{"id":35442,"date":"2020-07-02T22:43:13","date_gmt":"2020-07-02T21:43:13","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=35442"},"modified":"2020-07-02T22:43:13","modified_gmt":"2020-07-02T21:43:13","slug":"sa-da-sa-5","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=35442","title":{"rendered":"S\u00e5 d\u00e5 s\u00e5"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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Efter-midsommar-m\u00f6rker d\u00e4r ute. Jag skall strax l\u00e4gga mig. Trotts r\u00e4tt tr\u00e5kig bok. Den som tydligen \u00e4nd\u00e5 h\u00f6js till skyarna. Hj\u00e4lper inte mig. klich\u00e9er \u00e4r allt jag upplever i den d\u00e4r h\u00f6gen med sidor. Men tillr\u00e4ckligt intressant \u00e4r den \u00e4nd\u00e5 f\u00f6r att man vill ta sig till slutet. H\u00e4mta in uppl\u00f6sningen.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Seg. F\u00f6rkyld. Lite utsliten. Jag. S\u00e5 s\u00f6mn beh\u00f6vs. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men egentligen handlar det v\u00e4l bara om en dag till. Sen f\u00e5r det bli lite friare liv. Det d\u00e4r Lutheranska f\u00e5r jag l\u00e5sa in i ett sk\u00e5p i n\u00e5gra veckor. Vet att det g\u00f6r gott det d\u00e4r. Att det skapar sug igen. Att det till och med \u00e4r sk\u00f6nt att koppla ifr\u00e5n och av.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men ser bra g\u00f6r jag igen. HURRA! Min h\u00f6ger arm har inte varit b\u00e4ttre p\u00e5 m\u00e5nga \u00e5r. Idag n\u00e4r jag diskade kunde jag till och med lyfta iv\u00e4g grejer med den armen. HURRA igen! Sen finns det s\u00e5klart fler kr\u00e4mpor. Men inga som hindrar mig allt f\u00f6r mycket. Jag \u00e4r inte<\/strong> mina kr\u00e4mpor. Men det har varit n\u00e4ra nu att jag vandrat i den riktningen nu under ett \u00e5r eller tv\u00e5. Begr\u00e4nsningarna som skapas omskapar m\u00e4nniskan som begr\u00e4nsas.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Att avsluta dagen med tv\u00e5 HURRA \u00f6ver livet \u00e4r v\u00e4l \u00e4nd\u00e5 inte s\u00e5 d\u00e5ligt. S\u00e5 d\u00e4rf\u00f6r slutar min dag h\u00e4r och nu.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Efter-midsommar-m\u00f6rker d\u00e4r ute. Jag skall strax l\u00e4gga mig. Trotts r\u00e4tt tr\u00e5kig bok. Den som tydligen \u00e4nd\u00e5 h\u00f6js till skyarna. Hj\u00e4lper inte mig. klich\u00e9er \u00e4r allt jag upplever i den d\u00e4r h\u00f6gen med sidor. Men tillr\u00e4ckligt intressant \u00e4r den \u00e4nd\u00e5 f\u00f6r att man vill ta sig till slutet. H\u00e4mta in uppl\u00f6sningen. Seg. F\u00f6rkyld. Lite utsliten. Jag. 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