{"id":35787,"date":"2020-08-16T19:49:42","date_gmt":"2020-08-16T18:49:42","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=35787"},"modified":"2020-08-16T19:51:05","modified_gmt":"2020-08-16T18:51:05","slug":"japp-helt-klart-sa","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=35787","title":{"rendered":"Japp, helt klart s\u00e5"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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Vacker. Nej jag har nog aldrig k\u00e4nt mig vacker. Realisten i mig \u00e4r f\u00f6r stark (\u00e5tminstone i det fallet). Kanske \u00e4r det just d\u00e4rf\u00f6r jag har lagt in en st\u00e5ende \u00f6nskan hos han\/hon\/det\/gud om att f\u00e5 bli fj\u00e4ril i mitt n\u00e4sta liv. Om det finns s\u00e5dana. Om man f\u00e5r fler chanser. Chans att b\u00e4ttra sig. Ja och m\u00f6jlighet att \u00f6nska. Ja och n\u00e5gon att \u00f6nska hos.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u00e4r jag vattnar kryddlandet. En Silverstreckad p\u00e4rlemorfj\u00e4ril (enligt Google bilds\u00f6k) landar d\u00e4r bland kryddorna . Min storebror J. skriker s\u00e4kert rakt ut \u00f6ver den klassificeringen. Kan s\u00e5dant d\u00e4r. Om det nu \u00e4r en annan sort. Teckningen st\u00e4mmer inte riktig s\u00e5 det finns n\u00e4mligen tecken p\u00e5 att Google har fel.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fast vacker<\/em> f\u00e5r r\u00e4cka f\u00f6r mig. Det verkar den dessutom tycka sj\u00e4lv f\u00f6r den visar verkligen upp sig d\u00e4r i sommarkv\u00e4llen. Ja och jag uppskattar s\u00e5klart det hela. \u00c4r \u00e4n mer s\u00e4ker p\u00e5 att det \u00c4R just fj\u00e4ril jag skall bli i mitt n\u00e4sta liv. \u00c4nnu mer n\u00e4r den dansar iv\u00e4g till en annan v\u00e4xt. Dansare, ja, fascination d\u00e4r med. Jag skall dansa f\u00f6r allt vad vingarna duger till som fj\u00e4ril i mitt fj\u00e4rilsliv. Ja som larv ocks\u00e5. Larvdans. Ja, hela metamorfosen skall g\u00e5 som en dans. S\u00e4g ordet h\u00f6gt f\u00f6r dig sj\u00e4lv. Bara det ordet r\u00e4cker ju f\u00f6r att man skall \u00f6nska att man aldrig blev f\u00f6dd till m\u00e4nniska. Vi mognar p\u00e5 sin h\u00f6jd. De flesta inte ens det. Inga metamorfoser d\u00e4r inte.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Hur som helst lyfter jag av det d\u00e4r m\u00f6tet. Som alltid n\u00e4r man m\u00f6ter det vackra. Det intelligenta. Det kluriga.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

F\u00f6rresten. Trollsl\u00e4nda. Ingen d\u00e5lig varelse det heller. Kan definitivt ha det som andraalternativ. Trollsl\u00e4ndor som flyger omkring h\u00e4r bland oss m\u00e4nniskor och minns n\u00e4r de fl\u00f6g omkring p\u00e5 samma s\u00e4tt och det var dinosaurier som gick omkring h\u00e4r p\u00e5 jorden. Det minnet vill man s\u00e5klart uppleva. Ett tv\u00e5hundratusen\u00e5rigt m\u00e4nniskosl\u00e4kte har inget att h\u00e4mta i j\u00e4mf\u00f6relse.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Japp, fj\u00e4ril eller trollsl\u00e4nda. I det senare fallet g\u00e4rna i skimrande bl\u00e5 eller gr\u00f6n metallic. I det f\u00f6rsta fallet definitivt gul. \u00c4lskar det gula. Tror visst det \u00e4r galenskapens f\u00e4rg. Passar mig troligen.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

T\u00e4nk f\u00f6rresten om den h\u00e4r fj\u00e4rilen jag m\u00f6ter var en m\u00e4nniska i sitt f\u00f6rra liv. D\u00e5 kan och m\u00e5ste man s\u00e5klart undra vem? Men den kunde s\u00e5klart lika v\u00e4l ha varit en giraff. S\u00e5 ingen ide att fundera mer p\u00e5 det. Jag k\u00e4nner ingen giraff personligen. \u00c4nnu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Liksom<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men min vecka b\u00f6rjar nu. L\u00e5tsasvecka visserligen. Men \u00e4nd\u00e5. R\u00e4knar kallt med att det blir en synnerligen bra vecka. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u00e5-det-s\u00e5.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Vacker. Nej jag har nog aldrig k\u00e4nt mig vacker. Realisten i mig \u00e4r f\u00f6r stark (\u00e5tminstone i det fallet). Kanske \u00e4r det just d\u00e4rf\u00f6r jag har lagt in en st\u00e5ende \u00f6nskan hos han\/hon\/det\/gud om att f\u00e5 bli fj\u00e4ril i mitt n\u00e4sta liv. Om det finns s\u00e5dana. Om man f\u00e5r fler chanser. Chans att b\u00e4ttra sig. 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