{"id":33990,"date":"2020-01-03T10:04:20","date_gmt":"2020-01-03T09:04:20","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=33990"},"modified":"2020-01-03T10:04:20","modified_gmt":"2020-01-03T09:04:20","slug":"0337","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=33990","title":{"rendered":"03:37"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"2560\" height=\"1440\" src=\"https:\/\/i1.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/01\/IMG_20200103_100004082-scaled.jpg?fit=584%2C329&amp;ssl=1\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-33991\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/01\/IMG_20200103_100004082-scaled.jpg?w=2560&amp;ssl=1 2560w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/01\/IMG_20200103_100004082-scaled.jpg?resize=300%2C169&amp;ssl=1 300w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/01\/IMG_20200103_100004082-scaled.jpg?resize=1024%2C576&amp;ssl=1 1024w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/01\/IMG_20200103_100004082-scaled.jpg?resize=768%2C432&amp;ssl=1 768w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/01\/IMG_20200103_100004082-scaled.jpg?resize=1536%2C864&amp;ssl=1 1536w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/01\/IMG_20200103_100004082-scaled.jpg?resize=2048%2C1152&amp;ssl=1 2048w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/01\/IMG_20200103_100004082-scaled.jpg?resize=500%2C281&amp;ssl=1 500w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/01\/IMG_20200103_100004082-scaled.jpg?w=1160&amp;ssl=1 1160w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/01\/IMG_20200103_100004082-scaled.jpg?w=1740&amp;ssl=1 1740w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 580px) 100vw, 580px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Jag vaknar av en s\u00e5dan d\u00e4r r\u00f6st som man h\u00f6r p\u00e5 uppvaket efter en operation. Ett irriterande piggt men v\u00e4nligt  &#8220;vakna&#8221; fr\u00e5n lite l\u00e5ngt h\u00e5ll s\u00e5d\u00e4r. Det enda man vill i det l\u00e4get \u00e4r att sova vidare. Fast nu bli jag s\u00e5klart ocks\u00e5 lite nyfiken. Lyssnar. T\u00e4nker. Var kommer r\u00f6sten ifr\u00e5n? \u00c4r jag p\u00e5 sjukhus? La jag mig inte i min egen s\u00e4ng ig\u00e5r?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">S\u00e5 jag ligger d\u00e4r och lyssnar.  K ligger bredvid mig s\u00e5 hemma \u00e4r jag definitivt. Klockan p\u00e5 nattduksbordet visar 03:37. Alla sover. N\u00e5gon mer aktivitet eller r\u00f6st h\u00f6rs inte f\u00f6rr\u00e4n K efter tio minuter eller n\u00e5got s\u00e5dant b\u00f6rjar mumla och r\u00f6ra p\u00e5 sig och f\u00f6rsvinner upp p\u00e5 toaletten. Sj\u00e4lv ligger jag kvar d\u00e4r i n\u00e5gon slags lyssnande, upplevande, halvdvala. K\u00e4nner efter om jag skall f\u00f6lja K&#8217;s exempel efter att hon kommit tillbaks. Mellanl\u00e4ge i bl\u00e5san. Man klarar sig och man irriterar sig p\u00e5 k\u00e4nslan av kissn\u00f6dighet.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">K kommer tillbaks. Mosig. L\u00e4gger sig. Sover igen efter n\u00e5gra minuter av de lugna andetagen att d\u00f6ma. Jag best\u00e4mmer mig till slut f\u00f6r att \u00e4nd\u00e5 g\u00e5 upp och t\u00f6mma bl\u00e5san. Staplar upp. Klarar av toabes\u00f6ket. Staplar tillbaks till s\u00e4ngen. V\u00e4nder mig p\u00e5 min favoritsida, den mot klockan. Urtavlan visar  03:37 fortfarande och sl\u00e5r precis om till 03:38. Somnar.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Jag vaknar av en s\u00e5dan d\u00e4r r\u00f6st som man h\u00f6r p\u00e5 uppvaket efter en operation. Ett irriterande piggt men v\u00e4nligt &#8220;vakna&#8221; fr\u00e5n lite l\u00e5ngt h\u00e5ll s\u00e5d\u00e4r. Det enda man vill i det l\u00e4get \u00e4r att sova vidare. Fast nu bli jag s\u00e5klart ocks\u00e5 lite nyfiken. Lyssnar. T\u00e4nker. 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