{"id":33713,"date":"2019-12-02T10:32:30","date_gmt":"2019-12-02T09:32:30","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=33713"},"modified":"2019-12-02T10:32:30","modified_gmt":"2019-12-02T09:32:30","slug":"sol-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=33713","title":{"rendered":"Sol"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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En sol l\u00e5tsas att det \u00e4r sommar utanf\u00f6r f\u00f6nstret. Lyser och lyser och lyser. Tvingar mig till slut att motvilligt dra ner persienner. Datorer \u00e4r dj\u00e4vulens redskap p\u00e5 det viset. Sk\u00e4rmar \u00e4r som vampyrer. De hatar solljus. Sm\u00e4lter som troll i solstr\u00e5lar. Och \u00e4r man nu d\u00e5 allts\u00e5 \u00e4r slav under de d\u00e4r f\u00e5r man allts\u00e5 begr\u00e4nsa solinfl\u00f6det. Skapa en krypta av m\u00f6rker under en tid n\u00e4r man man som varandes en vanlig m\u00e4nniska beh\u00f6ver ljus mer \u00e4n n\u00e5gonsin. Men \u00e4ven om jag tvingas ge efter f\u00f6r idiotin skall jag i alla fall alltid vara medveten om den. Jag tror n\u00e4mligen det kan hj\u00e4lpa. Lite.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Jag \u00e4r tr\u00f6tt idag. Inte f\u00f6r att det finns en anledning till det. Jag har sovit mycket och gott under helgen. Jag \u00e4r tr\u00f6tt i alla fall. M\u00f6jligen f\u00e5r jag f\u00f6r lite sol…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Imorgon sjukhus igen. Denna g\u00e5ng koll av prostata. Det d\u00e4r har jag h\u00e5llit p\u00e5 med i trettio \u00e5r nu. Numera med en prostata som \u00e4r tre g\u00e5nger s\u00e5 stor som den skall vara. PSA v\u00e4rdet g\u00e5r upp pga det. Man blir lite orolig d\u00e4r. S\u00e5 jag tjatar till mig \u00e5terkommande kontroller. Numera. Det var en gammal v\u00e4n som jag m\u00f6tte f\u00f6r n\u00e5gra \u00e5r sedan som satte ig\u00e5ng det d\u00e4r. Han s\u00e5g ut att vara i fin form. Jag sa det. Men viktnedg\u00e5ngen var just cancer. Japp, i prostata. Tv\u00e5 m\u00e5nader senare var han d\u00f6d. Men han tyckte det var tur att jag kollades upp f\u00f6r min godartade prostataf\u00f6rstoring. Men det gjorde man s\u00e5klart inte. S\u00e5dant f\u00e5r man tjata sig till. Det var efter det d\u00e4r jag b\u00f6rjade tjata. Japp, jag tjatar fortfarande. Kommer att forts\u00e4tta med det.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00c4ter en lussebulle mot tr\u00f6ttheten. Det hj\u00e4lper inte ett dugg. Tar allts\u00e5 en till. Det hj\u00e4lper inte heller…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Borde inte \u00e4ta s\u00e5dant d\u00e4r alls.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Egentligen.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men har d\u00e5lig karakt\u00e4r f\u00f6r det d\u00e4r s\u00f6ta.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bredband \u00e4r det som man alltid haft nu. Det tickar p\u00e5. Underbart. Men knappast m\u00e4rkv\u00e4rdigt. Det \u00e4r som man alltid haft de h\u00e4r hastigheterna. Skulle vara sv\u00e5rt att steppa ner nu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dricker Blossa \u00e5rsgl\u00f6gg ig\u00e5r. Tradition. God, men har en lite bitter eftersmak. Men en bra aff\u00e4rside det d\u00e4r. Alltid trevligt att tillsammans smaka av den f\u00f6rsta koppen och fundera lite \u00f6ver smakerna d\u00e4ri.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

En del bryr sig s\u00e5klart inte om det d\u00e4r. Andra bryr sig inte om n\u00e5gonting alls. Fr\u00e5n mitt perspektiv verkar det vara tr\u00e5kigt och trist.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men nu skall jag l\u00e4gga mig p\u00e5 golvet p\u00e5 alla fyra och s\u00f6ka efter den d\u00e4r inspirationen jag tappat bort. I n\u00e5got h\u00f6rn ligger den s\u00e4kert. Jag hade ett fast grepp om den under fredagen \u00e4ven om jag somnade en stund d\u00e4r i l\u00e5tsaskontorsstolen d\u00e5 under dan. S\u00e5 l\u00e5ngt kan den inte ha hunnit. M\u00e5ste h\u00e5lla till n\u00e5gonstans h\u00e4r i n\u00e4rheten. Definitivt s\u00e5.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ja, det \u00e4r v\u00e4l bara till att b\u00f6rja krypa…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

En sol l\u00e5tsas att det \u00e4r sommar utanf\u00f6r f\u00f6nstret. Lyser och lyser och lyser. Tvingar mig till slut att motvilligt dra ner persienner. Datorer \u00e4r dj\u00e4vulens redskap p\u00e5 det viset. Sk\u00e4rmar \u00e4r som vampyrer. De hatar solljus. Sm\u00e4lter som troll i solstr\u00e5lar. Och \u00e4r man nu d\u00e5 allts\u00e5 \u00e4r slav under de d\u00e4r f\u00e5r man […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_feature_clip_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2},"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[24],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-33713","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-betraktelser"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":32859,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=32859","url_meta":{"origin":33713,"position":0},"title":"Bilar","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2019-08-29","format":false,"excerpt":"\u00c5ker tidigt ner till Ljusdal. 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