{"id":36359,"date":"2020-10-07T22:47:40","date_gmt":"2020-10-07T21:47:40","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=36359"},"modified":"2020-10-07T22:47:40","modified_gmt":"2020-10-07T21:47:40","slug":"den-stora-leken","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=36359","title":{"rendered":"Den stora leken"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"580\" height=\"1100\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/10\/CM200927-215113002.jpg?resize=580%2C1100&#038;ssl=1\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-36360\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/10\/CM200927-215113002.jpg?w=1080&amp;ssl=1 1080w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/10\/CM200927-215113002.jpg?resize=158%2C300&amp;ssl=1 158w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/10\/CM200927-215113002.jpg?resize=540%2C1024&amp;ssl=1 540w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/10\/CM200927-215113002.jpg?resize=768%2C1456&amp;ssl=1 768w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/10\/CM200927-215113002.jpg?resize=810%2C1536&amp;ssl=1 810w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 580px) 100vw, 580px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">M\u00e4nniskorna k\u00e4nns fr\u00e4mmande en s\u00e5dan h\u00e4r dag. Jag ser dom inte ens. En bil \u00e5ker f\u00f6rbi. Den \u00e4r p\u00e5 v\u00e4g n\u00e5gon annanstans. Det \u00e4r allt. Jag vinkar inte. Ok\u00e4nda transporteras i den. Dom ser inte heller mig. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Fast jag d\u00e5, l\u00e5ngt inne i mitt. Kan inte bry mig mindre om m\u00e4nniskorna en s\u00e5dan dag \u00e4n vad jag g\u00f6r. Men blir \u00e4nd\u00e5 lite r\u00e4dd av det d\u00e4r. Viljan och l\u00e4ngtan till det v\u00e4rldsfr\u00e5nv\u00e4nda. Till det overkliga. Tror \u00e4nd\u00e5 p\u00e5 verkligheten. P\u00e5 m\u00e4nniskorna. Borde ha \u00e4gnat mig \u00e5t m\u00e4nniskorna. Egentligen.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Dagens kod har flugit \u00f6ver Atlanten (eller i\/under rent utav) och landat i en server n\u00e5gonstans d\u00e4r borta i Amerika. Bankfack. F\u00f6rsvinner allt annat s\u00e5 finns \u00e5tminstone det d\u00e4r kvar. Ja i Svalbardgrotta ocks\u00e5. Vaktad av isbj\u00f6rnar och tjocka d\u00f6rrar.  F\u00f6r framtiden. Men koden. N\u00e5gon kallade det livsverk. Och kanske \u00e4r det det det \u00e4r. Viktigt hur som helst. Finns koden kvar klarar jag mycket. Finns den inte kvar en dag, ja d\u00e5 m\u00e5ste jag hitta en ny v\u00e4g. Kanske vore det \u00e4nd\u00e5 det sista b\u00e4sta. S\u00e5klart. Som alltid. Nya v\u00e4gar m\u00e5r man bra av. \u00c4ven om de kanske k\u00e4nns hemska och on\u00f6diga. Speciellt under h\u00f6stdelen av ett liv.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Men mest elektronikmicklande idag annars. Den stora leken. L\u00e5tsasarbetsleken. Syfte och m\u00e5l, h\u00e5ll kvar lite kompetens. 390 dagar kvar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">N\u00f6jd \u00f6ver det varma v\u00e4dret. St\u00e4ller in sotning. Beh\u00f6vs inte eftersom vi inte eldat sedan den sista. Klarar oss ett tag till p\u00e5 el. Billigare \u00e4n pellets den h\u00e4r tiden. Men en kamp s\u00e5klart sen n\u00e4r termometern kryper ned\u00e5t. D\u00e5 vill man g\u00e4rna starta ig\u00e5ng Hulken och vrida p\u00e5 elementen. Fryslort som jag \u00e4r. Vilket j\u00e4vla ord f\u00f6rresten. &#8220;Lort&#8221;!!!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Jod\u00e5!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Fast Hulken \u00e4r redo. Vill k\u00f6ras ig\u00e5ng men jag s\u00e4ger best\u00e4mt ifr\u00e5n. &#8220;Lugna dig ditt gr\u00f6na monster&#8221; f\u00f6rs\u00f6ker jag s\u00e4ga till honom, japp p\u00e5 skarpen. Men inte lugnar han sig f\u00f6r det. St\u00e5r d\u00e4r i k\u00e4llaren och muttrar stor och gr\u00f6n. F\u00f6rs\u00f6ker komma \u00e5t lite pellets att sj\u00e4lvant\u00e4nda.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Men snart s\u00e5klart. Ofta kommer det f\u00f6rsta sn\u00f6fallet h\u00e4r i mitten p\u00e5 oktober. Sen \u00e4r helvetet \u00f6ver oss i form av vinter. Endast h\u00e5rt och koncentrerat l\u00e5tsasjobb kan r\u00e4dda ocoola gubbar under den tiden. Ja och bara med n\u00f6d och n\u00e4ppe.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Borde v\u00e4l g\u00f6ra klar de d\u00e4r tv\u00e5 l\u00e5tarna som ligger i musikdatorn och skr\u00e4par ocks\u00e5. Bara f\u00f6r &#8220;att&#8221;. F\u00f6r spela roll om de ligger kvar d\u00e4r eller \u00e5ker ut p\u00e5 str\u00f6mmande media g\u00f6r det verkligen inte. S\u00e5klart. S\u00e5 det kanske inte \u00e4r n\u00e5gon br\u00e5dska \u00e4nd\u00e5. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Lagar lite saker som andra kastat. Det \u00e4r s\u00e4llan stora fel p\u00e5 saker. Det \u00e4r som att ge sig iv\u00e4g ut i k\u00f6pladorna och shoppa loss. Men utan kostnaden. Fast mycket skrot blir det ju s\u00e5klart i hyllorna. Men \u00e4nnu finns det plats. Men s\u00e4nder en tanke till barn eller andra som en dag skall rensa h\u00e4r. 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