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Dags att st\u00e4nga butiken. Ja om den nu varit \u00f6ppen. Men det \u00e4r den inte. Har inte varit p\u00e5 ett tag. Men sl\u00e4cka lyset och g\u00e5 och l\u00e4gga sig kan man v\u00e4l i alla fall f\u00e5.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Intensiv dag. Fullt fl\u00f6de. Bortkopplad fr\u00e5n v\u00e4rlden. Utom d\u00e5 f\u00f6r n\u00e5gra v\u00e4rldsliga g\u00f6rom\u00e5l som m\u00e5ste ordnas. Tur att jag har dom. Annars for jag v\u00e4l iv\u00e4g till min l\u00e5tsasv\u00e4rld och kom aldrig tillbaks igen. Ja ingen skulle v\u00e4l iof sakna mig. Man kan allts\u00e5 inte ge folk den gl\u00e4djen. Stannar f\u00f6ljaktligen kvar. P\u00e5 ren och sk\u00e4r vr\u00e5nghet. Gubbar (gamla) ni vet.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ute regnar det ett s\u00e5dant d\u00e4r klibbigt h\u00f6stregn. G\u00e5r man i det till postl\u00e5dan s\u00e5 \u00e4r man genomsur innan man \u00e4r tillbaks. \u00c4r man ute i andra \u00e4renden kan man lika g\u00e4rna k\u00f6ra med kortbyxor. Konstigt nog ser man v\u00e4ldigt f\u00e5 i kortbyxor trotts relativt varmt v\u00e4der. Jod\u00e5 n\u00e5gra kufar har dom p\u00e5 hela vintern. De varmblodiga. En annan sorts m\u00e4nniskor. B\u00e4ttre vete tusan.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Aprop\u00e5 Sisyfos som en kamrat kommenterade om s\u00e5 \u00e4r bussf\u00f6raryrket kanske till och med n\u00e4rmare ett s\u00e5dant grekiskt gudsarbete \u00e4n mitt hugga i sten. N\u00e4r en busschauff\u00f6r \u00e4r framme s\u00e5 f\u00e5r han\/hon ju ofta v\u00e4nda och \u00e5ka tillbaks dit han\/hon kom ifr\u00e5n. Oftast dessutom g\u00f6ra det dag ut och dag in. Gudar dom d\u00e4r. Tror jag. Jag \u00e4r bara en vanlig stenhuggare.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fast mannen med kommentarerna kallas Ljusdals Dylan nu f\u00f6r tiden har jag h\u00f6rt. Snart blir det v\u00e4l priser och spel i radion \u00e5t det d\u00e4r h\u00e5llet. Ny l\u00e5t har han n\u00e4mligen ocks\u00e5 sl\u00e4ppt. Skr\u00e4mmande. Ja han har till och med l\u00e4rt sig att emaila ist\u00e4llet f\u00f6r att ringa. F\u00f6ryngringskur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men allts\u00e5. Min dag \u00e4r slut. De eviga kvarsittarna och deras l\u00e4rare skall f\u00e5 ha lokalerna f\u00f6r sig sj\u00e4lva under natten. I g\u00e5r gjorde man tydligen en utflykt ned till pannrummet rykte ur en sladd. J\u00e4vla fasoner. Borde stanna och klaga. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Hur skall man veta hur varmt duschvattnet blir efter s\u00e5dana nidingsd\u00e5d undrar den h\u00e4r ocoole gubben. B\u00e4ttring \u00f6nskas. Om det nu inte var en stor r\u00e5tta eller n\u00e5got annat som kl\u00e4ttrade in genom skorstenen. Ja tomten \u00e4r ju en m\u00f6jlighet det ocks\u00e5 s\u00e5klart. Han kanske tr\u00e4nar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men godnatt allts\u00e5.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Dags att st\u00e4nga butiken. Ja om den nu varit \u00f6ppen. Men det \u00e4r den inte. Har inte varit p\u00e5 ett tag. Men sl\u00e4cka lyset och g\u00e5 och l\u00e4gga sig kan man v\u00e4l i alla fall f\u00e5. Intensiv dag. Fullt fl\u00f6de. Bortkopplad fr\u00e5n v\u00e4rlden. Utom d\u00e5 f\u00f6r n\u00e5gra v\u00e4rldsliga g\u00f6rom\u00e5l som m\u00e5ste ordnas. 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