{"id":33323,"date":"2019-10-21T07:54:34","date_gmt":"2019-10-21T06:54:34","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=33323"},"modified":"2019-10-21T12:33:49","modified_gmt":"2019-10-21T11:33:49","slug":"lugnar","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=33323","title":{"rendered":"Lugnar"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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Jsg kokar te. Ser p\u00e5 pelargonen d\u00e4r i f\u00f6nstret. En av mina “tanter”. Japp jag kallar dem s\u00e5. G\u00e4nget av pelargoner som ofta f\u00e5r mig att le av h\u00e4nf\u00f6relse \u00f6ver deras sk\u00f6nhet h\u00e4r p\u00e5 l\u00e5tsaskontoret. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Jag talar om f\u00f6r dem att v\u00e4derprognosen s\u00e4ger att allt det d\u00e4r vita d\u00e4r ute, det skall sm\u00e4lta bort igen. “Senast imorgon” lovar jag. Inget nytt sn\u00f6fall i sikte. P\u00e5 ett tag. Vi ser bara tio dagar in i framtiden och det med stor os\u00e4kerhet. “S\u00e5 h\u00e5ll ut k\u00e4ra tant”. Blomma f\u00f6r livet n\u00e5gra veckor till. L\u00e5t oss l\u00e5tsas att Sydafrikanska sl\u00e4tter blommar n\u00e5gon vecka h\u00e4r i \u00f6verfl\u00f6d, ja som en blek men k\u00e4r reproduktion d\u00e5, inne p\u00e5 ett l\u00e5tsakontor i Los. Ja och l\u00e5t oss l\u00e4ngta dit. Till sol och hav och frihet och en annna v\u00e4rld.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

En ny vecka h\u00e4r. Man borde hinna en del. Visserligen tjuvstartade min vecka ig\u00e5r. Men jag l\u00e4r v\u00e4l inte hinna lika mycket som jag hoppas \u00e4nd\u00e5. Men med \u00e5lder infinner sig ett visst lugn., Man uppr\u00f6rs inte s\u00e5 l\u00e4tt \u00f6ver dylika ting. Gr\u00e4ver p\u00e5 ist\u00e4llet d\u00e4r i sin grop.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“Soph\u00e4mtning” \u00e4r en enda noteringen i kalendern den h\u00e4r veckan. Inget att bli f\u00f6r exalterad \u00f6ver. Nog skall man v\u00e4l orka med att baxa fram den d\u00e4r tunnan. Ja ta tillbaks den ocks\u00e5. Nu till dess vinterplats. N\u00e4ra huset. En eftergift f\u00f6r \u00e5rstiden.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ambitionen f\u00f6r h\u00f6ger arm \u00e4r att jag skall kunna kamma mig och kl\u00e4 mig. Fyioterapeutinstruktioner fr\u00e5n sjukhuset. Det g\u00e5r utf\u00f6r. Eller tillbaks. Jag m\u00e5ste f\u00e5 med “skotta sn\u00f6” d\u00e4r ocks\u00e5. Annars g\u00e5r det ju inte. Nej inte alls.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men gammal. Kan leva med det d\u00e4r ocks\u00e5. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u00e5klart.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nu skall jag dricka mitt te. Sen v\u00e4nta tills solen g\u00e5r ner ordentligt bakom bergen igen. Borde v\u00e4l vara helt nedg\u00e5ngen vid midnatt ungef\u00e4r. Under tiden l\u00e5tsasjobbar jag v\u00e4l lite. F\u00f6r freden.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Jsg kokar te. Ser p\u00e5 pelargonen d\u00e4r i f\u00f6nstret. En av mina “tanter”. Japp jag kallar dem s\u00e5. G\u00e4nget av pelargoner som ofta f\u00e5r mig att le av h\u00e4nf\u00f6relse \u00f6ver deras sk\u00f6nhet h\u00e4r p\u00e5 l\u00e5tsaskontoret. Jag talar om f\u00f6r dem att v\u00e4derprognosen s\u00e4ger att allt det d\u00e4r vita d\u00e4r ute, det skall sm\u00e4lta bort igen. 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