{"id":36649,"date":"2020-11-03T09:28:14","date_gmt":"2020-11-03T08:28:14","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=36649"},"modified":"2020-11-03T09:28:14","modified_gmt":"2020-11-03T08:28:14","slug":"oro","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=36649","title":{"rendered":"Oro"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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K\u00e4nner man oro s\u00e5 lever man i framtiden<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Citatet hittar jag i Vi i villa<\/strong> av alla st\u00e4llen. Men stor sanning finns det d\u00e4r i de d\u00e4r orden. Vem som f\u00f6rst uttalat visdomsorden framg\u00e5r inte men h\u00e4r s\u00e4tts de p\u00e5 pr\u00e4nt av chefredakt\u00f6rskan som antagligen f\u00e5tt dem tills\u00e4nda till sig av sin terapeut. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nu<\/strong> \u00e4r bra.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Det \u00e4r d\u00e4r barnen lever.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u00e4r p\u00e5 kullen \u00e4r det tisdag. Tisdagar \u00e4r inga d\u00e5liga dagar de heller. Bara sn\u00e4ppet efter m\u00e5ndagar. Det finns chans att man \u00e4nnu hinner saker.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

B\u00f6rjar dagen med b\u00e5de kaffe och godis. Inget av de d\u00e4r \u00e4r bra f\u00f6r mig. Det vet jag. Det borde jag ha l\u00e4rt mig vid det h\u00e4r laget. Men karakt\u00e4ren, den som viskar i h\u00f6ger\u00f6rat, “Ta f\u00f6r dig, det \u00c4R gott<\/em>“, den vinner f\u00f6r det mesta i mitt liv. \u00c4ven om ocks\u00e5 jag har mina gr\u00e4nser. Jo visst \u00e4r det s\u00e5 att karakt\u00e4ren skall uttala motsatsen med h\u00f6g och klar st\u00e4mma. Men allts\u00e5 inte s\u00e5 hos mig.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Det kan vara han\/hon\/det\/dj\u00e4vulen det d\u00e4r ocks\u00e5 som viskar om godsaker i mina \u00f6ron. Fast om han\/hon\/det\/gud \u00e4r j\u00e4mvikten s\u00e5 utesluter det liksom existensen av en dj\u00e4vul redan d\u00e4r. S\u00e5 karakt\u00e4ren<\/em> allts\u00e5.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

J\u00e4mvikten tror jag p\u00e5. Andra g\u00f6r det dom med. Kallar den gud eller vid andra stora m\u00e4rkv\u00e4rdiga namn. Bygger hus \u00e5t den. Regelverksbygger. Invecklar. Men det r\u00e4cker med en bit lackmuspapper och ett glas vatten f\u00f6r att f\u00f6rst\u00e5. Sanningen finns alltid i det enkla.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

T\u00e4nder mitt ljus. H\u00e4ller upp kaffe. Det h\u00e4r \u00e4r nu. Inte nyss och inte sen. K\u00e4nns bra. S\u00e5klart. Fast jag \u00e4r ingen guru. Bara en ocool gubbe p\u00e5 en kulle i skogen. En som f\u00f6rs\u00f6ker leva sitt liv s\u00e5 gott han kan. Som alla andra.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tisdag. Sopbilen \u00e4r h\u00e4r. Det h\u00e4nder saker p\u00e5 kullen. Ser an mot en ny dag med tillf\u00f6rsikt. L\u00e5t den \u00f6verraska oss alla.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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K\u00e4nner man oro s\u00e5 lever man i framtiden Citatet hittar jag i Vi i villa av alla st\u00e4llen. Men stor sanning finns det d\u00e4r i de d\u00e4r orden. Vem som f\u00f6rst uttalat visdomsorden framg\u00e5r inte men h\u00e4r s\u00e4tts de p\u00e5 pr\u00e4nt av chefredakt\u00f6rskan som antagligen f\u00e5tt dem tills\u00e4nda till sig av sin terapeut. Nu \u00e4r […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_feature_clip_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2},"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[24,27],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-36649","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-betraktelser","category-visdomsord"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":16734,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=16734","url_meta":{"origin":36649,"position":0},"title":"Besiktning","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2015-02-27","format":false,"excerpt":"Snorig om en tv\u00e5\u00e5ring sitter jag h\u00e4r och v\u00e4ntar p\u00e5 att f\u00f6ras till b\u00f6deln. 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