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Trettiotv\u00e5 \u00e5r \u00e4r en l\u00e5ng tid. Men det \u00e4r precis s\u00e5 l\u00e4nge sedan idag – eller snarare ikv\u00e4ll – d\u00e5 hon satt d\u00e4r med sina tjejkompisar p\u00e5 golvet i det gemensamma korridorrummet p\u00e5 Kantorn i Uppsala. Korridorfest. H\u00f6g musik. Kvinnorna valde. Aldrig jag. Hon fr\u00e5gade om vi skulle dansa och ja det var ju sant, jag dansar ju inte. Inte helt sannings\u00f6verst\u00e4mmande s\u00e5klart. Var ju tvungen den d\u00e4r g\u00e5ngen n\u00e4r vi m\u00e5ste st\u00e4lla upp p\u00e5 gammaldanskursen f\u00f6r att f\u00e5 ha replokalen kvar. Kanske blev jag upptvingad n\u00e5gon mer g\u00e5ng ocks\u00e5. Helt s\u00e4kert \u00e4r det i alla fall att det var som en v\u00e4ldigt ovillig dansare i s\u00e5 fall. Musiker dansar inte! Inte ens dom som just d\u00e5 get upp musiken och pluggade fysik. S\u00e5 jag sa nej. “Jag dansar inte”. Jag vet inte vad som h\u00e4nde sen. Det poffade liksom till p\u00e5 n\u00e5got s\u00e4tt. Kanske dansade vi innan sj\u00e4lva “poffen” men i alla fall inte efter. Hur om helst s\u00e5 har vi nu k\u00e4mpat p\u00e5 vid varandras sida sedan dess. Hon blev min fru Karin Hedman Marner efter n\u00e5gra \u00e5r. Vi fick tv\u00e5 s\u00f6ner. Har gjort en j\u00e4kla massa tillsammans. Eller i alla fall m\u00e5ste vi ju ha gjort det. F\u00f6r p\u00e5 tre decennier borde man ju hinna med en del. Men tiden g\u00e5r fort och detaljer bleknar. Det \u00e4r synd men likv\u00e4l \u00e4r det s\u00e5.<\/p>\n

Att det \u00e4r trettiotv\u00e5 \u00e5r sedan \u00e4r och f\u00f6rblir hur som helst helt ofattbart f\u00f6r en enkel sj\u00e4l som mig.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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