r de torraste vedtr\u00e4na.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

V\u00e5r vinters\u00e4song \u00e4r tuff. Man f\u00e5r v\u00e4nda p\u00e5 slantarna. Pelletsr\u00e4kningar f\u00f6rst. Sen de andra. Sen mat. Noll kvar. Alltid. Men glad om det inte \u00e4r minus. Lycklig rent utav. Men vi skuldsanerare med 239 dagar kvar har s\u00e5klart julkrav p\u00e5 oss vi ocks\u00e5 som alla andra. Man f\u00e5r ta i fr\u00e5n lillt\u00e5n och f\u00f6rs\u00f6ka.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men 239 dagar \u00e4r s\u00e5klart ingenting. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Vasaloppss\u00f6ndag snart.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sen l\u00e4ttar det.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Med fredag idag allts\u00e5. Inget kv\u00e4llsskift p\u00e5 det hr l\u00e5tsasjobbet. Gr\u00f6n IKEA-soffas famn ist\u00e4llet. Lite film eller serier p\u00e5 det. Vila. Gillar s\u00e5klart. M\u00e5ste ha. G\u00f6ra annat imorgon ocks\u00e5. Nyttigt det med. Sen p\u00e5 s\u00f6ndag skall jag riva det som beh\u00f6ver rivas och sen bygga nytt d\u00e4r det gamla stod. Jag \u00e4r inte sentimental p\u00e5 det viset.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

En god dag. Nu kaffe och en mandarin. Lyxartiklar. Stoppa in och h\u00e4lla i sig. Enkelt. Gott. Njuta. Sen kanske en howto. Eller ocks\u00e5 skall jag bara flumma runt lite ovanf\u00f6r allt ogjort. Fundera lite \u00f6ver vilken tr\u00e5d man skall b\u00f6rja rycka i p\u00e5 s\u00f6ndag. Om man nu skall rycka i n\u00e5gon alls. Mellan projekt, med ett “klart” bakom sig, \u00e4r oftast den b\u00e4sta tiden. Man har redan gl\u00f6mt hur jobbig den d\u00e4r v\u00e4gen mot “klart” alltid \u00e4r. Som f\u00f6derskor fungerar ocks\u00e5 vi projektgalningar. Vi l\u00e4r oss aldrig. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ser att nu n\u00e4r Black Friday \u00e4r i avtagande s\u00e5 h\u00e5ller det p\u00e5 att bli Black Weekend. Suckar g\u00f6r man.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Programmerare f\u00f6rresten. De flesta programerar. Ja det \u00e4r ju inte s\u00e5 konstigt. Men sen \u00e4r det n\u00e5gra som liksom flyter upp ovanf\u00f6r den d\u00e4r programmeringsprocessen. Dom blir experter p\u00e5 hur man skall programmera. Anammar n\u00e5gon av de olika metoder som finns f\u00f6r \u00e4ndam\u00e5let eller uppfinner en egen. Tycker att man skall anv\u00e4nda mindre tid till att programmera, mer tid \u00e5t hur. Jag har alltid bett dom alla dra \u00e5t helvete med sina metoder. Har nog sett tjugo nu under “min karri\u00e4r”. Suck igen. Liksom<\/strong>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men nu allts\u00e5… ja n\u00e5got…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Kommer hem. Eftermiddag. F\u00f6r sent f\u00f6r att dyka ner i n\u00e5got riktigt projekt. Svarar p\u00e5 mail. Det tar en stund. Som alltid. Men glad \u00e5t de d\u00e4r mailen. Min l\u00e4nk mot m\u00e4nskligheten. Den enda rent utav. Vi \u00e4r till Bolln\u00e4s och m\u00e5nadshandlar. Vi h\u00e5ller avst\u00e5nd. Spritar oss. F\u00f6r att skydda andra. 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