{"id":36113,"date":"2020-09-11T17:42:24","date_gmt":"2020-09-11T16:42:24","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=36113"},"modified":"2020-09-11T17:42:24","modified_gmt":"2020-09-11T16:42:24","slug":"dasa-4","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=36113","title":{"rendered":"D\u00e5s\u00e5"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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H\u00e4lsingska bl\u00e5nande berg l\u00e5ngt bort i fj\u00e4rran. Men h\u00e4r havet. Ursprunget. Dit man sugs.<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n

F\u00e5r iv\u00e4g en release. H\u00e5ller egentligen p\u00e5 med annat. T\u00e4nkte v\u00e4l att det h\u00e4r skulle g\u00e5 p\u00e5 en timme eller tv\u00e5. Men s\u00e5 hittar man det ena. Och s\u00e5 hittar man det andra. Sen kr\u00e5nglar det lite d\u00e4r. Och kr\u00e5nglar lite h\u00e4r. Ja och sen har en hel dag bara f\u00f6rsvunnit iv\u00e4g och man inser att man inte kommer hinna ett dugg av det d\u00e4r man hade t\u00e4nkt sig att g\u00f6ra.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Lite frustrerande s\u00e5klart. Men att f\u00e5 iv\u00e4g en release \u00e4r v\u00e4l som att f\u00f6da barn. Alla kvinnor protesterar ju s\u00e5klart nu uppr\u00f6rt st\u00e5endende och mig jagandes. Men likv\u00e4l, ut pluppar n\u00e5got som liknar ett barn (japp \u00e4lskat, lite kladdigt) och man sl\u00e4nger ut det d\u00e4r utpluppade ut i v\u00e4rlden d\u00e4r det skall klara sig sj\u00e4lv. F\u00f6rskole\u00e5lder och skol\u00e5lder \u00e4r alfa och beta h\u00e4r. En oro f\u00f6ljer med allt det d\u00e4r. Svett och m\u00f6da ocks\u00e5. Oftast inte sm\u00e4rta. Men det sm\u00e4rtar \u00e4nd\u00e5 ibland. S\u00e5 f\u00f6dsel. Man hoppas p\u00e5 det b\u00e4sta. Sl\u00e5 mig inte f\u00f6r liknelsen. Jag vill bara f\u00f6rklara hur det k\u00e4nns.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fast nu f\u00f6r tiden h\u00e4nder inte s\u00e5 mycket n\u00e4r jag g\u00f6r releaser. Det blir som vilken annan dag som helst. F\u00f6r n\u00e5gra \u00e5r sedan kunde man i alla fall v\u00e4nta sig en m\u00e4ngd fr\u00e5gor. Inte det heller nu. Det \u00e4r ganska lika det d\u00e4r att sl\u00e4ppa en ny l\u00e5t allts\u00e5. Men det \u00e4r v\u00e4l s\u00e5d\u00e4r att bli gammal. Man finns egentligen inte. Och de g\u00e5nger man f\u00f6rs\u00f6ker visa att man finns med de minsta sm\u00e5 medel (som med en l\u00e5t eller en release), p\u00e5minns man brutalt om att, nope det g\u00f6r man inte.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men det \u00e4r OK. Jag blir bara lite bitter…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u00e4d\u00e5. Jag \u00e4lskar det h\u00e4r. Det skulle inte g\u00e5 att h\u00e5lla p\u00e5 om jag inte gjorde det.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Liksom<\/strong>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fast nu \u00e4r det snart rast och vila d\u00e5. Fredagar \u00e4ro heliga h\u00e4r i huset. Inte s\u00e5 att de innefattar en massa religi\u00f6st trams. Nej. Gr\u00f6na IKEA soffa, lite god mat och sen en film kanske. Om jag allts\u00e5 inte somnar av ren utmattning innan jag hinner s\u00e4tta mig in i den d\u00e5. Det \u00e4r nog \u00e4nd\u00e5 det vanligaste fredagsscenariet. Jag somnandes. \u00c5tminstone en stund. Piggar p\u00e5 mig oftast. Till slut. S\u00e5 att jag orkar g\u00e5 och l\u00e4gga mig.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fast en bra vecka h\u00e4r. Jag borde ha tagit l\u00e5nga skogspromenader ocks\u00e5. Men s\u00e5 blev det inte. Skall f\u00f6rs\u00f6ka b\u00e4ttra mig p\u00e5 den punkten under n\u00e4sta vecka. Att vilja b\u00e4ttra sig \u00e4r halva f\u00f6rb\u00e4ttringen<\/em>. Jod\u00e5.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Man f\u00e5r minnas Anna Lind idag s\u00e5klart. Mycket hade nog varit annorlunda om hon f\u00e5tt jobba vidare. Vackra ord som solidaritet<\/em> har Socialdemokraterna gl\u00f6mt betydelsen av sen dess. Det vill jag tor att Anna inte hade l\u00e5tit ske. Solidaritet, ja ett av de vackraste orden, men ett ord som m\u00e5ste f\u00f6ljas av handling inte bl\u00e5sas ut som en syre fattig utandning. Men ist\u00e4llet f\u00f6r att klaga skall man s\u00e5klart engagera sig politiskt. Men jag skulle avlida i den v\u00e4rlden. Avst\u00e5r allts\u00e5. Och ja, jag kan hata \u00e5sikter, men inte m\u00e4nniskor.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ha nu en bra helg du som l\u00e4ser det h\u00e4r. Det f\u00f6rtj\u00e4nar du just d\u00e4rf\u00f6r. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

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F\u00e5r iv\u00e4g en release. H\u00e5ller egentligen p\u00e5 med annat. T\u00e4nkte v\u00e4l att det h\u00e4r skulle g\u00e5 p\u00e5 en timme eller tv\u00e5. Men s\u00e5 hittar man det ena. Och s\u00e5 hittar man det andra. Sen kr\u00e5nglar det lite d\u00e4r. Och kr\u00e5nglar lite h\u00e4r. Ja och sen har en hel dag bara f\u00f6rsvunnit iv\u00e4g och man inser […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_feature_clip_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2},"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[24],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-36113","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-betraktelser"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":15065,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=15065","url_meta":{"origin":36113,"position":0},"title":"Promenad i skogen","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2014-10-08","format":false,"excerpt":"Vi har kommit ig\u00e5ng med att g\u00e5 igen. 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