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Nattens s\u00e4nker sig h\u00e4r i H\u00e4lsingland. Som den ju g\u00f6r den h\u00e4r tiden. Men m\u00f6rkt. Icke. Nu \u00e4r det de ljusa n\u00e4tternas tid. Det \u00e4r nu man skall ge sig ut mitt i natten efter skogsv\u00e4garna f\u00f6r att se djur och annat liv som finns d\u00e4r i skumljuset. Man kan inte g\u00f6ra annat \u00e4n att \u00e4lska den h\u00e4r tiden s\u00e5klart. Efter midsommar \u00e4r den slut. D\u00e5 \u00e4r som att sl\u00e4cka en lampa. Ljuset smyger sig sakta p\u00e5 inf\u00f6r sommaren men f\u00f6rsvinner blixtsnabbt. Jag har aldrig fattat hur det d\u00e4r g\u00e5r till. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sj\u00e4lv t\u00e4nker jag helt enkelt g\u00e5 och l\u00e4gga mig. Operationer och livet tr\u00f6ttar en ocool gubbe. Fast sugen. Alltid sugen. I min \u00e5lder liksom<\/strong>. Tack alla goda gudar f\u00f6r den sugenheten. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Nattens s\u00e4nker sig h\u00e4r i H\u00e4lsingland. Som den ju g\u00f6r den h\u00e4r tiden. Men m\u00f6rkt. Icke. Nu \u00e4r det de ljusa n\u00e4tternas tid. Det \u00e4r nu man skall ge sig ut mitt i natten efter skogsv\u00e4garna f\u00f6r att se djur och annat liv som finns d\u00e4r i skumljuset. 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