{"id":33481,"date":"2019-11-07T21:54:46","date_gmt":"2019-11-07T20:54:46","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=33481"},"modified":"2019-11-07T21:54:46","modified_gmt":"2019-11-07T20:54:46","slug":"kanske-inte-for-andra","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=33481","title":{"rendered":"Kanske inte f\u00f6r andra"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"3006\" height=\"5344\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/11\/IMG_20191107_215144823.jpg?fit=576%2C1024&amp;ssl=1\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-33482\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/11\/IMG_20191107_215144823.jpg?w=3006&amp;ssl=1 3006w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/11\/IMG_20191107_215144823.jpg?resize=169%2C300&amp;ssl=1 169w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/11\/IMG_20191107_215144823.jpg?resize=768%2C1365&amp;ssl=1 768w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/11\/IMG_20191107_215144823.jpg?resize=576%2C1024&amp;ssl=1 576w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/11\/IMG_20191107_215144823.jpg?w=1160&amp;ssl=1 1160w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/11\/IMG_20191107_215144823.jpg?w=1740&amp;ssl=1 1740w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 580px) 100vw, 580px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Bredbandinstallation. Problem med min dator. Hulk stannar.  Doktor skall ringa som avtalat. F\u00f6r mig, allt tillsammans, blir det en j\u00e4ktig dag. Rena vilan f\u00f6r andra kanske. Allts\u00e5 inte f\u00f6r mig. Blir stressad.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Men bredbandinstallationen var s\u00e5klart ingen konst. Trevlig kulle fixar den p\u00e5 en halvtimme och drar vidare till n\u00e4sta st\u00e4lle. Sen skall jag flytta ADSL till fiber. Fungerar inte alls till att b\u00f6rja med. F\u00e5r ingen ip adress. Men efter lite trixande s\u00e5 ramlare s\u00e5dan in. Bara t\u00e5lamod som fattas.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ja sen d\u00e5 besvikelsen \u00f6ver att inte f\u00e5 de d\u00e4r &#8220;enorma&#8221; hastigheterna. Ja och att st\u00e5 ut med sonens flin n\u00e4r han meddelar att han har 600 Mbit in och \u00f6ver hundra ut. \u00c5ger n\u00e4mligen en modernare dator \u00e4n vad jag g\u00f6r.  Men beskedet \u00e4r en pusselbit i mitt pussel. Allts\u00e5 fel p\u00e5 kabel eller n\u00e4tverkskort. Ja eller b\u00e5da. Vilket det s\u00e5klart var.  Ja drivare d\u00e5 f\u00f6r kortet. Men saker som g\u00e5r att l\u00f6sa med tid, inte pengar. Allts\u00e5 l\u00f6sbart.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Mitt i det d\u00e4r stannar Hulken och vill inte starta igen. Ett j\u00e4kla spring upp och ner mellan k\u00e4llare och l\u00e5tsaskontor. Ja och sen skall \u00f6verl\u00e4kare Bj\u00f6rn ringa fr\u00e5n G\u00e4vle och s\u00e5 g\u00f6r han till slut.  Tre m\u00e5nader till med H\u00e4lsocentralbes\u00f6k och provtagning och rapporter till honom blir resultatet d\u00e4r. Finns inget avslut p\u00e5 detta. Men k\u00e4nner mig v\u00e4l omh\u00e4ndertagen. Snart ett \u00e5r sedan det b\u00f6rjade nu.  Bj\u00f6rn inte n\u00f6jd med operationsresultatet. Men det \u00e4r som det \u00e4r. Det blir som det blir. Gamla ocoola gubbar beh\u00f6ver v\u00e4l egentligen inte alla armar. \u00c5tminstone inte fullt ut. Fr\u00e5gan \u00e4r om ocoola gubbar inte kunde b\u00f6rja donera lite organ redan nu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ja sen fixa kabel. Drivare. \u00c4ta makaronipudding. F\u00e5 ig\u00e5ng v\u00e4rmesystemet. Hulken. Koka kaffe. H\u00e4mta posten. Konstatera att jag ocks\u00e5 minsann har &#8220;enorma&#8221; hastigheter. Flina f\u00f6r sig sj\u00e4lv. L\u00e5tsasjobba vidare efter att ha laddat upp lite filer och upplevt den snabbaste uppladdning jag n\u00e5gonsin varit med om. Ja och d\u00e5 \u00e4r det inte en symmetrisk lina \u00e4nnu. Men blir kanske, enligt Ljusnet, p\u00e5 sikt. Japp, uppladdningen \u00e4r liksom grejen f\u00f6r mig. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Sen \u00e4r det bara att \u00e5terg\u00e5 till vardagen. Det finns n\u00e4mligen alltid lite mer l\u00e5tsasjobb att g\u00f6ra.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Lugnar mig med <a href=\"https:\/\/open.spotify.com\/track\/15M6SHzRlL4uSdgRTQtH33?si=ep44byftQ4CHTTJ5FwWhBw\">denna<\/a>.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Bredbandinstallation. Problem med min dator. Hulk stannar. Doktor skall ringa som avtalat. F\u00f6r mig, allt tillsammans, blir det en j\u00e4ktig dag. Rena vilan f\u00f6r andra kanske. Allts\u00e5 inte f\u00f6r mig. Blir stressad. Men bredbandinstallationen var s\u00e5klart ingen konst. Trevlig kulle fixar den p\u00e5 en halvtimme och drar vidare till n\u00e4sta st\u00e4lle. 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