{"id":34620,"date":"2020-03-06T13:44:32","date_gmt":"2020-03-06T12:44:32","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=34620"},"modified":"2020-03-06T13:44:32","modified_gmt":"2020-03-06T12:44:32","slug":"forsoker-4","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=34620","title":{"rendered":"F\u00f6rs\u00f6ker&#8212;>"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"576\" height=\"1024\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/03\/20170306_084019.jpg?resize=576%2C1024&#038;ssl=1\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-34621\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/03\/20170306_084019-scaled.jpg?resize=576%2C1024&amp;ssl=1 576w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/03\/20170306_084019-scaled.jpg?resize=169%2C300&amp;ssl=1 169w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/03\/20170306_084019-scaled.jpg?resize=768%2C1365&amp;ssl=1 768w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/03\/20170306_084019-scaled.jpg?resize=864%2C1536&amp;ssl=1 864w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/03\/20170306_084019-scaled.jpg?resize=1152%2C2048&amp;ssl=1 1152w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/03\/20170306_084019-scaled.jpg?w=1440&amp;ssl=1 1440w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 576px) 100vw, 576px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">F\u00f6rs\u00f6ker mecka lite med en elektronisk apparat. Tre glas\u00f6gon. Dock inte samtidigt. Hj\u00e4lper inte ett skit. F\u00e5r ge upp.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Nu sitter jag h\u00e4r och k\u00e4nner mig irriterad.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>Liksom<\/strong>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Repartionsf\u00f6rs\u00f6ket kom sig av brist p\u00e5 inspiration till annat. Japp, det \u00e4r en s\u00e5dan dag. En d\u00e5 man skulle ha stannat i s\u00e4ngen fr\u00e5n b\u00f6rjan. Men det g\u00f6r man ju aldrig. Man f\u00f6rs\u00f6ker. Hur \u00e4n dumt det nu egentligen \u00e4r. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Men man f\u00e5r v\u00e4l ge sig tidigt idag. Det \u00e4r \u00e4nd\u00e5 fredag. Man kan allts\u00e5 somna p\u00e5 soffan UPA. Som sig b\u00f6r. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Men m\u00e5ste f\u00f6rs\u00f6ka lite till. Kanske h\u00e4mta posten f\u00f6rst&#8230; Det finns ett f\u00f6re och ett efter det momentet. Mjukbyxor oftast efter. Ocks\u00e5 det d\u00e4r lugnet som beh\u00f6vs f\u00f6r att krypa l\u00e5ngt in i funderingar och koncentration finns d\u00e4r oftast efter turen. Men idag?&#8230; man f\u00e5r vara n\u00f6jd om man blir lite mindre irriterad. Fast med postinh\u00e4mtning vet man aldrig utfallet.  Mycket skit kan dyka upp den v\u00e4gen. Fast l\u00e5ngt mellan g\u00e5ngerna numera.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"580\" height=\"326\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/03\/20170306_085026.jpg?resize=580%2C326&#038;ssl=1\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-34622\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/03\/20170306_085026-scaled.jpg?resize=1024%2C576&amp;ssl=1 1024w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/03\/20170306_085026-scaled.jpg?resize=300%2C169&amp;ssl=1 300w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/03\/20170306_085026-scaled.jpg?resize=768%2C432&amp;ssl=1 768w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/03\/20170306_085026-scaled.jpg?resize=1536%2C864&amp;ssl=1 1536w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/03\/20170306_085026-scaled.jpg?resize=2048%2C1152&amp;ssl=1 2048w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/03\/20170306_085026-scaled.jpg?resize=500%2C281&amp;ssl=1 500w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/03\/20170306_085026-scaled.jpg?w=1160&amp;ssl=1 1160w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/03\/20170306_085026-scaled.jpg?w=1740&amp;ssl=1 1740w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 580px) 100vw, 580px\" \/><\/figure>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>F\u00f6rs\u00f6ker mecka lite med en elektronisk apparat. Tre glas\u00f6gon. Dock inte samtidigt. Hj\u00e4lper inte ett skit. F\u00e5r ge upp. Nu sitter jag h\u00e4r och k\u00e4nner mig irriterad. Liksom. Repartionsf\u00f6rs\u00f6ket kom sig av brist p\u00e5 inspiration till annat. Japp, det \u00e4r en s\u00e5dan dag. En d\u00e5 man skulle ha stannat i s\u00e4ngen fr\u00e5n b\u00f6rjan. 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