{"id":35774,"date":"2020-08-14T21:16:59","date_gmt":"2020-08-14T20:16:59","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=35774"},"modified":"2020-08-14T21:16:59","modified_gmt":"2020-08-14T20:16:59","slug":"nu-8","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=35774","title":{"rendered":"Nu"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"580\" height=\"409\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/08\/IMG_20200807_111514.jpg?resize=580%2C409&#038;ssl=1\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-35775\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/08\/IMG_20200807_111514.jpg?w=1197&amp;ssl=1 1197w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/08\/IMG_20200807_111514.jpg?resize=300%2C212&amp;ssl=1 300w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/08\/IMG_20200807_111514.jpg?resize=1024%2C722&amp;ssl=1 1024w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/08\/IMG_20200807_111514.jpg?resize=768%2C542&amp;ssl=1 768w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 580px) 100vw, 580px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Man undrar ibland. \u00d6ver liv. Hur det blev. Varf\u00f6r. V\u00e4gen fram\u00e5t. Fredagsfunderingar. Men man vandrar p\u00e5. Som man g\u00f6r. Hela v\u00e4gen som jag lovade en g\u00e5ng. Imorgon b\u00e4r. S\u00e5 m\u00e5nga som det g\u00e5r att hitta. Hittar man inga b\u00e4r f\u00e5r man n\u00f6ja sig med upplevelsen. Oftast r\u00e4cker det. I alla fall om det finns lite mats\u00e4ck och kaffe med. Det beh\u00f6vs inte s\u00e5 mycket. F\u00f6r att orka vandra p\u00e5. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">En trollsl\u00e4nda stor som en handflata flyger in p\u00e5 kontoret idag. Vacker och skimrande bl\u00e5. Med visst besv\u00e4r lyckas jag f\u00e5 ut den igen. S\u00e5 att dess dag i ljuset inte slutare p\u00e5 ett datoriserat dammigt och gammalt l\u00e5tsaskontor. Jag kunde s\u00e5klart ha skitit i den ocks\u00e5. L\u00e4mnat den \u00e5t sitt \u00f6de d\u00e4r vid ett st\u00e4ngt f\u00f6nster med friheten p\u00e5 andra sidan. Kanske s\u00e4ger handlingss\u00e4ttet n\u00e5got om vem man \u00e4r. Eller ocks\u00e5 g\u00f6r det inte det. Jag skulle ha sl\u00e4ppt ut den i alla fall. Jag tror p\u00e5 liv. Beh\u00f6ver inga bel\u00f6ningar nu eller i ett efterliv f\u00f6r att g\u00f6ra det d\u00e4r. Karma och han\/hon\/det\/gud kan dra \u00e5t helvete. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Eller inte.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>Liksom<\/strong>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Min fredag \u00e4r i alla fall slut. F\u00f6nster \u00e4r st\u00e4ngda. D\u00f6rrar \u00e4r st\u00e4ngda. Bara s\u00e4ngkammarf\u00f6nstret \u00e4r \u00f6ppet.  Suger i mig det sista av sommaren. L\u00e5ter det bl\u00e5 omsluta mig.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Man undrar ibland. \u00d6ver liv. Hur det blev. Varf\u00f6r. V\u00e4gen fram\u00e5t. Fredagsfunderingar. Men man vandrar p\u00e5. Som man g\u00f6r. Hela v\u00e4gen som jag lovade en g\u00e5ng. Imorgon b\u00e4r. S\u00e5 m\u00e5nga som det g\u00e5r att hitta. Hittar man inga b\u00e4r f\u00e5r man n\u00f6ja sig med upplevelsen. Oftast r\u00e4cker det. 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