{"id":34762,"date":"2020-03-31T11:17:47","date_gmt":"2020-03-31T10:17:47","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=34762"},"modified":"2020-03-31T11:17:47","modified_gmt":"2020-03-31T10:17:47","slug":"de-svarta-mot-de-vita","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=34762","title":{"rendered":"De svarta mot de vita"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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S\u00e5 sitter man d\u00e4r d\u00e5 \u00e4ntligen igen p\u00e5 sin l\u00e5tsaskontorsstol. Visserligen \u00e4r hostan fr\u00e5n helvetet kvar till vissa delar, visserligen rinner n\u00e4san, visserligen k\u00e4nner jag mig r\u00e4tt m\u00f6r och jod\u00e5, jag sover till halv tolv innan jag tar mig ner hit. Men ner kommer jag. Det har jag inte lyckats med p\u00e5 n\u00e5gra dagar. Det \u00e4r ovanligt. Suget brukar ta \u00f6verhanden. N\u00e5gra Alvdeon och sug h\u00e5ller mig ig\u00e5ng en l\u00e5ng bit p\u00e5 v\u00e4gen.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Jag har sannolikt \u00e5kt p\u00e5 en vanlig influensa. Har upplevelserna med en Coronainvasion kvar som de flesta andra. Men det r\u00e4cker med vanliga f\u00f6rkylningsvirus ocks\u00e5. Det kan jag lova. Det var \u00e5r sedan jag \u00e5kte p\u00e5 en riktig influensa. En som fick mig p\u00e5 rygg. S\u00e5 det var antagligen dags. Stod d\u00e4r och v\u00e4ntade med en etikett “\u00c5ke Hedman” om halsen n\u00e4r man sl\u00e4ppte in hen.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

B\u00e4ttre idag allts\u00e5. Tror jag. G\u00e5r upp p\u00e5 morgonen och tror det varje dag. Sen b\u00f6rjar jag hosta. Ja sen \u00e4r den dan \u00f6ver. Kanske \u00e4r det bristen p\u00e5 magmuskler. Hade man mer v\u00e4ltr\u00e4nad kagge kunde man hosta sig igenom en dag i l\u00e5tsasjobbets gl\u00e4dje. Men nope, h\u00e4r fungerar det inte. Efter duschen \u00e4r jag helslut och f\u00e5 kasta mig p\u00e5 soffan. God bok och s\u00f6mn s\u00e4ger kroppen. Ja och man vill ju sk\u00f6ta sig. S\u00e5 det blir god bok och s\u00f6mn.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I grund och botten \u00e4r man ju bara del av en j\u00e4ttestor cellsamling. Eller mikroorganismer och celler kanske man skall dela in kroppens best\u00e5ndsdelar i. Fast mikroorganismer \u00e4r v\u00e4l celler de med. Hur som helst. Tillsammans utg\u00f6r all de d\u00e4r miljarder best\u00e5ndsdelarna det som man stolt kallar “jag”. Man liksom \u00e5ker ut med helikopter \u00f6ver en bergskant i alperna d\u00e4r kameran filmar rakt ned\u00e5t om man t\u00e4nker s\u00e5d\u00e4r och det n\u00e5r in i tr\u00f6ghj\u00e4rnan. “Tillsammans” handlar det om. Det \u00e4r n\u00e5got slags solidaritetsprojekt allt det d\u00e4r med att vara en levande m\u00e4nniska. Va!? En massa celler\/mikroorganismer som jobbar tillsammans f\u00f6r att allt skall fungera. Som v\u00e4rsta samh\u00e4llsbygget \u00e4r det. Med miljarder inv\u00e5nare. Inv\u00e5nare som skall vara n\u00f6jda. Som skall befinna sig i balans. Ja, rent av kommunistiskt \u00e4r det. Lika \u00e5t alla. Eller \u00e5tminstone det de vill ha \u00e5t alla. J\u00e4mviktsprojekt. Det fungerar liksom inte om n\u00e5gon del b\u00f6rjar roffa \u00e5t sig. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Det d\u00e4r jaget sen. Om man inte kr\u00e5nglar in en gud och delar p\u00e5 sj\u00e4l och kropp s\u00e5 blir v\u00e4l det d\u00e4r jaget p\u00e5 sin h\u00f6jd en talesperson f\u00f6r de d\u00e4r miljonerna. En som kan s\u00e4ja “aj” och skratta. Resten sk\u00f6ter alla de d\u00e4r miljarderna tillsammans. F\u00f6r att vi tillsammans skall leva en dag till.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Jag t\u00e4nker ofta p\u00e5 alla d\u00e4r inne i kroppen. Nu med virus i kroppen s\u00e5 p\u00e5g\u00e5r ju verkligen regelr\u00e4tta strider. Slemmet som kommer ur n\u00e4sa och som man hostar upp inneh\u00e5ller m\u00e4ngder av d\u00f6da egna celler och d\u00f6da motst\u00e5ndare som sk\u00f6ljs bort ur systemen. V\u00e5rt immunf\u00f6rsvar \u00e4r fantastiskt. Anpassar sig efter hotet. Offrar sig sj\u00e4lva i kampen. M\u00e5let \u00e4r att vi alla andra som blir den h\u00e4r “jag” skall \u00f6verleva. Fantastiskt. Jo jag s\u00e4ger “tack” d\u00e5 och d\u00e5. Och menar det. Jag vet inte om det n\u00e5r fram till vita blodkroppar och andra. Men jag hoppas det. F\u00f6r nog finns det anledning att k\u00e4nna tacksamhet f\u00f6r det arbete som g\u00f6rs i kroppen av immunf\u00f6rsvar och annat. D\u00e4r finns ingen tvekan. De b\u00f6r ing\u00e5 i \u00e5ttaappl\u00e5den de med tycker jag.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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