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V\u00e4gen b\u00e4r till skogs. Lagom tidigt. Det \u00e4r l\u00f6rdag. Man vill ta det lugnt en stund f\u00f6rst. IKEA soffa. Gr\u00f6n. Halvsova. Dricka te. Men nu allts\u00e5 ut i friheten. Fast tappar gl\u00e4djen \u00f6ver tystnad, milsvid mark och skattkammarskogar redan innan vi l\u00e4mnar Los. Det kan inte hj\u00e4lpas. Allt \u00e4r p\u00e5 l\u00e5tsas. Det bl\u00e5 tar mig. Hela mig. Det finns inget kvar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men \u00e4nd\u00e5. Tar en ny v\u00e4g till smultronst\u00e4llet Kl\u00f6verh\u00e4ll. Alltid lite sp\u00e4nnande. Man kan hamna var som helst. Men hittar inte riktigt. Bara n\u00e4stan. V\u00e4nder. Tar den gamla v\u00e4gen. L\u00e5ngt. Bilen kr\u00e5nglar. Hj\u00e4rtat upp i halsgropen. Vi pratar l\u00e5ngt ut i skogen utan t\u00e4ckning och m\u00e4nniskor. Tar oss knappt upp f\u00f6r backarna. Men puttrar p\u00e5. K\u00e4mpar. Gasar. Hostar. Gurglar. Instrumentpanellamsblinkar. St\u00e4nger av. Startar. Det l\u00f6ser sig. M\u00e5ste byta den d\u00e4r trasiga avgassensorn. R\u00e4ddad \u00e4nnu en g\u00e5ng av en reset. Hurra f\u00f6r alla RESET’s. Men lika tr\u00f6tt, idag som ig\u00e5r – som alltid – p\u00e5 gamla bilar och avsaknad av s\u00e4kerhetsn\u00e4t. F\u00f6r vem ringer man med sj\u00e4lvklarhet n\u00e4r bilen kr\u00e5nglar och man st\u00e5r d\u00e4r lika handfallen och fattig som varje g\u00e5ng f\u00f6re? <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men Kl\u00f6verh\u00e4ll \u00e4r vackert. En fin plats. Ett smultronst\u00e4lle som verkligen kan rekommenderas. Kaffe. En pizzabit fr\u00e5n ig\u00e5r. Sockerkaka. Sen njuta av Voxnans str\u00f6mmar som forsar fram d\u00e4r \u00f6ver h\u00e4llarna. Fast helt och h\u00e5llet g\u00e5r det inte att ta in idag s\u00e5 allts\u00e5. Oro – “skall vi komma hem” – ramlar runt i huvudet. Krackelerar och r\u00f6r upp d\u00e4r det nu borde finnas j\u00e4mvikt och lugn.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Jag tar stigen \u00e5t andra h\u00e5llet mot v\u00e4gen vi \u00e5kte f\u00f6rst. Vill veta var man tar sig in fr\u00e5n det h\u00e5llet s\u00e5 vi vet n\u00e4sta g\u00e5ng vi far d\u00e4r. Ett stup. En magnifik arbetad stentrapp med r\u00e4cke \u00e4r bygd d\u00e4r upp f\u00f6r stupet. Det m\u00e5ste varit ett j\u00e4kla jobb. Precis som h\u00e4ngbron nere vid forsen. Man undrar vem som \u00e5stadkommit allt detta. Vill dela ut priser, appl\u00e5dera och klappa ryggar i tacksamhet och BRAVO. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

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H\u00e4ngbron har b\u00f6rjat f\u00f6rfalla. Man borde allts\u00e5 ta sitt ansvar och fixa. B\u00e4ra ut n\u00e5gra br\u00e4dor, byta ut och spika fast. Man kan inte bara f\u00f6rlita sig p\u00e5 att andra alltid skall ordna saker. Men nu f\u00f6r tiden kan man kanske inte bygga s\u00e5dant h\u00e4r utan att ocks\u00e5 ha ansvar f\u00f6r allt som kan h\u00e4nda och inte h\u00e4nda. Det \u00e4r alltid n\u00e5gons fel idag n\u00e4r det h\u00e4nder en olycka. Oturen och den egna klumpigheten \u00e4r bortsorterad hos s\u00e5 m\u00e5nga s\u00e5 att de har blivit en fara f\u00f6r ett fungerande samh\u00e4lle. Dit tar jag \u00e4nnu inte kommit. