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Morgon. Sommar i luften. Tar en macka med Vegiar p\u00e5. Lyx h\u00e4r en vardag. Hoppfull. Dagen b\u00f6rjar bra. Jag uts\u00f6vd. Trotts Ulf Lundells oro d\u00e4r i \u00d6sterlen – i de ensamma m\u00e4nnens paradis – som tar mig in i natten. Eller kanske just p\u00e5 grund av den.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Borstar t\u00e4nder. De som \u00e4r kvar verkar sitta kvar ocks\u00e5 idag. Det finns behov av \u00f6versyn d\u00e4r. Men den f\u00e5r v\u00e4nta tills efter n\u00e4sta \u00e5r. Jag g\u00e5r \u00e4nd\u00e5 i v\u00e4ntans tider.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ser att kattl\u00e5dan beh\u00f6ver bytas. Dagen faller v\u00e4l n\u00e5got d\u00e4r. Den \u00e4r inget som tilltalar n\u00e5got av en m\u00e4nniskas sinnen. B\u00e4st \u00e4r att ta tag i det innan duschning och tvagning. D\u00e5 f\u00f6rf\u00f6ljer den inte med en, en hel dagen. S\u00e5 det g\u00f6r jag. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ute fuktigt. Augustifuktigt. Frasse, gammelkatten, har lagt sig tillr\u00e4tta bakom bilen. D\u00e4r sover han sedan som en d\u00f6d mest hela dagen. Mer \u00e4n en g\u00e5ng har jag varit fram till honom i tron att han verkligen g\u00e5tt vidare till andra v\u00e4rldar. Men han \u00f6verraskar alltid. Pigg men skraltig. 92-\u00e5ringen.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kattl\u00e5da i kompost. N\u00e5got skall vi ha tillbaks fr\u00e5n inhandlad kattmat. Blandar ut jorden v\u00e4l. Den som hamnar i krukor och pottar om ett \u00e5r eller tv\u00e5. Det g\u00e5r runt. Cirkulerar. Kattl\u00e5dst\u00f6mmning \u00e4r allts\u00e5 inte helt meningsl\u00f6st. Duschar man p\u00e5 det s\u00e5 sk\u00f6ljer man ocks\u00e5 av sig minnet av en l\u00e5da skit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tisdag. En bra dag. Man \u00e4r uppv\u00e4rmd efter en tvekande m\u00e5ndag och det \u00e4r tillr\u00e4ckligt mycket vecka kvar fortfarande f\u00f6r att man skall tro att det finns saker man skall hinna med innan helgen. P\u00e5 onsdag kryper redan d\u00e5 den h\u00e4r paniken sakta \u00f6ver en. “Sn\u00e4lla inte helg redan, jag skall bara…”<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Idag skulle d\u00e5 “Busl\u00e5t till Backa-Jan<\/em>” sl\u00e4ppts men den verkar inte ha passerat genom alla Spotifys filter \u00e4nnu. Tveksamt om v\u00e4rlden bryr sig eller ens noterar den f\u00f6rseningen s\u00e5klart. Mig ber\u00f6r det ocks\u00e5 f\u00f6ga. Min process och gl\u00e4dje \u00e4r i snickeriet, det jag kallar “studion” lite ambiti\u00f6st.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fast jag har v\u00e4l ungef\u00e4r lika m\u00e5nga lyssnare d\u00e4r p\u00e5 Spotify som alla andra lokaltidningens stj\u00e4rnor. Det \u00e4r lite d\u00e4r som med Luciaval. Skall man bli lucia s\u00e5 skall man ha stor sl\u00e4kt eller i alla fall m\u00e5nga v\u00e4nner. Fast nu f\u00f6r tiden har ju till och med luciavalet moderniserats. Det lottas. Antagligen den sista d\u00f6dsryckningen f\u00f6r allt det d\u00e4r. \u00c4NTLIGEN!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Man kan s\u00e5klart undra varf\u00f6r man l\u00e4gger ut musiken p\u00e5 Spotify. Pl\u00e5gar sig. Fl\u00e4ker ut sig. Men det \u00e4r v\u00e4l den d\u00e4r lille inom en som vill bli bekr\u00e4ftad. Fast det blir man ju aldrig. Den bekr\u00e4ftelsen \u00e4r f\u00f6runnad n\u00e5gra f\u00e5. Blir man bekr\u00e4ftad s\u00e5 tror man \u00e4nd\u00e5 inte p\u00e5 de goda orden. Jo suger i sig g\u00f6r man. Som en uttorkad alkoholist. Javisst. Men godord bleknar fort. Till slut \u00e4r det bara de d\u00e4r negativa kommentarerna som sitter kvar. Sitter d\u00e4r som en tagg och varar sig mer och mer f\u00f6r varje \u00e5r som g\u00e5r. Tilltar i styrka f\u00f6r varje dag som g\u00e5r. “Du duger inte”.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00c4nd\u00e5 \u00e4r det ju gott att leva. Man f\u00e5r vara tacksam \u00f6ver f\u00f6rn\u00f6jsamheten. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Morgon. Sommar i luften. Tar en macka med Vegiar p\u00e5. Lyx h\u00e4r en vardag. Hoppfull. Dagen b\u00f6rjar bra. Jag uts\u00f6vd. Trotts Ulf Lundells oro d\u00e4r i \u00d6sterlen – i de ensamma m\u00e4nnens paradis – som tar mig in i natten. Eller kanske just p\u00e5 grund av den. Borstar t\u00e4nder. 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