{"id":34896,"date":"2020-04-13T15:25:43","date_gmt":"2020-04-13T14:25:43","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=34896"},"modified":"2020-04-13T15:25:43","modified_gmt":"2020-04-13T14:25:43","slug":"varfor-inte","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=34896","title":{"rendered":"Varf\u00f6r inte?"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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Joho. Uppe ur p\u00e5sksoffan. Visserligen hostande fortfarande men med en frekvens n\u00e5gra niv\u00e5er mindre s\u00e5… tack, tack, tack mitt k\u00e4ra immunf\u00f6rsvar. F\u00f6r vad var man liksom utan sitt immunf\u00f6rsvar? Jag bara fr\u00e5gar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Har faktiskt bara vilat i helgen. Eldat o\u00e4ndliga brasor i \u00f6ppna spisen. L\u00e4st. Sett film. \u00c4tit godis, matat in go-mat och sovit. F\u00f6rskr\u00e4ckligt egentligen men sk\u00f6nt. K\u00e4nner mig nyf\u00f6dd (och \u00e4nnu tjockare) efter detta. Igen.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Jod\u00e5.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00c5tminstone n\u00e4stan.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Uppst\u00e5nden. Fast man nu bara \u00e4r en enkel och vanlig m\u00e4nniska.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men m\u00e5ndag idag. Man b\u00f6r sitta p\u00e5 l\u00e5tsaskontor. Man b\u00f6r komma ig\u00e5ng. I alla fall om man \u00e4r en s\u00e5dan som jag. En riktig m\u00e4nniska fast en levandes bara p\u00e5 l\u00e5tsas.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fast kanske finns det egentlige ingen endaste en som lever i en icke fantasiv\u00e4rld. Har aldrig funnits. Men f\u00e5 s\u00e5klart som erk\u00e4nner det f\u00f6r sig sj\u00e4lva n\u00e4r de st\u00e5r och f\u00f6rs\u00f6ker f\u00f6rst\u00e5 sig p\u00e5 sig sj\u00e4lv d\u00e4r i spegelns \u00e5terreflektion.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Liksom<\/strong>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Man tror man \u00e4r den ende. Men ser man sig omkring fattar man snart att “helvete<\/strong>“, halva v\u00e4rlden t\u00e4nker som man sj\u00e4lv g\u00f6r. Att vara ett unikum \u00e4r inte l\u00e4tt. Att f\u00e5 det p\u00e5klistrat som epitet hur enkelt som helst.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Liksom<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Stormbyar h\u00e4r idag. Huset rister h\u00e4r p\u00e5 kullen. Saker flyger omkring d\u00e4r ute. En del av dem \u00e4r f\u00e5glar. Andra inte. Kr\u00e5korna leker i uppvindarna som barn som sl\u00e4pps ut i friheten f\u00f6r f\u00f6rsta g\u00e5ngen efter en l\u00e5ng tids p\u00e5tvingad innevaro. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Orolig \u00e4r jag s\u00e5klart f\u00f6r att saker skall g\u00e5 s\u00f6nder n\u00e4r det friskar i och ylar. Men man f\u00e5r stoppa undan den d\u00e4r oron. Ta tag i den n\u00e4r saker blir ett faktum. Oroa sig d\u00e5 f\u00f6rst m\u00f6jligen om man nu inte kan l\u00f6sa sj\u00e4lva problemet f\u00f6rst. I praktiken oroar man sig \u00e4nd\u00e5. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bj\u00f6rnrapporterna b\u00f6rjar dyka upp. Ett s\u00e4kert v\u00e5rtecken. Har dock sj\u00e4lv inte sett en enda \u00e4nnu i \u00e5r. Men spanar s\u00e5klart av omgivningarna konstant. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Livet \u00e4r s\u00e5ledes gott h\u00e4r ute p\u00e5 en kulle ute i ingenstansland. Hoppas det \u00f6r detsamma d\u00e4r du befinner dig ocks\u00e5.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Joho. Uppe ur p\u00e5sksoffan. Visserligen hostande fortfarande men med en frekvens n\u00e5gra niv\u00e5er mindre s\u00e5… tack, tack, tack mitt k\u00e4ra immunf\u00f6rsvar. F\u00f6r vad var man liksom utan sitt immunf\u00f6rsvar? Jag bara fr\u00e5gar. Har faktiskt bara vilat i helgen. Eldat o\u00e4ndliga brasor i \u00f6ppna spisen. L\u00e4st. Sett film. \u00c4tit godis, matat in go-mat och sovit. F\u00f6rskr\u00e4ckligt […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_crdt_document":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[24],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-34896","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-betraktelser"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":29915,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=29915","url_meta":{"origin":34896,"position":0},"title":"Tack, tack, tack","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2018-09-20","format":false,"excerpt":"Vit blodkropp bland r\u00f6da blodpl\u00e4ttar Varje g\u00e5ng jag sitter d\u00e4r p\u00e5 toaletten, n\u00e5ja N\u00c4STAN varje g\u00e5ng, som jag sitter d\u00e4r och pressar ut (ja till och med pressandet sk\u00f6ter sig ju n\u00e4stan sj\u00e4lv) de d\u00e4r restprodukterna, f\u00f6rundras jag \u00f6ver hur allt kan fungera s\u00e5 bra. 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