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Fruktansv\u00e4rt sn\u00f6ov\u00e4der \u00f6ver kullen.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ja man skulle kunna skriva s\u00e5. Jag har aldrig lovat att skriva bara sanningen h\u00e4r p\u00e5 bloggen. Ja om man vill g\u00f6ra sig m\u00e4rkv\u00e4rdig allts\u00e5. Men har ingen lust med det. \u00c5tminstone inte idag. Nej, det sn\u00f6ar inte. Bara ett \u00e4kta h\u00f6stregn faller d\u00e4r ute som om man g\u00e5r ut i det \u00e4r som att lyfta en gulgr\u00f6n hink med kallvatten och h\u00e4lla den \u00f6ver sitt huvud i en snabb r\u00f6relse. El\u00e4ndigt. Kallt. Bl\u00f6tt.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men \u00e4r det el\u00e4ndigt ute s\u00e5 \u00e4r det inte det inne. Jag plockar s\u00f6nder v\u00e4xeln i en skruvdragare under kv\u00e4llen. Ja skruvdragaren f\u00f6ljer ju med i det d\u00e4r s\u00e5klart. Allt blir s\u00f6nderplockat. Det \u00e4r mycket i en s\u00e5n v\u00e4xel. Jag lovar. “Jaha \u00e4r det s\u00e5 dom fungerar”. Sen s\u00e4tter jag ihop den igen. En sjukdom som \u00e4r gemensam f\u00f6r alla tekniker det d\u00e4r. Men vetgirighet kan kanske tyckas l\u00f6jlig och f\u00e5nig f\u00f6r en utomst\u00e5ende som tror p\u00e5 det effektiva livet. Men jag tror att jag utan f\u00e5 ge mig h\u00e4n till den d\u00e4r driften att l\u00e4ra mig nytt och f\u00f6rst\u00e5 hur saker fungerar hade varit en mycket olycklig m\u00e4nniska. Ett bevarat barn. Eller n\u00e5gon som aldrig blev vuxen. Hmm.. Hade man velat haft en gravsten kunde man anv\u00e4nt det. Men det vill man inte.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bloggl\u00e4sarna droppar av en efter en. Musiklyssnarna ocks\u00e5. B\u00e5da har halverats sen sommaren. Man tr\u00e5kar ut. Det vandras v\u00e4l till Blondinbella och “bli lycklig och rik och n\u00e4sta mord p\u00e5 grannen fast f\u00f6rr” poddar. Man har inget att s\u00e4tta emot d\u00e4r. Men varje g\u00e5ng jag inser att de d\u00e4r horderna som bloggen, musiken eller vad det nu \u00e4r f\u00f6rtj\u00e4nar (tycker man naivt men bara ibland d\u00e5) aldrig kommer att dyka upp s\u00e5 st\u00e4ller jag mig fr\u00e5gan om varf\u00f6r jag h\u00e5ller p\u00e5. Ja och det handlar ju aldrig om det d\u00e4r att samla l\u00e4sare, lyssnare eller vad det nu \u00e4r. Det handlar bara om lusten att skriva, eller g\u00f6ra musik eller… Lust \u00e4r s\u00e5klart inte g\u00e5ngbart som handelsvara. Har aldrig varit. Inte sanningen heller. Men man f\u00e5r sj\u00e4lv v\u00e4lja vem man vill vara. Om man \u00e4r till salu eller inte<\/a>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fast nu skall jag sl\u00e4cka ner h\u00e4r p\u00e5 l\u00e5tsaskontoret. S\u00f6mn ropar hj\u00e4rnan. En nattmacka ropar magen. Ja man f\u00e5r h\u00f6rsamma. Eftersom man lever bara en g\u00e5ng. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Fruktansv\u00e4rt sn\u00f6ov\u00e4der \u00f6ver kullen. Ja man skulle kunna skriva s\u00e5. Jag har aldrig lovat att skriva bara sanningen h\u00e4r p\u00e5 bloggen. Ja om man vill g\u00f6ra sig m\u00e4rkv\u00e4rdig allts\u00e5. Men har ingen lust med det. \u00c5tminstone inte idag. Nej, det sn\u00f6ar inte. Bara ett \u00e4kta h\u00f6stregn faller d\u00e4r ute som om man g\u00e5r ut i […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_crdt_document":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[24],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-36373","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-betraktelser"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":8885,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=8885","url_meta":{"origin":36373,"position":0},"title":"Solsting och h\u00f6snuva","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2013-08-24","format":false,"excerpt":"N\u00e4r jag st\u00e4nger av gr\u00e4sklipparen d\u00e4r i garaget, tr\u00f6tt efter tv\u00e5 timmars klippande av gr\u00e4smatta, \u00e4r det Phil Collins, Against All Odds, som l\u00e5ter i mina \u00f6ron, n\u00e4r jag promenerar tillbaks till huset, och det blir som att vara med i film, den som slutar med mig g\u00e5ende d\u00e4r p\u00e5\u2026","rel":"","context":"In "Betraktelser & Ber\u00e4ttelse"","block_context":{"text":"Betraktelser & Ber\u00e4ttelse","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?cat=24"},"img":{"alt_text":"images (3)","src":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.eurosource.se\/akhe\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/08\/images-3.jpg?resize=350%2C200","width":350,"height":200},"classes":[]},{"id":14461,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=14461","url_meta":{"origin":36373,"position":1},"title":"Fredag – den tr\u00f6ttes f\u00f6rsvarstal","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2014-08-22","format":false,"excerpt":"Man kan inte hj\u00e4lpa det. 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