{"id":36043,"date":"2020-09-07T22:18:29","date_gmt":"2020-09-07T21:18:29","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=36043"},"modified":"2020-09-07T22:18:29","modified_gmt":"2020-09-07T21:18:29","slug":"hotet-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=36043","title":{"rendered":"Hotet"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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Det ligger ett f\u00e5gelhuvud utanf\u00f6r bron n\u00e4r jag kommer ut p\u00e5 morgonen. N\u00e5gon Losbaserad familjeklan som lagt den d\u00e4r som varning t\u00e4nker man. Ryggar tillbaks. Spanar efter m\u00e4n i gr\u00f6n mundering, orange hatt och \u00e4lgstudsare. Men ser ingen s\u00e5dan. G\u00e5r allts\u00e5 genast in och l\u00e5ser d\u00f6rrar och f\u00f6nster. Ja det g\u00f6r jag. Livr\u00e4dd. Darrar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kan s\u00e5klart ha varit katten ocks\u00e5. En av dom. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men klanerna h\u00e4r i skogen \u00e4r inte att leka med dom heller allts\u00e5. Fejder p\u00e5g\u00e5r som h\u00e5ller p\u00e5 \u00e5r ut och \u00e5r in, generation efter generation. S\u00e5 l\u00e4nge h\u00e5ller de p\u00e5 att till slut vet arvtagarna till fejden inte vad sj\u00e4lva br\u00e5ket en g\u00e5ng ens handlade om. Man forts\u00e4tter att hata av gammal vana helt enkelt.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ligger det ett avhugget \u00e4lghuvud utanf\u00f6r bron imorgon s\u00e5 vet jag. Hittills har ingen av katterna f\u00e4lt en \u00e4lg. \u00c4n mindre \u00e4tit upp en.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Jag \u00e4gnar st\u00f6rre dagen \u00e5t mitt h\u00e5l. Det kittlar i magen. Men till slut s\u00e5 \u00e4r det d\u00e4r. N\u00e5ja, lite st\u00f6rre skall det bli. Det skall finnas plats f\u00f6r bruk runt stosen. Men sen s\u00e5 blir det murning. Sen t\u00e4tning och dom fr\u00e5n tillkallad sotare.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kv\u00e4llen \u00e4gnas \u00e5t kodande. Fram till nu n\u00e5gonstans n\u00e4r regnet tilltar d\u00e4r ute och jag, den kodande, b\u00f6rjar k\u00e4nna av en dags h\u00e5rdborrande i tegelmur. Jo, fysiskt jobb tr\u00f6ttar p\u00e5 annat s\u00e4tt \u00e4n det d\u00e4r andra man h\u00e5ller p\u00e5 med. H\u00f6ll p\u00e5 skriva “det intellektuella” men nu \u00e4r ju jag , jag, s\u00e5 det k\u00e4ndes helt fel att ta det d\u00e4r laddade ordet i min mun. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Hittills ingen inmurad f\u00f6re detta skolelev hittats i skorstenen. Inte en benflisa ens. Annars var det v\u00e4l just h\u00e4r i en blindg\u00e5ng d\u00e4r det kunde ha funnits en chans. Fast om sanningen skall fram har jag inte unders\u00f6kt s\u00e5 noga. Visst vill man inte veta. Beh\u00f6ver man g\u00f6ra sig av med en kropp s\u00e5 \u00e4r det f\u00f6r \u00f6vrigt ett bra l\u00e4ge nu. Innan jag murar igen allts\u00e5. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fast nu, nu n\u00e4r Ulf “gn\u00e4llfarfar” Lundell sl\u00e4pps sin grepp om mig s\u00e5 tror jag att man v\u00e5gar g\u00e5 upp och l\u00e4gga sig redan vi denna tidiga timme. Man blir liksom inte lika utschasad av det jag l\u00e4ser just nu. Fast i natt dr\u00f6mde jag att ryssen hade invaderat Los. Ja, bara Los. K. jobbad av n\u00e5gon anledning p\u00e5 gruvan och jag f\u00f6rs\u00f6kte hitta henne d\u00e4r uppe (hon skulle allts\u00e5 r\u00e4ddas undan Ryssen) men p\u00e5 Willmars bagarbod fattade de inget av det d\u00e4r. Var bara tr\u00f6gt of\u00f6rst\u00e5ende. S\u00e5 jag fastnade d\u00e4r av oklar anledning. Dr\u00f6mmar \u00c4R konstiga. Fr\u00e5gan \u00e4r varf\u00f6r? Man skulle kunnat anv\u00e4nda ett liv \u00e5t att ta reda p\u00e5 s\u00e5dant ocks\u00e5.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men nu s\u00e5. Upp\u00e5t, upp\u00e5t, med f\u00f6rhoppning om en ny och bra dag som levandes imorgon h\u00e4r nere och i v\u00e4rlden igen.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Livet \u00e4r gott!<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Det ligger ett f\u00e5gelhuvud utanf\u00f6r bron n\u00e4r jag kommer ut p\u00e5 morgonen. N\u00e5gon Losbaserad familjeklan som lagt den d\u00e4r som varning t\u00e4nker man. Ryggar tillbaks. Spanar efter m\u00e4n i gr\u00f6n mundering, orange hatt och \u00e4lgstudsare. Men ser ingen s\u00e5dan. G\u00e5r allts\u00e5 genast in och l\u00e5ser d\u00f6rrar och f\u00f6nster. Ja det g\u00f6r jag. Livr\u00e4dd. Darrar. 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