{"id":33256,"date":"2019-10-09T23:05:42","date_gmt":"2019-10-09T22:05:42","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=33256"},"modified":"2019-10-09T23:05:42","modified_gmt":"2019-10-09T22:05:42","slug":"buken","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=33256","title":{"rendered":"Buken"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"400\" height=\"390\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/10\/Dpd5KVjX4AAINIz.jpg?resize=400%2C390&#038;ssl=1\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-33257\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/10\/Dpd5KVjX4AAINIz.jpg?w=400&amp;ssl=1 400w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/10\/Dpd5KVjX4AAINIz.jpg?resize=300%2C293&amp;ssl=1 300w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/10\/Dpd5KVjX4AAINIz.jpg?resize=308%2C300&amp;ssl=1 308w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 400px) 100vw, 400px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Imorgon dags f\u00f6r sjukhus igen. Jo, jag b\u00f6rjar kunna det d\u00e4r. Bukaorta den h\u00e4r g\u00e5ngen. Bukaortaaneurysm, den som d\u00f6dade farsan den d\u00e4r s\u00f6ndagen d\u00e5 den brast. Sjuttio bara var han. Full av liv och kraft, Tydligen \u00e4r \u00e4rftligheten h\u00f6g och en av mina antibiotikatabletter \u00f6kar risken f\u00f6r det d\u00e4r,  ja s\u00e5 in och kolla p\u00e5 order fr\u00e5n min axel\u00f6verl\u00e4kare. F\u00f6r s\u00e4kerhets skull. Det finns ju mycket kvar att g\u00f6ra som levandes.  Tycker man. Man mumlar &#8220;Inte \u00e4n &#8211; sn\u00e4lla&#8221; flera g\u00e5nger i veckan numera. Skulle gjort den d\u00e4r kollen \u00e4nd\u00e5 f\u00f6r fem \u00e5r sedan egentligen. Vi, min husl\u00e4kare och jag, n\u00e5ja mest han, har best\u00e4mt att det skall ske med fem \u00e5rs mellanrum. Men trodde det bara g\u00e5tt tre \u00e5r sedan sist fast det hade g\u00e5tt nio. Tiden flyger iv\u00e4g minsann. Inte jag.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">S\u00e5 fasta igen. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">F\u00f6rra veckan var det koloskopi. Tv\u00e5 meter titth\u00e5lsinstrument upp i tarmen. L\u00e4ngre fasta f\u00f6re d\u00e5 f\u00f6ljt av laxering ggr tv\u00e5. V\u00e4rst var laxeringen. Intressantast var att f\u00f6lja resan genom sin egen tarm med f\u00e4rdledare i form av inv\u00e4rtesmedicinare. Nya uppt\u00e4kter. En ny v\u00e4rld.  Jag lovar, jag \u00e4r en fr\u00e5gvis j\u00e4vel. Lite prover togs. Resultat d\u00e4rifr\u00e5n kommer om n\u00e5gra veckor.  Ungef\u00e4r som tjejernas cellprov. Allt del av en screeningstudie som jag i ett svagt \u00f6gonblick tackade ja till f\u00f6r n\u00e5gra \u00e5r sedan.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Sen var det visst n\u00e5gon prostatakoll bort\u00e5t november&#8230;  Ja ni fattar. 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