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Lamporna slogs precis p\u00e5 h\u00e4r i huset. Utifall jag nu skulle missa det s\u00e5 f\u00e5r jag ett mail med “dusk” i rubriken. Japp det \u00e4r lite f\u00e5nigt alltsammans men det fungerar. Ja utom n\u00e4r man best\u00e4mmer sig f\u00f6r att se en riktigt sen film. D\u00e5 brukar man bli nedsl\u00e4ckt en bit in i den. Tror att synen l\u00e4mnar en helt och fullt n\u00e4r det h\u00e4nder. Men det gick s\u00e5klart f\u00e5 ordning p\u00e5 det ocks\u00e5. Om man bara orkade.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u00e4r har jag anv\u00e4nt st\u00f6rre delen av veckan till att leta och t\u00e4ppa till minnesl\u00e4ckor. Det \u00e4r lite s\u00e5d\u00e4r som en snickare h\u00e5ller p\u00e5 med sista dagarna n\u00e4r hen har byggt ihop n\u00e5got. Tr\u00e5kigt men n\u00f6dv\u00e4ndigt och en sj\u00e4lvklarhet att ta sig igenom.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Aprop\u00e5 solnedg\u00e5ngar s\u00e5 har vi h\u00e4mtat in ungef\u00e4r en och en halv timme den sista m\u00e5naden. 14:52 den 7\/1 och 16:15 idag. Inte illa. N\u00e5got \u00e4r p\u00e5 g\u00e5ng. V\u00e5r… man t\u00f6rs n\u00e4stan inte t\u00e4nka tanken.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Jag skall knappa n\u00e5gon timme till, sen f\u00e5r den gr\u00f6na IKEA soffan sv\u00e4lja mig. Stor risk f\u00f6r st\u00f6dsovbehov idag. Men en kvart brukar r\u00e4cka. Sen kan jag h\u00e5lla mig vaken n\u00e5gon timme. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Att se p\u00e5 film \u00e4r en k\u00e4mpig f\u00f6reteelse s\u00e5klart numera. Men f\u00f6rs\u00f6ker h\u00e4nga med s\u00e5 gott det g\u00e5r. Gr\u00e5v\u00e4der i min v\u00e4rld 24\/7. Men jag har varit med om v\u00e4rre. Ont g\u00f6r det ju inte att inte se i alla fall.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Lamporna slogs precis p\u00e5 h\u00e4r i huset. Utifall jag nu skulle missa det s\u00e5 f\u00e5r jag ett mail med “dusk” i rubriken. Japp det \u00e4r lite f\u00e5nigt alltsammans men det fungerar. Ja utom n\u00e4r man best\u00e4mmer sig f\u00f6r att se en riktigt sen film. D\u00e5 brukar man bli nedsl\u00e4ckt en bit in i den. 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