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N skall h\u00e4mta paket. Ber honom att samtidigt handla lite<\/em> godis. Sen \u00e4ter jag godis s\u00e5 att jag f\u00e5r ordentligt ont i magen. Smart. Men det hindrar mig s\u00e5klart inte fr\u00e5n att koda vidare. D\u00e5 kr\u00e4vs det gr\u00f6vre artilleri. Kanoner och bomber. Men man borde ha l\u00e4rt sig vid det h\u00e4r laget. Det r\u00e4cker med lite. Mycket \u00e4r inte alltid b\u00e4st. Men man kommer g\u00f6ra om misstaget igen och igen och igen. Sockersuget. En stark kraft. Knark.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men t\u00e4nk \u00e4nd\u00e5 vad ett lugnt sinne g\u00f6r f\u00f6r b\u00e5de inspiration och sugenhet. Det d\u00e4r med lidande konstn\u00e4rer ni vet. Bara trams. B\u00e4st blir resultatet n\u00e4r man inte lider. S\u00e5klart. D\u00e4remot kanske man m\u00e5ste spotta ur sig grejer n\u00e4r man lider f\u00f6r att p\u00e5 s\u00e5 s\u00e4tt f\u00e5 inkomster. Men utspottningar kr\u00e4ver och inneb\u00e4r alltid kompromisser. B\u00e4st blir det utan. Eller \u00e5tminstone med minimering p\u00e5 kompromisser. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Stor v\u00e4rme sprider sig h\u00e4r i huset. Alla kranar \u00e4r n\u00e4mligen uppskruvade p\u00e5 max. Det g\u00e5r s\u00e5klart inte i l\u00e4ngden. Men nu. Bara sk\u00f6nt efter kall period. Man f\u00e5r s\u00e4nka imorgon. Det enda som beh\u00f6vs f\u00f6r ett \u00f6kenvarmt hus \u00e4r n\u00e5gra s\u00e4ckar pellets. Det \u00e4r liksom<\/strong> ingen konst.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Taloxarna pickar ilsket p\u00e5 v\u00e5ra f\u00f6nster efter som de kr\u00e4ver mat. Vi har best\u00e4mt oss f\u00f6r att f\u00f6rs\u00f6ka f\u00e5 till den d\u00e4r s\u00e4cken per m\u00e5nad i \u00e5r ocks\u00e5. Det \u00e4r n\u00e4mligen lite tufft. Men de d\u00e4r ilskna gulsvarta kan vi ju inte ha h\u00e4r p\u00e5 kullen. De m\u00e5ste mutas med solrosfr\u00f6n. De till sinnet betydligt mildare domherrarna, hackspett, n\u00f6tv\u00e4cka och lite annat f\u00e5r man p\u00e5 k\u00f6pet. Men en god del av livet \u00e4r de alla f\u00e5glarna. Fungerar tills koltrasten kan ta \u00f6ver. Pavarotti \u00e5terf\u00f6dd. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Trehundrasjuttiofem dagar kvar. Det l\u00e5ter som ett sk\u00e4mt. Det \u00e4r ju ingenting. Mycket sommar och enkel tid i det d\u00e4r ocks\u00e5. Friheten. Men t\u00e4nker och l\u00e4ngtar inte s\u00e5 mycket. K\u00f6r p\u00e5 och under de \u00e5r sm g\u00e5tt. Man kan ju inte g\u00f6ra annat. Men sk\u00f6nt skall det bli att avsluta det d\u00e4r. En g\u00e5ng f\u00f6r alla. Friherre sen. Utan “dra \u00e5t helvete pengar” men \u00e4nd\u00e5. Det skall nog g\u00e5 \u00e4nd\u00e5.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men nu skall jag g\u00f6ra ett sista bes\u00f6k hos Hulken f\u00f6r dagen sen g\u00e5 och l\u00e4gga mig. Fredag imorgon fast det k\u00e4ndes som fredag idag ocks\u00e5. Har behov av vila i helgen. Tr\u00f6ttheten ligger och lurar i kroppen. Det f\u00e5r allts\u00e5 bli en del soffa utan d\u00e5ligt samvete. Kanske hinner jag m\u00e5la en d\u00f6rr ocks\u00e5 och s\u00e4tta upp ett sn\u00f6skydd. Men hinner man inte s\u00e5 hinner man inte. D\u00e5liga samveten ger inget tillbaks. S\u00e5 dom kan man skippa.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ja s\u00e5 godnatt helt enkelt. Nu dag imorgon. Kanske. Man skall inte vara f\u00f6r s\u00e4ker p\u00e5 n\u00e5gonting alls. Liksom<\/strong>.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

N skall h\u00e4mta paket. Ber honom att samtidigt handla lite godis. Sen \u00e4ter jag godis s\u00e5 att jag f\u00e5r ordentligt ont i magen. Smart. Men det hindrar mig s\u00e5klart inte fr\u00e5n att koda vidare. D\u00e5 kr\u00e4vs det gr\u00f6vre artilleri. Kanoner och bomber. Men man borde ha l\u00e4rt sig vid det h\u00e4r laget. 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