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05:19 i morse vintersolst\u00e5nd. Traditionsenligt reser jag mig ur s\u00e4ngen och g\u00e5r upp och v\u00e4nder p\u00e5 b\u00e5ten. Nu skall den segla s\u00f6derut \u00e4nda tills vi har sommarsolst\u00e5nd och sommar och enkelt liv. Bes\u00e4ttningen, glad och l\u00e4ttade \u00f6ver att slippa segla vidare upp bland isflak och isberg, fester till med lite rom ur den tunna jag fyllde \u00e5t dem i november. Det \u00e4r dom v\u00e4rda s\u00e5klart. Seglatsen in i m\u00f6rkret \u00e4r fylld av ensamhetens demoner och andra faror. “S\u00f6derut” h\u00f6r jag dem alla glatt skr\u00e5la n\u00e4r jag s\u00f6mndrucken \u00e5terigen drar mig in mot s\u00e4ngkammaren f\u00f6r n\u00e5gra timmars extra s\u00f6ndagsmorgonss\u00f6mn.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Han\/hon\/det\/gud \u00e4r fysikaliska lagar f\u00f6r mig Det r\u00e4cker. S\u00e5 julen \u00e4r just den h\u00e4r tidpunkten. Det jag firar. Den som faktisk f\u00f6renar oss alla runt om p\u00e5 jordklotet. \u00c4r inte det v\u00e4rt att fira s\u00e5 \u00e4r inget v\u00e4rt att fira.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u00e5 God Jul p\u00e5 er v\u00e4nner.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

05:19 i morse vintersolst\u00e5nd. Traditionsenligt reser jag mig ur s\u00e4ngen och g\u00e5r upp och v\u00e4nder p\u00e5 b\u00e5ten. Nu skall den segla s\u00f6derut \u00e4nda tills vi har sommarsolst\u00e5nd och sommar och enkelt liv. Bes\u00e4ttningen, glad och l\u00e4ttade \u00f6ver att slippa segla vidare upp bland isflak och isberg, fester till med lite rom ur den tunna jag […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_crdt_document":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-33912","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-swedish"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":8088,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=8088","url_meta":{"origin":33912,"position":0},"title":"D\u00e4r jag l\u00e4gger min hatt…","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2013-07-24","format":false,"excerpt":"Han pissar p\u00e5 mig d\u00e4r uppifr\u00e5n. 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