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Det b\u00f6rjar r\u00f6ra p\u00e5 sig i v\u00e4rlden igen. Tyskland, Belgien, Norge, USA, Australien, Sydkorea. Dagens virtuella m\u00f6ten. F\u00e4rre \u00e4n en normal dag visserligen. Likafullt k\u00e4nner jag fortfarande en stor fascination \u00f6ver dessa kontakter. De flesta blir bara en snabb fr\u00e5ga, en kommentar eller n\u00e5got som passera iv\u00e4g och ut och iv\u00e4g p\u00e5 n\u00e5gra minuter eller en timme eller en dag. Annat skapar livsl\u00e5nga bekantskaper. De \u00e4r allts\u00e5 halva n\u00f6jet, kontakterna, liksom<\/strong>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Annars knappar jag p\u00e5. Tid g\u00e5r. Och det \u00e4r v\u00e4l d\u00e4r syftet ligger med liv. Att man l\u00e5ter tiden g\u00e5 och fyller den med n\u00e5got man tycker \u00e4r meningsfyllt. Jag tycker allts\u00e5 att det jag g\u00f6r \u00e4r meningsfullt. Det finns d\u00e4remot ingen annan som tycker det p\u00e5 den h\u00f6r kullen. M\u00e5ttstocken \u00e4r \u00e4nd\u00e5 pengar f\u00f6r m\u00e4tandet av framg\u00e5ng. Jag drar inte hem m\u00e5nga s\u00e5dana. Just nu. Men har jag gjort det? Kanske. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sen tycks ju det h\u00e4r livet vara s\u00e5 njutbart att alla vill byta. Fast som vanligt skall man ha g\u00e5tt n\u00e5gra mil i n\u00e5gons skor innan man \u00f6nskar n\u00e5got s\u00e5dant. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

K l\u00e4mnar prover till Folkh\u00e4lsomyndigheten idag. F\u00f6rsvarsmakten h\u00e4mtar. Det \u00e4r milit\u00e4riska procedurer n\u00e4r prover skall l\u00e4mnas \u00f6ver. Men ocks\u00e5 denna g\u00e5ng hade jag f\u00f6rv\u00e4ntat mig en mullrande helikopter eller en oljer\u00f6ksspyende stridsvagn som fordon inte en helt vanlig silverf\u00e4rgad k\u00e4rra av ok\u00e4nt m\u00e4rke.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Broder skickar \u00f6ver lite gammelsl\u00e4ktinfo. T\u00f6rns-Hansarna har l\u00e4mnat sp\u00e5r efter sig i Ovan\u00e5ker. Lite roligt att se \u00e4r det \u00e4nd\u00e5. Att cirklar sluts p\u00e5 ett n\u00e4stan magiskt s\u00e4tt \u00e4r onekligen en upplevelse. En kusins barn k\u00f6per ett hus. En f\u00f6rfader byggde det. Visste inte om alls. Det finns mycket s\u00e5dant. Massor. Som att vi numera sitter h\u00e4r i Los d\u00e4r farfar kom ifr\u00e5n. Det visste ingen. Det fanns ingen naturlig koppling kvar hit. Slump bara. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Jag f\u00f6rs\u00f6ker inte ens f\u00f6rst\u00e5 det d\u00e4r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men l\u00e4ggdags h\u00e4r. Blev inte m\u00e5nga timmars s\u00f6mn inatt. Misstaget var att dricka kaffe p\u00e5 kv\u00e4llen. Ibland g\u00e5r det. Men oftast inte. Man f\u00e5r ligga d\u00e4r. V\u00e4nta p\u00e5 morgonen. Ta tag i nacken vid sjutiden och ta sig upp \u00e4nd\u00e5. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men tr\u00f6tt nu allts\u00e5. Ger mig d\u00e4rf\u00f6r. Sover en stund f\u00f6r freden och friheten.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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De flesta blir bara en snabb fr\u00e5ga, en kommentar eller n\u00e5got som passera iv\u00e4g och ut och iv\u00e4g p\u00e5 n\u00e5gra minuter eller […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_crdt_document":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[24],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-35919","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-betraktelser"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":25175,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=25175","url_meta":{"origin":35919,"position":0},"title":"Ogirigt","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2017-08-29","format":false,"excerpt":"Det \u00e4r alltid sv\u00e5rt med relationer och m\u00e4nniskor.\u00a0 S\u00e5 n\u00e4r Wikipedia vill ha l\u00e4nkar till licenserna f\u00f6r grafiken i VSCP logon s\u00e5 kontaktar jag Tim i Danmark som jag en g\u00e5ng k\u00f6pt det \"tjocka biet\" av f\u00f6r att anv\u00e4ndas icke-kommersiellt. 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