{"id":33308,"date":"2019-10-17T07:57:52","date_gmt":"2019-10-17T06:57:52","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=33308"},"modified":"2019-10-17T08:30:15","modified_gmt":"2019-10-17T07:30:15","slug":"ljusare","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=33308","title":{"rendered":"Ljusare"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"497\" height=\"883\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/10\/EFFECTS.jpg?resize=497%2C883&#038;ssl=1\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-33314\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/10\/EFFECTS.jpg?w=497&amp;ssl=1 497w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/10\/EFFECTS.jpg?resize=169%2C300&amp;ssl=1 169w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 497px) 100vw, 497px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ljusare. En andra d\u00e4mp sn\u00f6. Som faller ner i natt. Den blir antagligen inte kvar. Plusgrader. Sm\u00e4lter. Bort. F\u00f6rsvinner. Jag litar p\u00e5 tr\u00e4den. Mycket blad kvar. De vet att det inte \u00e4r riktigt dags \u00e4n. V\u00e4ntar in i det l\u00e4ngsta. Som jag g\u00f6r. Beh\u00f6ver h\u00f6ststormar. P\u00e5minnelser. Chock. Sen omst\u00e4llning. Till slut. Acceptans. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Man borde best\u00e4lla dubbd\u00e4ck&#8230; <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Men&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Aningen bl\u00e5tt h\u00e4r idag. Men bra f\u00f6r l\u00e5tsasarbete. Det g\u00e5r som b\u00e4st d\u00e5 och inspirationen g\u00e5r i topp. Man skulle kunna tro att det var tv\u00e4rt om. Men saker \u00e4r s\u00e4llan de man tror. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Det \u00e4r dags att dra ig\u00e5ng den h\u00e4r dagen. F\u00f6r freden. F\u00f6r friheten. F\u00f6r de tre apornas h\u00e4mnd. Eller n\u00e5got. Funderar man f\u00f6r mycket om &#8220;varf\u00f6r?&#8221; kommer man n\u00e4stan alltid fram till slutsatsen &#8220;meningsl\u00f6st&#8221;.  \u00c5tminstone om man \u00e4r riktigt \u00e4rlig mot sig sj\u00e4lv.  S\u00e5 t\u00e4nk inte s\u00e5 mycket. Man lyssnar p\u00e5 K. H\u00f6r hennes ord. K\u00f6r ist\u00e4llet. Hela v\u00e4gen in i allt det d\u00e4r. L\u00e5ter det bl\u00e5 omsluta varje del av min kropp, mitt sinne och stannar d\u00e4r inne som om det var ett kassask\u00e5p d\u00e4r d\u00f6rren g\u00e5tt igen och man har nycklarna kvar i sin ficka.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Godmorgon prolet\u00e4rer<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Ljusare. En andra d\u00e4mp sn\u00f6. Som faller ner i natt. Den blir antagligen inte kvar. Plusgrader. Sm\u00e4lter. Bort. F\u00f6rsvinner. Jag litar p\u00e5 tr\u00e4den. Mycket blad kvar. De vet att det inte \u00e4r riktigt dags \u00e4n. V\u00e4ntar in i det l\u00e4ngsta. Som jag g\u00f6r. Beh\u00f6ver h\u00f6ststormar. P\u00e5minnelser. Chock. Sen omst\u00e4llning. Till slut. Acceptans. 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