{"id":36322,"date":"2020-10-05T19:38:43","date_gmt":"2020-10-05T18:38:43","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=36322"},"modified":"2020-10-05T19:38:43","modified_gmt":"2020-10-05T18:38:43","slug":"hugger-i-sten","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=36322","title":{"rendered":"Hugger i sten"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"580\" height=\"870\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/10\/pexels-photo-2931270.jpeg?resize=580%2C870&#038;ssl=1\" alt=\"gray rock rough surface\" class=\"wp-image-36323\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/10\/pexels-photo-2931270.jpeg?w=867&amp;ssl=1 867w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/10\/pexels-photo-2931270.jpeg?resize=200%2C300&amp;ssl=1 200w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/10\/pexels-photo-2931270.jpeg?resize=683%2C1024&amp;ssl=1 683w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/10\/pexels-photo-2931270.jpeg?resize=768%2C1152&amp;ssl=1 768w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 580px) 100vw, 580px\" \/><figcaption>Photo by Adrien Olichon on <a href=\"https:\/\/www.pexels.com\/photo\/gray-rock-rough-surface-2931270\/\" rel=\"nofollow\">Pexels.com<\/a><\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ni vet. Man hittar det d\u00e4r stora bastanta svarta stenblocket. Men det man ser \u00e4r inte ett stenblock. Det \u00e4r n\u00e5got annat. Det som g\u00f6mmer sig d\u00e4ri. En David. En liten sj\u00f6jungfru. En vacker h\u00e4st p\u00e5 spr\u00e5ng med b\u00f6ljande man. Eller n\u00e5got annat. Litet. Stort. Ja och man b\u00f6rjar hugga och hugga och hugga i den d\u00e4r stenen. Man f\u00e5r s\u00e5klart ta det f\u00f6rsiktigt. Man vill inte hugga fel. Bit f\u00f6r bit. Dag ut och dag in. Man hugger. Alla de d\u00e4r runt omkring som inte ser det d\u00e4r som stenen inneh\u00e5ller, undrar s\u00e5klart vad man h\u00e5ller p\u00e5 med. Varf\u00f6r? Man suckar. Tycker galningen borde sp\u00e4rras in.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ibland lever den d\u00e4r visionen av det d\u00e4r som stenen inneh\u00e5ller. D\u00e5 \u00e4r det enkelt att hugga och hugga och hugga i sten. Andra dagar, de som fylls av tvekan, ja d\u00e5 \u00e4r det sv\u00e5rare. D\u00e5 \u00e4r det bara i sten man hugger och sten man avl\u00e4gsnar. Men man forts\u00e4tter. F\u00f6r n\u00e5gonstans l\u00e5ngt och avl\u00e4gset fast \u00e4nd\u00e5 inom en s\u00e5 lever fortfarande den d\u00e4r visionen om vad man vill uppn\u00e5 ocks\u00e5 de d\u00e4r dagarna. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Men dagar n\u00e4r man bara hugger, och hugger och hugger sten \u00e4r det l\u00e4tt att lyssna till de d\u00e4r r\u00f6sterna som pockande inbjuder f\u00f6r m\u00f6jligheten att v\u00e4lja en enklare,snabbare, mer s\u00e4ljbar v\u00e4g. Med dynamit g\u00e5r det fort. Tryckluftsdriven borr det \u00e4r grejen. Formsprutad plast ist\u00e4llet f\u00f6r sten. Ge efter, ge folket vad folket vill ha. D\u00e4r finns pengarna. Skit i visionerna. De tar bara tid och energi och blir till f\u00f6rspillt liv. Ingen ber om visioner. Vill n\u00e5gon ens ha det vision\u00e4rt skapade? De de int ebett om. Inte visste fanns.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Men man hugger och hugger och hugger p\u00e5. N\u00e4r man nu \u00e4nd\u00e5 har b\u00f6rjat hugga, och hugga och hugga. I regn och i rusk. I den mest kr\u00e4vande v\u00e4rmen som f\u00e5r kroppens v\u00e4tskor att flykta, i den d\u00e4r kylan som f\u00e5r blodet att sakta ned till n\u00e4ra stillast\u00e5ende. P\u00e5 helgen. Till vardags. Du blir ett med din stens inneh\u00e5ll. D\u00e4rf\u00f6r att du m\u00e5ste bli ett med den f\u00f6r att orka hugga ett slag till, och ett till och ett till. Hugg, hugg, hugg&#8230; <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Vi som hugger kallar oss bara l\u00e5tsasjobbare. Inget mer. Inget mindre. Bel\u00f6ningen \u00e4r resultatet. Eller v\u00e4gen. Ja det \u00e4r nog v\u00e4gen. Vad vore man liksom utan det d\u00e4r huggandet, och huggandet och huggandet. Ingenting. Ett visionsl\u00f6st f\u00e5r i flocken. Framdriven \u00f6ver kullarna av marknadens vallhundar. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Ni vet. Man hittar det d\u00e4r stora bastanta svarta stenblocket. Men det man ser \u00e4r inte ett stenblock. Det \u00e4r n\u00e5got annat. Det som g\u00f6mmer sig d\u00e4ri. En David. En liten sj\u00f6jungfru. En vacker h\u00e4st p\u00e5 spr\u00e5ng med b\u00f6ljande man. Eller n\u00e5got annat. Litet. Stort. 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