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Den lila kilen man ser p\u00e5 kartan \u00e4r Dalarna. Resten \u00e4r H\u00e4lsingland (G\u00e4vleborg). Bron \u00e4r allts\u00e5 flyktv\u00e4gen \u00f6ver till Dalarna n\u00e4r man tr\u00f6ttnat p\u00e5 H\u00e4lsingland. Det \u00e4r s\u00e5ledes av h\u00f6g vikt att den bevaras \u00e4ven f\u00f6r framtiden. Man vet aldrig n\u00e4r den flyktv\u00e4gen m\u00e5ste tas i anspr\u00e5k. S\u00e5h\u00e4r ser den ut om man backar upp lite.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Man undrar stillsamt vad som fick gr\u00e4nsritarna att rita in den d\u00e4r kilen. Man ser likadana kilar \u00e5t J\u00e4mtlandsh\u00e5llet ocks\u00e5. N\u00e5gon tanke har det s\u00e5klart funnits med dem. Oklar \u00e4r den tanken fortfarande f\u00f6r mig.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Vi bes\u00f6ker v\u00e5ra bl\u00e5b\u00e4rst\u00e4llen och kantarellst\u00e4llen i grannskapet ocks\u00e5 p\u00e5 v\u00e5r resa. Det \u00e4r fler bl\u00e5b\u00e4r \u00e4n kantareller men eftersom vi ser noll stycken kantareller s\u00e5 \u00e4r inte heller bl\u00e5b\u00e4rstillg\u00e5ngen att skryta med. N\u00e5gra \u00e4tb\u00e4r blir det. Inte mer. Alla s\u00e4ger att det \u00e4r fullt med b\u00e4r i skogen. Dock g\u00e4ller det tydligen inte p\u00e5 de st\u00e4llen d\u00e4r vi befinner oss idag. Men skam den som ger sig. Det kan komma fler dagar. Fler f\u00f6rs\u00f6k.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

F\u00f6rundras \u00f6ver att man inte l\u00e4ngre reagerar mer \u00e4n man g\u00f6r \u00f6ver en stor bj\u00f6rnskit p\u00e5 v\u00e4gen n\u00e4r vi \u00e5ker hem. Bl\u00e5b\u00e4r finns det, det ser man d\u00e4r. Men i allt annat s\u00e5 har en bj\u00f6rn och de sp\u00e5r den l\u00e4mnar efter sig blivit vardagsmat idag. Dom har blivit lite som bergen. Man vet att de finns d\u00e4r men f\u00f6rundras inte lika mycket som man en g\u00e5ng gjorde och borde \u00f6ver det m\u00e4ktiga och storslagna.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u00e5 hemma. Tr\u00f6tt. Tjugofem grader. 60% fuktighet. Tryck 114 hPa. N\u00e5ja tr\u00f6tt. Man piggnar inte p\u00e5 sig av de d\u00e4r siffrorna. Men sannolikt kan man sova med \u00f6ppet f\u00f6nster i natt ocks\u00e5. \u00c5rstidens storhet finns just i det. Det stora finn i det lilla. Varje g\u00e5ng och alltid.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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V\u00e4gen b\u00e4r till skogs. Lagom tidigt. Det \u00e4r l\u00f6rdag. Man vill ta det lugnt en stund f\u00f6rst. IKEA soffa. Gr\u00f6n. Halvsova. Dricka te. Men nu allts\u00e5 ut i friheten. Fast tappar gl\u00e4djen \u00f6ver tystnad, milsvid mark och skattkammarskogar redan innan vi l\u00e4mnar Los. Det kan inte hj\u00e4lpas. Allt \u00e4r p\u00e5 l\u00e5tsas. Det bl\u00e5 tar mig. 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