{"id":36568,"date":"2020-10-27T23:30:16","date_gmt":"2020-10-27T22:30:16","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=36568"},"modified":"2020-10-27T23:30:16","modified_gmt":"2020-10-27T22:30:16","slug":"borjan","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=36568","title":{"rendered":"B\u00f6rjan"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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Man m\u00e5ste b\u00f6rja n\u00e5gonstans. Alltid finns det en b\u00f6rjan. Det \u00e4r n\u00e5got man kan h\u00e5lla fast vid. Sluten \u00e4r inte lika s\u00e4kra. F\u00f6r de mesta \u00e4r man s\u00e4llan med d\u00e4r i slutet ens. Inte ens om man \u00e4r huvudperson. B\u00f6rjan, starten, inledningen, \u00e4r allts\u00e5 b\u00e4ttre att satsa sitt krut p\u00e5.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Jag l\u00e4gger till tv\u00e5 filer. Det f\u00e5r bli min start p\u00e5 n\u00e5got nytt idag Skall fylla dem med information (och buggar) imorgon. Fylla dem med substans. G\u00f6ra dem till mer \u00e4n tv\u00e5 tomma filer. Det \u00e4r den makt jag har. Skaparen. N\u00e4rmare han\/hon\/det\/gud\/j\u00e4mvikten kan man v\u00e4l inte komma som ocool gubbe. Knappast som m\u00e4nniska heller. Vilodag \u00e4r l\u00f6rdag h\u00e4r. Ja och fredagskv\u00e4ll. Gr\u00f6n IKEA-soffa allts\u00e5 viloplats.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

B\u00e5da v\u00e5ra s\u00f6ner hemma. Det finns n\u00e5got sk\u00f6nt med att ha sina “barn” hemma \u00e4nd\u00e5. F\u00f6r “barn” f\u00f6rblir dom ju alltid \u00e4ven om b\u00e5da numera definitivt tillh\u00f6r gruppen “vuxna” med r\u00e5ge sedan l\u00e4nge. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Talgoxarna pickar fortfarande mycket irriterat p\u00e5 f\u00f6nsterrutorna. Har behov av mat. Tycker dom. Men jag str\u00e4cker ut tunga \u00e5t dom. Lipar allts\u00e5. H\u00e4r blir det ingen mat f\u00f6rr\u00e4n kylan kommer till kullen p\u00e5 allvar. Nope. Det \u00e4r fem grader ute och klockan \u00e4r snart elva och vi \u00e4r n\u00e4ra november. Och s\u00e5 skall det forts\u00e4tta. F\u00f6rs\u00f6ker f\u00f6rmedla det med lipandet. Men Talgoxar vill ha mat i alla fall. Skiter fullst\u00e4ndigt i min utstr\u00e4ckta tunga.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

R\u00e5djuren dom f\u00f6rser sig dock. N\u00e4r alla nedfallna \u00e4pplen \u00e4r upp\u00e4tna s\u00e5 kan man som r\u00e5djur ge sig p\u00e5 rosor och annat gott. Det mumsas p\u00e5 ut av bara h:e. Men en del v\u00e4xtlighet har vi s\u00e5klart s\u00e4krat. Det kommer dom i alla fall inte \u00e5t. V\u00e4rst \u00e4r r\u00e5bocken som har revir h\u00e4r p\u00e5 tomten och i omgivningen s\u00e5klart. Han har mejat ner k\u00f6rsb\u00e4rstr\u00e4d, vinb\u00e4rsbuskar och allehanda annat \u00f6ver \u00e5ren. L\u00e4mnat ett horn gener\u00f6st som pant dock. Men bara en g\u00e5ng.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Har en svag plan p\u00e5 elektronisk motoffensiv mot r\u00e5djur. Hundskall borde fungera. Om det inte kommer fr\u00e5n samma st\u00e4lle hela tiden och \u00e4r dynamiskt. Ov\u00e4ntade r\u00f6relser fungerar. Det vet man ju. Men samma d\u00e4r. M\u00e5ste varieras h\u00e5rt. Fast man skall ha tid att fixa s\u00e5dant d\u00e4r ocks\u00e5 s\u00e5klart. Men en produkt \u00e4r det rent utav. Det \u00e4ts upp mycket dyrbart i v\u00e5ra tr\u00e4dg\u00e5rdar som den som planterade v\u00e4xterna g\u00e4rna velat ha kvar. Borde f\u00e5 kosta mer \u00e4n tre kronor allts\u00e5. En krona vinst till mig d\u00e5 allts\u00e5.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sniglar borde man v\u00e4l ocks\u00e5 ge sig p\u00e5. AI och laser tror jag p\u00e5 d\u00e4r. Stj\u00e4rnornas krig fast i sin egen tr\u00e4dg\u00e5rd. M\u00f6jligtvis skulle man kunna g\u00f6r ett tv-spel av alltsammans. Augmented reality. Monstren anfaller. F\u00e5 folk att betala dyrt f\u00f6r att ta bort sniglarna i folks tr\u00e4dg\u00e5rdar. V\u00e5ldsamt och krigiskt. Onda mot goda.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Synd bara att jag har sv\u00e5rt med det d\u00e4r d\u00f6dandet.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u00e5ste bli lite mer mordisk i sinnet.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Jobbar p\u00e5 det.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Liksom<\/strong>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Min gissning \u00e4r f\u00f6r \u00f6vrigt att vi kommer att f\u00e5 se m\u00e5nga f\u00f6retag med tilltagande problem nu i h\u00f6st. Man klarar ett halv\u00e5r, men naggar p\u00e5 de resurser man har. Nu b\u00f6rjar det m\u00e4rkas att man gjort det. Ingen kan h\u00e5lla p\u00e5 s\u00e5d\u00e4r hur l\u00e4nge som helst. Kan man inte hitta nya v\u00e4gar att f\u00e5 in inkomster p\u00e5, ja d\u00e5 sitter man i f\u00e4llan. M\u00e5ste ropa “mayday… mayday… mayday…”<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sen kan man s\u00e5klart hoppas att man har fel.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Liksom<\/strong>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

B\u00e4rsen, som, som vanligt \u00e4r bortkopplad fr\u00e5n verkligheten hamnar v\u00e4l p\u00e5 all-time-high igen.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u00e5klart<\/strong>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nu skall jag st\u00e4nga ner och st\u00e4nga av. Mata Hulk med n\u00e5gra s\u00e4ckar pellets f\u00f6rst s\u00e5klart. Sedan efter det ta de knarrande trapporna upp mot l\u00e4genhet. God bok v\u00e4ntar. S\u00e5klart. Liv \u00e4r inte komplett utan b\u00f6cker och musik. \u00c5tminstone inte mitt liv. Det finns inget m\u00e4rkv\u00e4rdigt med det. Jag tar in rytm och historierna in i min sj\u00e4l och i mitt liv. Min bensin det d\u00e4r. Jo mat ocks\u00e5 s\u00e5klart. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sen hoppas jag p\u00e5 \u00e4nnu en morgondag.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Man m\u00e5ste b\u00f6rja n\u00e5gonstans. Alltid finns det en b\u00f6rjan. Det \u00e4r n\u00e5got man kan h\u00e5lla fast vid. Sluten \u00e4r inte lika s\u00e4kra. F\u00f6r de mesta \u00e4r man s\u00e4llan med d\u00e4r i slutet ens. Inte ens om man \u00e4r huvudperson. B\u00f6rjan, starten, inledningen, \u00e4r allts\u00e5 b\u00e4ttre att satsa sitt krut p\u00e5. Jag l\u00e4gger till tv\u00e5 filer. 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