{"id":34302,"date":"2020-01-29T09:49:44","date_gmt":"2020-01-29T08:49:44","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=34302"},"modified":"2020-01-29T09:49:44","modified_gmt":"2020-01-29T08:49:44","slug":"trottheten","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=34302","title":{"rendered":"Tr\u00f6ttheten"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"580\" height=\"326\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/01\/IMG_20200129_094040599.jpg?resize=580%2C326&#038;ssl=1\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-34304\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/01\/IMG_20200129_094040599-scaled.jpg?resize=1024%2C576&amp;ssl=1 1024w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/01\/IMG_20200129_094040599-scaled.jpg?resize=300%2C169&amp;ssl=1 300w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/01\/IMG_20200129_094040599-scaled.jpg?resize=768%2C432&amp;ssl=1 768w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/01\/IMG_20200129_094040599-scaled.jpg?resize=1536%2C864&amp;ssl=1 1536w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/01\/IMG_20200129_094040599-scaled.jpg?resize=2048%2C1152&amp;ssl=1 2048w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/01\/IMG_20200129_094040599-scaled.jpg?resize=500%2C281&amp;ssl=1 500w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/01\/IMG_20200129_094040599-scaled.jpg?w=1160&amp;ssl=1 1160w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/01\/IMG_20200129_094040599-scaled.jpg?w=1740&amp;ssl=1 1740w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 580px) 100vw, 580px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Jag har en &#8220;otroligt-tr\u00f6tt-dag&#8221; ig\u00e5r. Det h\u00e4nder liksom inte s\u00e5 mycket. Till slut m\u00e5ste jag g\u00e5 upp och str\u00e4cka ut mig p\u00e5 soffan en timme. Somnar p\u00e5 st\u00f6rt. Tror jag \u00e4r piggare efter det d\u00e4r. Brukar r\u00e4cka i de flesta l\u00e4gen med en kvart, tjugo minuter i dr\u00f6mlandet f\u00f6r \u00e5terh\u00e4mtning. Men inte d\u00e5. En hel dag g\u00e5r till spillo och kv\u00e4llen f\u00e5r bli film. Men en bra film (<em><a href=\"https:\/\/en.wikipedia.org\/wiki\/The_Man_Who_Knew_Infinity_(film)\">The Man Who Knew Infinity<\/a><\/em>). Den blir till dagens enda h\u00f6jdpunkt. L\u00e4gger mig tio och sover s\u00e5 fort huvudet n\u00e5r kudden.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Idag ny dag. Eventuellt piggare. Kan inte riktigt avg\u00f6ra. Men det visar sig. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Vi har f\u00e5tt en decimeter sn\u00f6 under natten. Lite vinter p\u00e5 riktigt igen. En mjukare v\u00e4rld. Gissar att den h\u00e4r pudersn\u00f6n skulle \u00e4lskas om man nu var utf\u00f6rs\u00e5kare. Men nu \u00e4r man inte det. Men tycker inte illa om den \u00e4nd\u00e5.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"580\" height=\"326\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/01\/IMG_20200129_094000850.jpg?resize=580%2C326&#038;ssl=1\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-34305\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/01\/IMG_20200129_094000850-scaled.jpg?resize=1024%2C576&amp;ssl=1 1024w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/01\/IMG_20200129_094000850-scaled.jpg?resize=300%2C169&amp;ssl=1 300w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/01\/IMG_20200129_094000850-scaled.jpg?resize=768%2C432&amp;ssl=1 768w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/01\/IMG_20200129_094000850-scaled.jpg?resize=1536%2C864&amp;ssl=1 1536w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/01\/IMG_20200129_094000850-scaled.jpg?resize=2048%2C1152&amp;ssl=1 2048w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/01\/IMG_20200129_094000850-scaled.jpg?resize=500%2C281&amp;ssl=1 500w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/01\/IMG_20200129_094000850-scaled.jpg?w=1160&amp;ssl=1 1160w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/01\/IMG_20200129_094000850-scaled.jpg?w=1740&amp;ssl=1 1740w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 580px) 100vw, 580px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Jag forts\u00e4tter resan mot &#8220;klart&#8221;. Nirvana. Men att skriva manual, dokumentera, testa, \u00e4r inte det mest stimulerande man kan h\u00e5lla p\u00e5 med. Jag \u00e4r inte den d\u00e4r som trivs b\u00e4st med att underh\u00e5lla det som redan \u00e4r bygt. Snarare den som g\u00e5r ig\u00e5ng p\u00e5 att rita det som skall byggas. Fast \u00e4r man sj\u00e4lv finns s\u00e5klart inte den d\u00e4r f\u00f6rdelningen. Det finns ingen man kan skicka stafettpinnen vidare till. Man m\u00e5ste ta tag i alla de d\u00e4r sakerna. &#8220;Vill inte&#8221; duger liksom inte. Inte heller &#8220;orkar inte&#8221;. Man f\u00e5r bita ihop och ta tag i saker.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ja just det!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Jag har en &#8220;otroligt-tr\u00f6tt-dag&#8221; ig\u00e5r. Det h\u00e4nder liksom inte s\u00e5 mycket. Till slut m\u00e5ste jag g\u00e5 upp och str\u00e4cka ut mig p\u00e5 soffan en timme. Somnar p\u00e5 st\u00f6rt. Tror jag \u00e4r piggare efter det d\u00e4r. Brukar r\u00e4cka i de flesta l\u00e4gen med en kvart, tjugo minuter i dr\u00f6mlandet f\u00f6r \u00e5terh\u00e4mtning. Men inte d\u00e5. 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