{"id":35238,"date":"2020-06-14T20:13:09","date_gmt":"2020-06-14T19:13:09","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=35238"},"modified":"2020-06-15T22:02:36","modified_gmt":"2020-06-15T21:02:36","slug":"hanryckt","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=35238","title":{"rendered":"H\u00e4nryckt"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"580\" height=\"326\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/06\/IMG_20200614_140337909.jpg?resize=580%2C326&#038;ssl=1\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-35239\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/06\/IMG_20200614_140337909.jpg?resize=1024%2C576&amp;ssl=1 1024w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/06\/IMG_20200614_140337909.jpg?resize=300%2C169&amp;ssl=1 300w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/06\/IMG_20200614_140337909.jpg?resize=768%2C432&amp;ssl=1 768w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/06\/IMG_20200614_140337909.jpg?resize=1536%2C864&amp;ssl=1 1536w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/06\/IMG_20200614_140337909.jpg?resize=1200%2C675&amp;ssl=1 1200w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/06\/IMG_20200614_140337909.jpg?w=1623&amp;ssl=1 1623w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 580px) 100vw, 580px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Det \u00e4r den tveh\u00f6vdade bj\u00f6rken. Den som b\u00f6rjar bli n\u00e5gra \u00e5r nu. Den som st\u00e5r d\u00e4r ute p\u00e5 g\u00e5rdsplanen. Den som kryper \u00f6ver urberget och v\u00e4xer i mager jord n\u00e4ra k\u00e4llspr\u00e5nget h\u00e4r p\u00e5 kullen. Nu \u00e4r den den jag ser n\u00e4r jag tittar ut genom f\u00f6nstret i k\u00f6ket.  Alla de l\u00f6v den b\u00e4r. Gr\u00f6na. Nej ljusgr\u00f6na. Nej, den d\u00e4r speciella midsommargr\u00f6na f\u00e4rgen har de bladen. Japp, midsommargr\u00f6nt. \u00c4r man svensk s\u00e5 vet man vad jag menar. Ja det r\u00e4cker nog med att ha bott h\u00e4r ett \u00e5r f\u00f6r att veta. F\u00f6r att se. Midsommargr\u00f6n \u00e4r f\u00e4rgen som dominerar just nu. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Jag ser den p\u00e5 morgonen. F\u00f6rundras \u00f6ver sk\u00f6nheten. Jag ser den p\u00e5 lunchen och f\u00f6rundras \u00f6ver sk\u00f6nheten. Jag ser den p\u00e5 kv\u00e4llen och tar synen med mig hela v\u00e4gen in i mitt innersta. Kan inte se mig m\u00e4tt p\u00e5 den. S\u00e5 perfekt st\u00e5r den d\u00e4r. S\u00e5 vacker. S\u00e5 fullkomlig.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I sommarnatten lyser stammen som om den var sj\u00e4lvlysande. Tr\u00e4den har ett inre ljus just nu. Som hj\u00e4lpljus finns de d\u00e4r f\u00f6r att lysa upp sommarnatten. En natt som aldrig blir till riktig natt nu under n\u00e5gra veckor. En natt som verkligen \u00e4r magisk p\u00e5 riktigt.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Visst. \u00c4ppeltr\u00e4den \u00e4r bed\u00f6vande vackra med med alla sina blommor. Den gamla damen likas\u00e5. Hon som \u00e5ter b\u00e4r fram \u00e5rets k\u00f6rsb\u00e4rssk\u00f6rd. Men bj\u00f6rken \u00e4r nog vackrast av dem alla \u00e4nd\u00e5.  Hon, jo f\u00f6r det \u00e4r nog en hon, som st\u00e5tt d\u00e4r genom vintern, som klarat av sn\u00f6stormarna och nordanvinden. Som hukat n\u00e4r sn\u00f6plogen kommit f\u00f6r n\u00e4ra under tidiga vintermornar efter en natts ih\u00e5llande sn\u00f6fall. Hon som nu \u00e4r det vackraste som finns. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Fast kanske \u00e4r det en &#8220;han&#8221;. Kanske skriver jag &#8220;hon&#8221; bara f\u00f6r att jag sj\u00e4lv \u00e4r en &#8220;han&#8221;. Vad bryr sig tr\u00e4d om s\u00e5dant. Man b\u00f6r s\u00e5klart l\u00e4ra sig av det d\u00e4r. Att det \u00e4r inte s\u00e5 viktigt. Att de f\u00e5r vara hur det vill. Sk\u00f6nhet har inget k\u00f6n. Inte s\u00e5 m\u00e5nga andra epitet heller. S\u00e5klart.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Men sommar. Det har sovits med \u00f6ppna f\u00f6nster hela helgen. Varma sommarvindar har smekt min kind b\u00e5de inomhus och utomhus. Liljekonvaljdoft har \u00f6verv\u00e4ldigat mitt luktsinne och skapat minnen av skolavslutningar. Gr\u00e4smattan har blivit klippt. Men inte av mig. Tjattertanterna (Bjr\u00f6ktrastarna) har jagat fram och tillbaka p\u00e5 sin jakt i nyklippt gr\u00e4smatta. Lyssna &#8211; Lokalisera &#8211; F\u00e5nga. Skatungar har hungrigt ropat efter mer att \u00e4ta i sitt bo n\u00e4stan h\u00f6gst upp i den stora gamla granen. Den som trolige st\u00e5tt d\u00e4r l\u00e4ngre \u00e4n m\u00e4nniskorna funnits h\u00e4r. Den som sett hus byggas och folk flytta in i dem. Sett d\u00f6da b\u00e4ras ut och barn ta examen.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Det \u00e4r en fantastisk tid vi lever i. Japp, trots Corona. Men vi lever. Vi kan ta in. Vi kan njuta. Det \u00e4r n\u00e4stan, tametusan, v\u00e5r plikt att g\u00f6ra just det s\u00e5 l\u00e4nge vi lever. I denna tid r\u00e4cker det med att finnas till. <strong>Liksom<\/strong>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Koltrasten sjunger h\u00e4r ute. Vackrare i \u00e5r \u00e4n de senaste \u00e5ren. Pavarotti. Ja. Han \u00e4r tillbaks. Underbart. 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