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Det regnar inte. Det \u00e4r inte kallt. Det \u00e4r sommar fortfarande. Ute allts\u00e5. Allts\u00e5, varmt utan anstr\u00e4ngning inne ocks\u00e5. OHulkat. Jag k\u00f6r med \u00f6ppna f\u00f6nster. Upp med allt bara. Njut. Fast f\u00e5gels\u00e5ng. Noll. Men hackspett och skator vid fyratiden i morse. Skator kan m\u00e5nga “ord”. Sp\u00e4nnande att tjyvlyssna p\u00e5. De l\u00e5ter dessutom som vilken r\u00e4dd m\u00e4nniska som helst n\u00e4r de flyr f\u00f6r att en h\u00f6k \u00e4ntrar omr\u00e5det. Men inga problem s\u00e5klart. Man samarbetar om man \u00e4r f\u00e5gel. Jagar bort. Svarta och vita och bl\u00e5 och alla andra. Solidaritet kallas det. F\u00f6r den som inte vet allts\u00e5. F\u00f6rr var det ett ord som en hel del m\u00e4nniskor tyckte var vackert. Nu f\u00f6r tiden \u00e4r vi bara n\u00e5gra f\u00e5. “Jag” – ordet – har liksom<\/strong> tagit \u00f6ver v\u00e4rlden. Ingen \u00e4r svagare \u00e4n “jag”.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men det \u00e4r gott att leva en dag till i livet. Man f\u00e5r vara tacksam. Det \u00e4r enkelt att vara det. Faktiskt.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nu h\u00e4r p\u00e5 kv\u00e4llen bara m\u00f6rker s\u00e5klart. Men klockan har passerat 23:30 och det \u00e4r fortfarande tretton plus ute. Allts\u00e5 \u00f6ppet f\u00f6nster i natt ocks\u00e5. En lyx f\u00f6r en H\u00e4lsing s\u00e5klart. Man sover b\u00e4ttre. MYCKET b\u00e4ttre. Ja och s\u00e5 kan man lyssna p\u00e5 skatorna p\u00e5 morgonkvisten.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fast dagen. Det blir visserligen en hel del gjort. Men inte det jag t\u00e4nkt mig och dessutom mycket mindre. Men det \u00e4r v\u00e4l s\u00e5 med dagar som g\u00e5r. \u00c5tminstone ibland. Eftersom det \u00e4r varmt och str\u00e5lande sol s\u00e5 kollar jag om jag har wifi vid postl\u00e5dan och det har jag ju, ja tv\u00e5hundra meter bortanf\u00f6r den ocks\u00e5. S\u00e5 d\u00e4r blir det till att experimentera. Man vill ha ett mail n\u00e4r posten anl\u00e4nder. JU! S\u00e5klart. Liksom<\/strong>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fast egentligen \u00e4r det v\u00e4l mest en t\u00e4nkardag. Beh\u00f6ver fundera ibland. V\u00e4gval. H\u00f6ger? V\u00e4nster? Upp\u00e5t? Eller kanske rakt ned\u00e5t, ner i det djupa h\u00e5let. Eller varf\u00f6r inte satsa p\u00e5 alla h\u00e5ll samtidigt f\u00f6r att man inte kan best\u00e4mma sig. Eller ingen riktning alls kanske. L\u00e4gga av. Vila sig. Liksom<\/strong>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Den artonde augusti st\u00e5r det “release” i min almanacka. Inte mer \u00e4n s\u00e5. Jag har ingen aning vad som avses. \u00c4r det jag som skall g\u00f6ra en release? Ja och i s\u00e5 fall varf\u00f6r och av vad? Mystiskt. Liksom<\/strong>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00c4r det n\u00e5got s\u00e4rskilt med den artonde augusti?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ja jag vet inte.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kommer sannolikt aldrig f\u00e5 veta.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men det f\u00e5r st\u00e5 kvar. Utifall. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fast nu b\u00f6rjar det bli dags att l\u00e4gga sig. Tr\u00f6tt n\u00e4mligen. Det \u00e4r v\u00e4l gammeln. En g\u00e5ng i livet var jag som piggast den h\u00e4r tiden. Nu n\u00e4r telefonerna var tysta och sannolikheten att de skulle b\u00f6rja ringa var n\u00e4ra noll. Med en st\u00e4ndig cigg i mungipan k\u00f6rde man p\u00e5 bort\u00e5t fyra s\u00e5d\u00e4r. Ackumulerade s\u00f6mnskuld och h\u00e4mtade hem s\u00f6mn p\u00e5 l\u00f6rdagsmorgnarna. Fast man kan visst inte det s\u00e4ger expertisen. Fast d\u00e5 har de inte f\u00f6ljt n\u00e5gra decennier av mitt liv. F\u00f6r det kan man visst. Fast antagligen betalar man en summa i \u00e5r i slutet av sitt liv f\u00f6r det d\u00e4r. Allt har ett pris.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men allts\u00e5, nu f\u00f6r tiden \u00e4r det oftast tolvtiden som g\u00e4ller. \u00c5tta till tolv utom p\u00e5 fredagskv\u00e4llar och l\u00f6rdagar. S\u00f6mnskuld noll. Ingen \u00e5terh\u00e4mtning beh\u00f6vs men h\u00e4mtar in \u00e4nd\u00e5 av gammal vana. R\u00e4knar man ihop s\u00e5 blir det en j\u00e4kla massa timmar. B\u00e4st att inte g\u00f6ra det allts\u00e5. Det blir f\u00f6r galet. Vem vill inse att man \u00e4r galen?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u00e5, trappor upp g\u00e4ller nu. Medicin, tandborstning, l\u00e4sa, sova. Sen f\u00e5r man hoppas p\u00e5 morgondagen…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Det regnar inte. Det \u00e4r inte kallt. Det \u00e4r sommar fortfarande. Ute allts\u00e5. Allts\u00e5, varmt utan anstr\u00e4ngning inne ocks\u00e5. OHulkat. Jag k\u00f6r med \u00f6ppna f\u00f6nster. Upp med allt bara. Njut. Fast f\u00e5gels\u00e5ng. Noll. Men hackspett och skator vid fyratiden i morse. Skator kan m\u00e5nga “ord”. Sp\u00e4nnande att tjyvlyssna p\u00e5. 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