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Vardag igen. Skjutsar ner K. p\u00e5 morgonen. Huset f\u00f6rlamande tyst n\u00e4r jag kommer hem igen. Lite musik i h\u00f6gtalarna jagar iof iv\u00e4g den d\u00e4r tystnaden och f\u00f6rlamningen med den. Ett l\u00e4tt haltande \u00e4r allt som blir kvar. Men det \u00e4r \u00e4nd\u00e5 inte samma sak. B\u00e4st \u00e4r det n\u00e4r K. ocks\u00e5 finns i huset.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fast det finns saker att g\u00f6ra s\u00e5klart. Det \u00e4r inget problem p\u00e5 den punkten. Kan man dyka ner i n\u00e5got s\u00e5 f\u00f6rsvinner ocks\u00e5 alla funderingar p\u00e5 annat. S\u00e5 jag dyker ner fr\u00e5n tolvmeterstrampolinen…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I g\u00e5r g\u00f6r R. (\u00e4ldste sonens flickv\u00e4n) och hennes pappa ett kort stopp h\u00e4r p\u00e5 sin v\u00e4g upp mot J\u00e4mtland f\u00e5r Uppsala. Mycket trevligt. Det var l\u00e4nge sedan vi s\u00e5gs. Det \u00e4r n\u00e4stan som om vi var en normal familj.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men vardag allts\u00e5. Det skall tuffas p\u00e5 nu med vanliga veckor fram till jul. M\u00e5nga veckor \u00e4r det. Fast OK f\u00f6r min del. Det finns inte m\u00e5nga dagar i mitt liv n\u00e4r jag bara suttit still och bara haft det tr\u00e5kigt. De som funnits \u00e4r g\u00e4rna kopplade med kollektivtrafik och sjukhus d\u00e5 s\u00e5klart. Men f\u00f6r \u00f6vrigt. Blir det f\u00f6r tr\u00e5kigt kan man ju alltid sova. L\u00e4nge eller fr\u00f6 alltid om n\u00f6dv\u00e4ndigt.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Mitt enda uppdrag f\u00f6r dagen f\u00f6rutom det vanliga knappandet \u00e4r att k\u00f6ra en tv\u00e4ttmaskin (den snurrar) och plocka en inte oansenlig m\u00e4ngd k\u00f6rsb\u00e4r som g\u00e5r vidare till frysen f\u00f6r senare safttillverkning. K\u00f6rsb\u00e4rssaft ett s\u00e4tt att spara smaken av h\u00e4rliga sommardagar att plocka fram i vintertid n\u00e4r behov uppst\u00e5r. Oftast \u00e4r anledningen att nordanvinden biter i och jagar in folket (d\u00e4ribland mig) in i sina uppv\u00e4rmda boningar. Man beh\u00f6ver dr\u00f6mma sig bort som injagad eller kanske som jagad \u00f6ver huvud taget. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Naturligtvis sparar jag tillr\u00e4ckligt med k\u00f6rsb\u00e4r f\u00f6r att den skrockande koltrasthonan kan f\u00e5 sitt hon ocks\u00e5. Jod\u00e5 skatorna med. Det \u00e4r s\u00e5klart en fest den h\u00e4r k\u00f6rsb\u00e4rstiden som man m\u00e5ste dela med andra. Allt annat skulle gjort en till en avskyv\u00e4rd varelse som f\u00f6rtj\u00e4nar noll av de r\u00f6da, s\u00f6ta, goda, solvarma b\u00e4ren. S\u00e5 kan man ju inte ha det.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men hungern suger i min lekamen. S\u00e4ger \u00e5t mig p\u00e5 skarpen att trava upp f\u00f6r trapporna och ordna n\u00e5got som g\u00e5r att \u00e4ta. Vad \u00e4r \u00e4nnu skrivet i det bl\u00e5. Men det finns tillr\u00e4ckligt att v\u00e4lja p\u00e5 i lagringsutrymmena f\u00f6r att jag med stor sannolikhet, n\u00f6jd skall kunna skyffla in en lagom m\u00e4ngd och sen vandra ner till mitt igen. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Amazon kommer tydligen till Sverige p\u00e5 riktigt nu. G\u00e4spar. Intresserar mig f\u00f6ga. F\u00f6rst\u00e5r inte hur man kan h\u00f6lja n\u00e5gon som blir orimligt rik p\u00e5 att oschysst utnyttja sina anst\u00e4llda p\u00e5 det s\u00e4tt som Jeff Bezos g\u00f6r. Ett svin \u00e4r det. Ja “svin” \u00e4r en f\u00f6rol\u00e4mpning mot grisar i det h\u00e4r fallet. “Ett egoistiskt as” \u00e4r nog b\u00e4ttre. En revolutionsskapare. En samh\u00e4llsf\u00f6rst\u00f6rare. Mina slutord f\u00f6r dagen. Japp, kommer s\u00e4kert handla d\u00e4rifr\u00e5n jag med. Fast borde… nej det borde man inte.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Vardag igen. Skjutsar ner K. p\u00e5 morgonen. Huset f\u00f6rlamande tyst n\u00e4r jag kommer hem igen. Lite musik i h\u00f6gtalarna jagar iof iv\u00e4g den d\u00e4r tystnaden och f\u00f6rlamningen med den. Ett l\u00e4tt haltande \u00e4r allt som blir kvar. Men det \u00e4r \u00e4nd\u00e5 inte samma sak. B\u00e4st \u00e4r det n\u00e4r K. ocks\u00e5 finns i huset. 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