{"id":34816,"date":"2020-04-05T21:39:51","date_gmt":"2020-04-05T20:39:51","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=34816"},"modified":"2020-04-05T21:40:10","modified_gmt":"2020-04-05T20:40:10","slug":"sondag-5","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=34816","title":{"rendered":"S\u00f6ndag"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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Jag lyckas. Sitter d\u00e4r s\u00f6ndag eftermiddag och s\u00f6ndag kv\u00e4ll. Idag allts\u00e5. En seger \u00f6ver soffan. Visst, det hostas fortfarande. Men allm\u00e4ntillst\u00e5ndet, japp, det viktiga allm\u00e4ntillst\u00e5ndet, har g\u00e5tt mot normall\u00e4ge. F\u00f6r mig \u00e4r det den viktiga signalen. Jag ar stor respekt just f\u00f6r det d\u00e4r allm\u00e4ntillst\u00e5ndet. Men allts\u00e5. Mina kompisar b\u00f6rjar f\u00e5 ordning p\u00e5 grejer. Eller “VI”. \u00c4nnu ett virusangrepp \u00e4r besegrat. Jag \u00e4r tillbaks. \u00c5terst\u00e5r att rensa upp p\u00e5 slagf\u00e4ltet och hoppas att man slipper nya angrepp p\u00e5 ett tag. Att man hinner \u00e5terh\u00e4mta sig innan man beh\u00f6ver st\u00e4lla upp f\u00f6r den heliga flockimmuniteten.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Allt det d\u00e4r skiter du i s\u00e5klart. Och med r\u00e4tta. En gammal gubbe p\u00e5 en kulle ute i skogen kan s\u00e5klart offras. Sj\u00e4lv k\u00e4nner man s\u00e5klart inte s\u00e5. \u00c4r mig sj\u00e4lv och de mina n\u00e4rmast. Patetiskt s\u00e5klart. Men gamla gubbar \u00e4r som maskrosor. Vill leva vi ocks\u00e5.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

P\u00e5 bilden min farfar. Han m\u00e5ste ha varit med om Spanska sjukan. Var i den mest utsatta \u00e5ldern d\u00e5. De mellan 20 och 30 ungef\u00e4r var de som str\u00f6k med. Jo v\u00e4ldigt unga och v\u00e4ldigt gamla ocks\u00e5. Men flesta i det d\u00e4r \u00e5ldersspannet. Man drabbades av cytokinstorm. Immunsystem l\u00f6per amok. Angrip de egna cellerna. F\u00f6rklaringen att de var just de i det d\u00e4r \u00e5ldersspannet som drabbades \u00e4r att de hade det mest aktiva immunf\u00f6rsvaret. Om det \u00e4r den verkliga f\u00f6rklaringen vet v\u00e4l ingen. Kanske l\u00e4ggs nya pusselbitar p\u00e5 plats i det d\u00e4r pusslet nu. F\u00f6r framtida segrar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men farfar m\u00e5ste ha upplevt det d\u00e4r. \u00c4ven om han sj\u00e4lv inte drabbades. Av naturliga sk\u00e4l har jag inte f\u00e5tt h\u00f6ra historierna. Men han \u00f6verlevde. Precis som de flesta kommer att \u00f6verleva den h\u00e4r g\u00e5ngen ocks\u00e5. Man m\u00e5ste ha dragit en l\u00e4ttnads suck s\u00e5 n\u00e4r den milda f\u00f6rsta v\u00e5gen p\u00e5 v\u00e5ren var \u00f6ver. Sen n\u00e4r den verkligt d\u00f6dliga v\u00e5gen kom i augusti m\u00e5ste v\u00e4rlden ha blivit fullst\u00e4ndigt skr\u00e4ckslagen. Likheterna \u00e4r f\u00f6rresten sl\u00e5ende med idag. Men med fri press nu. Man hade ingen aning om vad som h\u00e4nde ute i v\u00e4rlden d\u00e5 med krigscensurerad media. Det \u00e4r d\u00e4rf\u00f6r den kallas “Spanskan” f\u00f6rresten. Spanien var inte med i kriget. Tyskland, Frankrike, England hade redan drabbats. Men skrev inget. Censurerade. N\u00e4r Spanien drabbades skrevs det om det i pressen och blev k\u00e4nt \u00f6ver hela v\u00e4rlden. S\u00e5 “Spanskan”.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men jag t\u00e4nker ge mig f\u00f6r idag. Har njutit till fullo av den h\u00e4r dagen. \u00c4ven om det mesta som fixats har varit av administrativ karakt\u00e4r. \u00d6gon tr\u00f6ttas s\u00e5klart. Anstr\u00e4ngande att sitta s\u00e5 n\u00e4ra sk\u00e4rmarna som jag g\u00f6r. Kropp i konstiga vinklar klagar v\u00e4l den med. Men gl\u00e4djen att vara tillbaks i sadeln \u00f6verv\u00e4ger s\u00e5klart. Det \u00e4r allts\u00e5 gott att leva. Man k\u00e4nner tacksamhet mot sin kropp. Ja j\u00e4vlar vilken h\u00f6jdare och k\u00e4mpe det \u00e4r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Jag lyckas. Sitter d\u00e4r s\u00f6ndag eftermiddag och s\u00f6ndag kv\u00e4ll. Idag allts\u00e5. En seger \u00f6ver soffan. Visst, det hostas fortfarande. Men allm\u00e4ntillst\u00e5ndet, japp, det viktiga allm\u00e4ntillst\u00e5ndet, har g\u00e5tt mot normall\u00e4ge. F\u00f6r mig \u00e4r det den viktiga signalen. Jag ar stor respekt just f\u00f6r det d\u00e4r allm\u00e4ntillst\u00e5ndet. Men allts\u00e5. Mina kompisar b\u00f6rjar f\u00e5 ordning p\u00e5 grejer. 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