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Har lite sv\u00e5rt att tillgodog\u00f6ra mig olika filmer och serier p\u00e5 TV numera. Jod\u00e5 Engelskspr\u00e5kiga och Svenska fungerar r\u00e4tt bra men \u00e4r det minsta lilla text eller prat p\u00e5 dialekt eller om det \u00e4r otydligt p\u00e5 annat s\u00e4tt s\u00e5 \u00e4r man borta. K l\u00e4ser en del h\u00f6gt f\u00f6r mig. Det hj\u00e4lper. Men som f\u00f6rr \u00e4r det inte. Det \u00e4r skit faktiskt. Man blir tr\u00f6tt av att inte se ocks\u00e5.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fast nu skall jag s\u00e5klart inte gn\u00e4lla. Det finns de som har det j\u00e4vligare.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Trettondan. Slutet. Eller b\u00f6rjan. Oxdragarveckor f\u00f6r\u00f6ver. Till p\u00e5sk. Jag gillar. Nu kan man ramla in i rutiner igen. Tror det kan bli bra. I alla fall s\u00e5 l\u00e4nge som det g\u00e5r att sitta framf\u00f6r en sk\u00e4rm. Elektronik numera – gl\u00f6m det. Sorg d\u00e4r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Vi har vilat och l\u00e4st h\u00e4r p\u00e5 kullen de senaste dagarna ocks\u00e5. Ja det har inte blivit mycket annat. B\u00e5de jag och K har \u00e4r s\u00e5d\u00e4r irriterande l\u00e5ngdraget f\u00f6rkylda. Soffan allts\u00e5. Men god tajming d\u00e5 s\u00e5klart med helger. Vi hade v\u00e4l antagligen funnits d\u00e4r \u00e4nd\u00e5. Soffpotatisar med licens att d\u00f6da. Jod\u00e5.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Hade nog t\u00e4nkt mig att \u00e5stadkomma lite musik under helgerna. Men av det blev intet. \u00d6gon d\u00e4r ocks\u00e5. Det mesta blir s\u00e5 f\u00f6rbannat tr\u00f6ttande. Fast det d\u00e4r kan ju vara en urs\u00e4kt bara ocks\u00e5 s\u00e5klart. Sl\u00f6het. Men glad f\u00f6r att det \u00e4r fler lyssnare d\u00e4r nu \u00e4n n\u00e5gonsin p\u00e5 Spotify. Men det avtar v\u00e4l. Finns ingen anledning att f\u00f6rh\u00e4va sig \u00f6ver det d\u00e4r heller. Men kan inte hj\u00e4lpa att jag blir glad av det i alla fall. L\u00f6jligt s\u00e5klart. Det finns de som har tusentals lyssnare. Men som sagt glad \u00e4nd\u00e5 jag.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fast jag tror p\u00e5 2020. Men \u00e5 andra sidan har jag trott p\u00e5 varje nytt \u00e5r sedan jag f\u00f6ddes. \u00c5ren brukar inneh\u00e5lla lite av varje hur \u00e4n det blir. P\u00e5 de hela taget summeras \u00e4nd\u00e5 de flesta \u00e5r som helt OK. I alla fall om man vill se det s\u00e5, Mycket av bra och d\u00e5ligt sitter inne i ens huvud trotts allt.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ute \u00e4r det plusgrader igen. Gr\u00e5v\u00e4dret f\u00f6ljer liksom med p\u00e5 k\u00f6pet. Men vad g\u00f6r det nu s\u00e5h\u00e4r mot kv\u00e4llen. Imorgon \u00e4r en annan dag. Jag skall strax bl\u00e5sa ut mitt ljus h\u00e4r nere och vandra upp f\u00f6r trapporna. L\u00e4sa en stund och sen sova n\u00e5gra timmars sk\u00f6nhetss\u00f6mn. Inte f\u00f6r att s\u00f6mnen i n\u00e5got avseende alls har hj\u00e4lpt genom \u00e5ren. Men det \u00e4r som det \u00e4r. Den som inte ens f\u00f6rs\u00f6ker…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Har lite sv\u00e5rt att tillgodog\u00f6ra mig olika filmer och serier p\u00e5 TV numera. Jod\u00e5 Engelskspr\u00e5kiga och Svenska fungerar r\u00e4tt bra men \u00e4r det minsta lilla text eller prat p\u00e5 dialekt eller om det \u00e4r otydligt p\u00e5 annat s\u00e4tt s\u00e5 \u00e4r man borta. K l\u00e4ser en del h\u00f6gt f\u00f6r mig. Det hj\u00e4lper. 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